Help me (please)

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

I apologize...
...I usually like to talk about my spiritual path, but there are things that I would rather keep to myself. Now I find myself compelled to talk about them though, but I don't want to go into too much detail (don't worry, it's not necessary).

Please, can any advanced members tell me how long the suffering experiences that Gopi Khrisna talks about in his various books last? He took 12 years. But the idea of having to endure for a decade with the "torture" in my spine that I suffered yesterday, that I am suffering today, that I will suffer tomorrow... is a devastating realization.

I am GRATEFUL, I am in NO hurry, I know that one has to suffer as HPS Maxine Dietrich said (glory to Her forever!), but it is psychologically "strong" as a blow to know that I may have to stay a decade like this. Also because the feelings get progressively worse.

Two months ago, for example, I wasn't that bad. Now even basic things like taking walks has become absurd, the activity in my spine makes me suffer too much. Not in terms of pain, in fact I have a lot of vigor and physically I can do so much.

But in terms of energy it is impossible to even focus on anything else. I don't doubt that maybe I just need to keep getting my body used to it ... but my Martial Arts Grandmaster is extremely strict and doesn't accept excuses for my not training. Not even on the level of health and so on. Also because he selects the "chosen few" who can take exams and so on, and he would complain about my absences.

Please...

 

[nema]

I apologize...
...I usually like to talk about my spiritual path, but there are things that I would rather keep to myself. Now I find myself compelled to talk about them though, but I don't want to go into too much detail (don't worry, it's not necessary).

Please, can any advanced members tell me how long the suffering experiences that Gopi Khrisna talks about in his various books last? He took 12 years. But the idea of having to endure for a decade with the "torture" in my spine that I suffered yesterday, that I am suffering today, that I will suffer tomorrow... is a devastating realization.

I am GRATEFUL, I am in NO hurry, I know that one has to suffer as HPS Maxine Dietrich said (glory to Her forever!), but it is psychologically "strong" as a blow to know that I may have to stay a decade like this. Also because the feelings get progressively worse.

Two months ago, for example, I wasn't that bad. Now even basic things like taking walks has become absurd, the activity in my spine makes me suffer too much. Not in terms of pain, in fact I have a lot of vigor and physically I can do so much.

But in terms of energy it is impossible to even focus on anything else. I don't doubt that maybe I just need to keep getting my body used to it ... but my Martial Arts Grandmaster is extremely strict and doesn't accept excuses for my not training. Not even on the level of health and so on. Also because he selects the "chosen few" who can take exams and so on, and he would complain about my absences.

Please...

Hi! I don't know how to guide you but back pain is no joke, especially for a yogi. I would ask a God if i were you, i learned it's always better to ask than to cry later for no reason..

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Hi! I don't know how to guide you but back pain is no joke, especially for a yogi. I would ask a God if i were you, i learned it's always better to ask than to cry later for no reason..

It is not a back pain. My back works wonderful. It is a different kind of thing. My back works greatly, an example is in my Muay Boran training.

 

[Umun]

I apologize...
...I usually like to talk about my spiritual path, but there are things that I would rather keep to myself. Now I find myself compelled to talk about them though, but I don't want to go into too much detail (don't worry, it's not necessary).

Please, can any advanced members tell me how long the suffering experiences that Gopi Khrisna talks about in his various books last? He took 12 years. But the idea of having to endure for a decade with the "torture" in my spine that I suffered yesterday, that I am suffering today, that I will suffer tomorrow... is a devastating realization.

I am GRATEFUL, I am in NO hurry, I know that one has to suffer as HPS Maxine Dietrich said (glory to Her forever!), but it is psychologically "strong" as a blow to know that I may have to stay a decade like this. Also because the feelings get progressively worse.

Two months ago, for example, I wasn't that bad. Now even basic things like taking walks has become absurd, the activity in my spine makes me suffer too much. Not in terms of pain, in fact I have a lot of vigor and physically I can do so much.

But in terms of energy it is impossible to even focus on anything else. I don't doubt that maybe I just need to keep getting my body used to it ... but my Martial Arts Grandmaster is extremely strict and doesn't accept excuses for my not training. Not even on the level of health and so on. Also because he selects the "chosen few" who can take exams and so on, and he would complain about my absences.

Please...

