I fell very deeply in love with one girl

[Baconator Fries]

I looked at her natal chart. It says that she is very good at black magic. Is aop and returning curses enough to remove bindings and possible love spells?

 

[AFODO]

Can you give more context? Why would this relationship be bad for you? Why wouldn't you go with the flow?
Girls can use magic even if they are not aware, maybe she masturbates to you and want you.

 

[Baconator Fries]

Can you give more context? Why would this relationship be bad for you? Why wouldn't you go with the flow?
Girls can use magic even if they are not aware, maybe she masturbates to you and want you.

because the last time I saw her was 5 years ago.

 

[Baconator Fries]

I mean I was in high school with her about 5 years ago (4.5). I still can't let her go. She was really cool and had a crush on me even though all the guys in our class had a crush on her. I suffered from social anxiety and I said no to her proposals (although I really liked her of course). Now she is a popular video blogger (coverdancer) with like 7k followers on TikTok and we are in different countries. I think my obsession with her is totally unhealthy. What's the point of me loving her if I obviously can't be with her? I also feel like I've known her for a million years and we are very similar. But now she has an artist boyfriend and we are in different countries. I try to meditate and let her go and that's when I always cry. What do you think? I've also been jerking off to her (no pictures, just my imagination) for about 5 years now so I think it's become some kind of thought form or something. also she has changed a lot during this time and has become healthier (before that she was an internet girl with clearly unbalanced internet friends, always nervous, smoked, etc.) now she lives in reality. I hope you understand what I am talking about and taking all this into account I would also like to outgrow. any advice is welcome

 

[Baconator Fries]

I just feel like I'm living in the past. I'm just completely stuck in my thoughts in the past. I'm making progress in the material world, but in my head I'm living in my high school. All my communication in life has consisted of anonymous chats with almost no real communication at all, which led to social phobia and the problem I described above. Thanks to meditation, I saw this problem and got rid of social phobia and anonymous chats, but I still don't communicate with anyone. I also have a problem with being obsessed with a girl that I described above. So I was able to deal with addictions and so on without any problems. But I still have one very big problem that has settled in my soul, which is relationships with other people, especially girls (I've never had any, I'm 20). Despite my attractive appearance and the fact that even cool girls like I described above have paid attention to me, I'm still a virgin and haven't even held hands. I see the problem in some kind of mental or karmic block because there is no other way to explain it. I would like some advice on what I can do besides what I'm already doing (meditation, and giving up social media, porn)

 

[Baconator Fries]

I hope someone can give me some advice on what I can actually do about this because it's literally driving me fucking crazy!!!

 

[AFODO]

I mean I was in high school with her about 5 years ago (4.5). I still can't let her go. She was really cool and had a crush on me even though all the guys in our class had a crush on her. I suffered from social anxiety and I said no to her proposals (although I really liked her of course). Now she is a popular video blogger (coverdancer) with like 7k followers on TikTok and we are in different countries. I think my obsession with her is totally unhealthy. What's the point of me loving her if I obviously can't be with her? I also feel like I've known her for a million years and we are very similar. But now she has an artist boyfriend and we are in different countries. I try to meditate and let her go and that's when I always cry. What do you think? I've also been jerking off to her (no pictures, just my imagination) for about 5 years now so I think it's become some kind of thought form or something. also she has changed a lot during this time and has become healthier (before that she was an internet girl with clearly unbalanced internet friends, always nervous, smoked, etc.) now she lives in reality. I hope you understand what I am talking about and taking all this into account I would also like to outgrow. any advice is welcome

Now that's totally different from how you said this in your first post, it's not her using magic on you but yourself creating this.

I just feel like I'm living in the past. I'm just completely stuck in my thoughts in the past. I'm making progress in the material world, but in my head I'm living in my high school. All my communication in life has consisted of anonymous chats with almost no real communication at all, which led to social phobia and the problem I described above. Thanks to meditation, I saw this problem and got rid of social phobia and anonymous chats, but I still don't communicate with anyone. I also have a problem with being obsessed with a girl that I described above. So I was able to deal with addictions and so on without any problems. But I still have one very big problem that has settled in my soul, which is relationships with other people, especially girls (I've never had any, I'm 20). Despite my attractive appearance and the fact that even cool girls like I described above have paid attention to me, I'm still a virgin and haven't even held hands. I see the problem in some kind of mental or karmic block because there is no other way to explain it. I would like some advice on what I can do besides what I'm already doing (meditation, and giving up social media, porn)

Don't give up social media, it's a place where thousands of girls can potentially see you. Post some pics and show all the girls how handsome you are.

Yeah porn is not good, imagination is better even if you do this with that girl, but at least you should program with energy.

Love Spell

Although the only problematic factor with her is that she lives far away? Different country? Because that's really the only factor here that's problematic I see.
So you can have a more general affirmation here (even if you masturbate to her) that you are in a healthy relationship.

There is definitely some karmic thing in play here but the above should help regardless. Perhaps you can also do a freeing working.

 

[OttoHart]

AoP should be done daily and Returning Curses should be done regularly, at all times, regardless.

But yes, that will generally be more than enough for any "gipsy level magick" you'd encounter in your life.

Yes, stop watching porn. Erotic art has its place, but porn is far from erotic art, and modern porn has plenty of "agendas" beyond just the negative effects of watching others have sex for arousal (think about this concept without modern context for 5 seconds, this would be considered gross and weak even a century ago).

Go tell her your desires if you want her, regardless of what she says. Maybe you miraculously end up together, maybe she says no and you move on.

Yes, put yourself out there and try, if you needed to hear this as well.