So, I'm not particularly advanced but I know what you're talking about.

It is up to you how long it will last. The time it takes for a person to get adjusted and used to it so that it doesn't have the effects that impede you from functioning normally is dependent on the state you're in (which as I understood is physically great and psychologically I couldn't know), the activities you engage in to further the adjustment process, like kundalini yoga and applying the personalized guidance you get from your Guardian and/or Gods and a few other things.

12 or 20 years is a bit excessive and it's hard to make even a rough estimate of how long it will take. It could be years, it could be months, in any case this shouldn't worry you. Remember that we are in a unique position where these things can be catalyzed if we do our part.

Take care

 

[Anemos Aiteros]

Can you explain more in detail this pain? Is it a hot as lava sensation?

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Can you explain more in detail this pain? Is it a hot as lava sensation?

Pain itself cannot be explained. It is one of those things that if you don't feel you can't understand. I can tell you, though, that one of the things is a constant urge to stretch and task the upper spine. Sometimes even the sides of the neck, I've noticed for now that it's either one thing or the other. It's never both.

12 or 20 years is a bit excessive and it's hard to make even a rough estimate of how long it will take. It could be years, it could be months, in any case this shouldn't worry you

I would prefer to take years. I have already experienced excess energy in one chakra (the throat chakra) and it was crazy. I had stopped meditating because not only could I not speak, but I was really hurting in every way in my throat. So I'm perfectly fine with it taking several years. For me it can even take 20 years, the problem is that others don't understand. What do I say to my Grandmaster? He doesn't even accept my absences of fever and flu, let alone a spiritual or otherwise back thing ... the rest is not really a problem.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I apologize...
...I usually like to talk about my spiritual path, but there are things that I would rather keep to myself. Now I find myself compelled to talk about them though, but I don't want to go into too much detail (don't worry, it's not necessary).

Please, can any advanced members tell me how long the suffering experiences that Gopi Khrisna talks about in his various books last? He took 12 years. But the idea of having to endure for a decade with the "torture" in my spine that I suffered yesterday, that I am suffering today, that I will suffer tomorrow... is a devastating realization.

I am GRATEFUL, I am in NO hurry, I know that one has to suffer as HPS Maxine Dietrich said (glory to Her forever!), but it is psychologically "strong" as a blow to know that I may have to stay a decade like this. Also because the feelings get progressively worse.

Two months ago, for example, I wasn't that bad. Now even basic things like taking walks has become absurd, the activity in my spine makes me suffer too much. Not in terms of pain, in fact I have a lot of vigor and physically I can do so much.

But in terms of energy it is impossible to even focus on anything else. I don't doubt that maybe I just need to keep getting my body used to it ... but my Martial Arts Grandmaster is extremely strict and doesn't accept excuses for my not training. Not even on the level of health and so on. Also because he selects the "chosen few" who can take exams and so on, and he would complain about my absences.

Please...

It’s not suffering.
However it’s painful.

Gopi Krishna suffered because he did it wrong, this was talked on by HPS Maxine as well.

You won’t be in pain for a decade, don’t worry, Gopi Krishna didn’t have the Gods as well and was on his own, and he didn’t even have a full rising just a partial part of this transformation.

This is also individual.

Be fearless, embrace it, and enjoy it, you are growing!

Read on this, (I know you might’ve read it before but you have no idea how rereading can help with epiphanies)

“There are some things I feel I should mention concerning power meditations. Unfortunately, in life, rarely, if ever, does any serious transformation occur without pain. People who want power- so called supernatural power- will find in most cases, they will have to go through pain in order to achieve this.

Our bodies and minds are used to running on a certain amount of life force. When we begin to make some serious alterations with this very life force, certain nasty side effects can crop up. This is a given and is also individual.

The life force, like any electricity is HOT. BURNING HOT. There are different physical responses to extreme heat within the body. Some of which are quite unpleasant. Inflammations, eruptions, burning sensations, and so forth are the most common.

Knowledge is everything- to know what can be expected is to understand. One clergy member found his metal pendant that he always wears has become so hot it burned a mark into his skin.

This sort of thing passes, though it can take anywhere from a week or two, to a few years. Once the physical self adjusts, the soul has been completely transformed.

This is no different than strength and mass building through weight lifting. I remember when I first began working out- there were times I couldn't even get out of bed I was so sore. It took a few years, but the bone density and body strength/mass I have are permanent.

Remember, in meditation, the same thing. Unlike physical exercise, once you enter a point, there is no turning back. You can only move forward. Stopping can be disastrous in some cases. One may lighten up, but this will do little as a certain point has already been crossed.

Very few, if any articles or materials contain any contraindications concerning the effects of advanced meditation.

1. People who are epilptics or have had any seizures, should either take it EXTREMELY slow or not at all. You are increasing the electricity within the body and the brain- enough said?
   Even in normal people, physical adjustments to the increase of electricity can cause mild siezures.
2. Everyone should ALWAYS make sure the air they are breathing in during meditation is clean. Deep breathing is no different than aerobic exercise such as running/jogging and will affect the lungs and system accordingly. Cold air can cause pleurisy, inhaling polluted air, lung problems. Keep this in mind.

Signs the Kundalini is about to ascend:​

1. Spontaneous physical/electrical energy surges can cause jerks, twitches, shaking, and energy waves and even convulsions.
2. Increased sensory awareness- heat, cold, sounds, strong tastes, odors, heightened sense of body image or absence of such, feeling a strong burning aura, disturbing thoughts [this is why void meditation is necessary to banish them as is a strong mind].
3. Sleeplessness, insomnia. One woman did not sleep for 5 months
4. On the upside- increased understanding, much easier communication with demons and the sixth sense is increased and enhanced greatly. Feelings of extreme bliss, peacefulness.
5. The external environment does not have any affect- people getting angry, you remain calm.

This is the awakening stage of the Kundalini. Much will depend upon the individual. One's health and any former meditation done in the past. The stronger you are in every respect, the less problems.

Kundalini/bio-electricity is hot like molten lead. A warm sensation at the base of your tailbone- some of us have felt a pulling upward- sometimes spinning sensation. This indicates your Kundalini has been activated.

All of the chakras must be completely open and unobstructed. The serpent of fire will ascend piercing through each chakra. For some people, this is as hot as a glowing iron. One must stay focused and direct the energy out of the crown chakra.

The Kundalini will sometimes crackle and roar as it flashes like blinding white lightening as it hits the 6th chakra. This can be brightness beyond anything you have ever experienced or seen in your life. This is where calm, complete control comes in.

The Kundalini is individual for everyone. What some people may experience, others may not.

Here are some links that are informative. Gopi Krishna writes extensively on the subject. He is said to have suffered much during the transformation, but once this was passed, he experienced extreme bliss beyond anything he had ever known until the day he died. LINK

Thoth wrote that the greatest obstacle to true spirituality is FEAR. This is where the strong survive the weak. One must have no fear. Father and your Guardian Demon will guide you. They will also push you when necessary. People say that they want extra-normal ability and power- this is the way, but nothing comes without pain in this life.

Many talk the talk, erroneously believing they are "already a God." For most, this is just a legend in their own minds.”
- https://templeofzeus.org/Transformation

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Pain itself cannot be explained. It is one of those things that if you don't feel you can't understand. I can tell you, though, that one of the things is a constant urge to stretch and task the upper spine. Sometimes even the sides of the neck, I've noticed for now that it's either one thing or the other. It's never both.



I would prefer to take years. I have already experienced excess energy in one chakra (the throat chakra) and it was crazy. I had stopped meditating because not only could I not speak, but I was really hurting in every way in my throat. So I'm perfectly fine with it taking several years. For me it can even take 20 years, the problem is that others don't understand. What do I say to my Grandmaster? He doesn't even accept my absences of fever and flu, let alone a spiritual or otherwise back thing ... the rest is not really a problem.

Don’t stop your meditations! Ease on them but don’t quit, you would be messing with your bio electricity levels, do hatha yoga to let the energy flow, and refer to Maxine’s part on my reply.

Also, contact brothers TG VoiceofEnki, and TG Alexandros Iowno they’re one of the few I can trust regarding these experiences but I think TGAI is busier than ever so keep that in mind.

 

[Henu the Great]

Pain itself cannot be explained. It is one of those things that if you don't feel you can't understand. I can tell you, though, that one of the things is a constant urge to stretch and task the upper spine. Sometimes even the sides of the neck, I've noticed for now that it's either one thing or the other. It's never both.

Then stretch. Asanas are key, especially with these things. The energy needs to flow freely and asanas help with that.

 

[logicalmind]

Everyone is talking about training and pushing their limits here. But what about rest? How much rest do you give yourself? Rest means giving time to your body to actually ground itself and make sure it gets adapted to the struggles you just went through. There is always a necessity for balance. In one sense, you struggle as much as you can. And on another side, you give yourself the necessary rest. Rest does not mean doing nothing. While resting, your body still works in adapting. Do not discard billions of years of evolutionary mechanisms.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

It’s not suffering.
However it’s painful.

Gopi Krishna suffered because he did it wrong, this was talked on by HPS Maxine as well.

You won’t be in pain for a decade, don’t worry, Gopi Krishna didn’t have the Gods as well and was on his own, and he didn’t even have a full rising just a partial part of this transformation.

This is also individual.

Be fearless, embrace it, and enjoy it, you are growing!

Read on this, (I know you might’ve read it before but you have no idea how rereading can help with epiphanies)

“There are some things I feel I should mention concerning power meditations. Unfortunately, in life, rarely, if ever, does any serious transformation occur without pain. People who want power- so called supernatural power- will find in most cases, they will have to go through pain in order to achieve this.

Our bodies and minds are used to running on a certain amount of life force. When we begin to make some serious alterations with this very life force, certain nasty side effects can crop up. This is a given and is also individual.

The life force, like any electricity is HOT. BURNING HOT. There are different physical responses to extreme heat within the body. Some of which are quite unpleasant. Inflammations, eruptions, burning sensations, and so forth are the most common.

Knowledge is everything- to know what can be expected is to understand. One clergy member found his metal pendant that he always wears has become so hot it burned a mark into his skin.

This sort of thing passes, though it can take anywhere from a week or two, to a few years. Once the physical self adjusts, the soul has been completely transformed.

This is no different than strength and mass building through weight lifting. I remember when I first began working out- there were times I couldn't even get out of bed I was so sore. It took a few years, but the bone density and body strength/mass I have are permanent.

Remember, in meditation, the same thing. Unlike physical exercise, once you enter a point, there is no turning back. You can only move forward. Stopping can be disastrous in some cases. One may lighten up, but this will do little as a certain point has already been crossed.

Very few, if any articles or materials contain any contraindications concerning the effects of advanced meditation.

1. People who are epilptics or have had any seizures, should either take it EXTREMELY slow or not at all. You are increasing the electricity within the body and the brain- enough said?
   Even in normal people, physical adjustments to the increase of electricity can cause mild siezures.
2. Everyone should ALWAYS make sure the air they are breathing in during meditation is clean. Deep breathing is no different than aerobic exercise such as running/jogging and will affect the lungs and system accordingly. Cold air can cause pleurisy, inhaling polluted air, lung problems. Keep this in mind.

Signs the Kundalini is about to ascend:​

1. Spontaneous physical/electrical energy surges can cause jerks, twitches, shaking, and energy waves and even convulsions.
2. Increased sensory awareness- heat, cold, sounds, strong tastes, odors, heightened sense of body image or absence of such, feeling a strong burning aura, disturbing thoughts [this is why void meditation is necessary to banish them as is a strong mind].
3. Sleeplessness, insomnia. One woman did not sleep for 5 months
4. On the upside- increased understanding, much easier communication with demons and the sixth sense is increased and enhanced greatly. Feelings of extreme bliss, peacefulness.
5. The external environment does not have any affect- people getting angry, you remain calm.

This is the awakening stage of the Kundalini. Much will depend upon the individual. One's health and any former meditation done in the past. The stronger you are in every respect, the less problems.

Kundalini/bio-electricity is hot like molten lead. A warm sensation at the base of your tailbone- some of us have felt a pulling upward- sometimes spinning sensation. This indicates your Kundalini has been activated.

All of the chakras must be completely open and unobstructed. The serpent of fire will ascend piercing through each chakra. For some people, this is as hot as a glowing iron. One must stay focused and direct the energy out of the crown chakra.

The Kundalini will sometimes crackle and roar as it flashes like blinding white lightening as it hits the 6th chakra. This can be brightness beyond anything you have ever experienced or seen in your life. This is where calm, complete control comes in.

The Kundalini is individual for everyone. What some people may experience, others may not.

Here are some links that are informative. Gopi Krishna writes extensively on the subject. He is said to have suffered much during the transformation, but once this was passed, he experienced extreme bliss beyond anything he had ever known until the day he died. LINK

Thoth wrote that the greatest obstacle to true spirituality is FEAR. This is where the strong survive the weak. One must have no fear. Father and your Guardian Demon will guide you. They will also push you when necessary. People say that they want extra-normal ability and power- this is the way, but nothing comes without pain in this life.

Many talk the talk, erroneously believing they are "already a God." For most, this is just a legend in their own minds.”
- https://templeofzeus.org/Transformation

Don’t stop your meditations! Ease on them but don’t quit, you would be messing with your bio electricity levels, do hatha yoga to let the energy flow, and refer to Maxine’s part on my reply.

Also, contact brothers TG VoiceofEnki, and TG Alexandros Iowno they’re one of the few I can trust regarding these experiences but I think TGAI is busier than ever so keep that in mind.

Then stretch. Asanas are key, especially with these things. The energy needs to flow freely and asanas help with that.

I truly thank you my beloved ones! More than a like I don't know how best to express my gratitude, but please know that I am truly grateful. However, Mercury Wisdom, actually reading Gopi's books seemed a bit much to me. I am also actually in pain, suffering, etc., but his experience was still excessive in an extreme way. And actually your argument makes sense. Henu The Great, that is very good advice from you. Indeed, my body spontaneously desires to do Asanas. It sounds crazy, but I swear to you that these are specific Asanas. For example, this morning I definitely wanted to do the Cobra stretch. Not because I thought it was helpful, but it was really my body wanting to do it. Thank you again!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

I truly thank you my beloved ones! More than a like I don't know how best to express my gratitude, but please know that I am truly grateful. However, Mercury Wisdom, actually reading Gopi's books seemed a bit much to me. I am also actually in pain, suffering, etc., but his experience was still excessive in an extreme way. And actually your argument makes sense. Henu The Great, that is very good advice from you. Indeed, my body spontaneously desires to do Asanas. It sounds crazy, but I swear to you that these are specific Asanas. For example, this morning I definitely wanted to do the Cobra stretch. Not because I thought it was helpful, but it was really my body wanting to do it. Thank you again!

Yes, do yoga, hatha yoga especially, so energies don’t get stuck, when your body wants to do an asana do it.

Also, please take care of your mindset. Don’t say you are “suffering” and keep 100% positive thoughts, you have a lot of energy and you manifest stuff, even subconciously.

Pain is not the same as suffering, compare it to the gym analogy, no pain no gain.

Since you’re in so much pain, know that this is because you’re growing much power and see it positively, you’re unleashing the mountain of power that was lying dormant and it’s causing transformation and pain.

 

[fuoco blu 666]

I apologize...
...I usually like to talk about my spiritual path, but there are things that I would rather keep to myself. Now I find myself compelled to talk about them though, but I don't want to go into too much detail (don't worry, it's not necessary).

Please, can any advanced members tell me how long the suffering experiences that Gopi Khrisna talks about in his various books last? He took 12 years. But the idea of having to endure for a decade with the "torture" in my spine that I suffered yesterday, that I am suffering today, that I will suffer tomorrow... is a devastating realization.

I am GRATEFUL, I am in NO hurry, I know that one has to suffer as HPS Maxine Dietrich said (glory to Her forever!), but it is psychologically "strong" as a blow to know that I may have to stay a decade like this. Also because the feelings get progressively worse.

Two months ago, for example, I wasn't that bad. Now even basic things like taking walks has become absurd, the activity in my spine makes me suffer too much. Not in terms of pain, in fact I have a lot of vigor and physically I can do so much.

But in terms of energy it is impossible to even focus on anything else. I don't doubt that maybe I just need to keep getting my body used to it ... but my Martial Arts Grandmaster is extremely strict and doesn't accept excuses for my not training. Not even on the level of health and so on. Also because he selects the "chosen few" who can take exams and so on, and he would complain about my absences.

Please...

What you are experimenting is very subjective and depends on many factors.

One is the physical and elemental factor of the physique itself and how much energy can keep.

The others are the mental and spiritual factors, based on where the energy is blocked by karmic seeds and psychological complexes.

For the physical factor, the Yoga Hatha and Kundalini and an adequate diet that includes meat and foods as unrelated as possible, regularity of sleep and physical training.

The mental factor can be a mind that is afraid and complex on tackling psychic transformation.



You can use the energy to let off steam correctly and ask the gods the best way to advance so you will know what you can do at best.

Spiritual communication reaches levels and there are several methods, pendulum with seals, Ouija tables, black mirror and telepathic communication.

I am reading Gopi Krishna's books.

Do you have other effects from this experience?

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Do you have other effects from this experience?

Thank you very much. You have given me valuable considerations. Tomorrow I have to train again (in preparation for the exam, the 7th khan by the way), before the training I will practice what you wrote. Yes anyway, I have other effects, but this is what was hindering me from standard social life.

Anyway I know this is off-topic, but I was very happy to read one of your comments again. I don't spend much time in the Italian section except when I see a question posted there, so hearing from you again made me very happy. Thank you!

 

[Henu the Great]

Henu The Great, that is very good advice from you. Indeed, my body spontaneously desires to do Asanas. It sounds crazy, but I swear to you that these are specific Asanas. For example, this morning I definitely wanted to do the Cobra stretch. Not because I thought it was helpful, but it was really my body wanting to do it. Thank you again!

Yes, you need to listen to your body and Kundalini.

 

[Umun]

I would prefer to take years. I have already experienced excess energy in one chakra (the throat chakra) and it was crazy. I had stopped meditating because not only could I not speak, but I was really hurting in every way in my throat. So I'm perfectly fine with it taking several years. For me it can even take 20 years, the problem is that others don't understand. What do I say to my Grandmaster? He doesn't even accept my absences of fever and flu, let alone a spiritual or otherwise back thing ... the rest is not really a problem.

Try to address the remnants of fear in yourself but you have to be painfully honest. This makes a huge difference and will hopefully help you to go through what you're experiencing more efficiently in several ways.

Otherwise, you got a lot of useful information in the replies in this thread. The only thing I would add is that you really can't expect people, apart from some of us here, to understand. It's quite obvious and I'm sure you're aware of it but I felt like saying it anyway just to emphasize it. There's no reason why it should bother you.

Good luck and stay strong

 

[Edward Lonsa]

Greetings, Brother!

I am so sorry, I read only now, as well as this:

https://ancient-forums.com/threads/my-kundalini-throat.298675/

You are more advanced and need Gods, but it is my duty to make sure you have read these things, as far as I can see they make sure to address these problems:

Hatha (Physical) Yoga

Re: Fire on the legs.

This is pretty serious. You need to do hatha [physical] yoga stretches and open your hips and spine. If you do not stretch thoroughly and on a consistent daily basis, this concentrated and trapped energy can cause some pretty nasty problems. This is even more so for people who have risen...

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Asana Yoga Hatha

Asana Yoga Hatha Skyward Stretching Pose (Tada Asana) Mountain Benefits: Promotes energy circulation and deep breathing, relaxes the diaphragm and shoulders, improves and provides elegance to walking. Duration: 1 to 5 minutes. Most activated chakras: Heart Chakra with an alignment of all...

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These ones deal with Chakras themselves:

Yoga Posts

This is just so I can have all my yoga posts in one link in my signature. Last update: Dec 4 2024 -------- Yoga for Chakras: 6th; 3rd Eye; Crown https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=280432 Throat Chakra https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=245330 Center/Heart Chakra...

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I answered something relative here:

Meditations - #77157 Kundalini pain

If one prepares appropriately, and strengthens their body, is it possible to massively negate the negative physical symptoms of kundalini rising? Or is it something we have to endure?

ancient-forums.com

I am sorry if I sounded all-knowing, nothing was my intent but to help, smooth and find material.

I think the key here is to make yourself enough open and flexible physically so your energies (whatever they are) could flow freely. Key is to always make sure to be more open than the intensity of your energy flow demands. This is just a principle - you know better how to implicate it. The essence is to provide wider entrance than the entering energy demands. Thus you guarantee its freedom.

As for Grandmaster, not sure what exactly is your martial art, might it be you need more Tai Chi or some other energy-relieving thing to relieve energy blockages instead of just invoke and invoke more and more energy (is it Shaolin Kung Fu)? Is your martial art somehow connected to your pain? Is it a source of it? Does it deal with spine trauma? Or is it just general non-spiritual sports? If this is Shaolin related or other spiritual martial art, Qi Gong or such, what does he say about this pain?

 

[HPS Lydia]

Keep it up in your responses to various user threads please. I am really enjoying what you are doing. I know it takes you a lot of time, in the beginning that is normal. But trust me, keep going, you will really be able to handle it in the end. Trust me.

Please do not patronize members who have been here far longer than you, and have done far more work for their community than you understand. Edward Lonsa is not "in the beginning" of helping, he has done an incredible amount of work over all these years.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Please do not patronize members who have been here far longer than you, and have done far more work for their community than you understand. Edward Lonsa is not "in the beginning" of helping, he has done an incredible amount of work over all these years.

Thank you!!! Unfortunately, I don't know everyone
Although it sounds strange, I memorized something like almost 5 names. Ugly to say, but that's how it is

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

HOWEVER...

...here we go again with that spine thing lol (this time not so painful by the way, luckily)

Heat on the legs and the feet, in this (precise) moment heat on the knee (both). I feel my perineum as if there was a "something" in it (also this every now and then, it is not all the time). Now I got also the heat in the head and the third eye.

The good news is that the "python" now is on the neck: precisely on the the spine, at the beginning of the neck, next to the shoulder line by a little bit.

The electricity from the base up along the spine is able to reach the head (brain and upper brain).

Sorry for the grammar, I am taking a walk and I cannot use a translator at the moment. Thank you for listening.

 

[fuoco blu 666]

HOWEVER...

...here we go again with that spine thing lol (this time not so painful by the way, luckily)

Heat on the legs and the feet, in this (precise) moment heat on the knee (both). I feel my perineum as if there was a "something" in it (also this every now and then, it is not all the time). Now I got also the heat in the head and the third eye.

The good news is that the "python" now is on the neck: precisely on the the spine, at the beginning of the neck, next to the shoulder line by a little bit.

The electricity from the base up along the spine is able to reach the head (brain and upper brain).

Sorry for the grammar, I am taking a walk and I cannot use a translator at the moment. Thank you for listening.

How does this energy make you feel and what do you think it is doing to you?

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

How does this energy make you feel

Without reasoning, the first words that came to my mind are: "heat" and "discomfort" lol

what do you think it is doing to you?

I don't know lol. It is so impossible to track something here considering the different types of energy, the different effects of these energies and the different directions of the same process...

 

[fuoco blu 666]

The discomfort of the heat of bioelectricity is given by the fact that you have to get used to this new energy that is awakening inside you, both energetically and psychically.

It is part of an intense purification process.

You will be able to better understand what this energy does by feeling yourself and also by training your perception of yourself and the astral psychic senses and inner awareness

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

The discomfort of the heat of bioelectricity is given by the fact that you have to get used to this new energy that is awakening inside you, both energetically and psychically.

It is part of an intense purification process.

You will be able to better understand what this energy does by feeling yourself and also by training your perception of yourself and the astral psychic senses and inner awareness

Thank you, my beloved Brother!
The fact however is also that it is always more and more energy. That's increasing over the time. So when I get used to that, then it will increase more, so I always have to being able to resist further... the good thing of that is... maybe with this process I will be able to handle more energy during the soul meditation(?) My mantras may be more powerful thank to that. I even promised to my myself that if I will reach the first level of the Magnum Opus (the rising Kundalin complete ascension) the VERY first spell I will do is going to be a magickal work for the Gods. Maybe from a HP HoodedCobra's or a HPS Lydia's group schedule rituals or so. I really want my first "divine" spell ever may be for the Gods. Not as a thanks-giving of course. I simply want this spontaneously.

 

[fuoco blu 666]

To increase the resistance of the physical body to the growth of the vital force in addition to Yoga I recommend you vibrate Urus x a number of the Sun with Sauil at your pleasure, it is an ideal operation to begin with the Moon in Taurus because it is excellent for increasing resistance

 

[fuoco blu 666]

Thank you, my beloved Brother!
The fact however is also that it is always more and more energy. That's increasing over the time. So when I get used to that, then it will increase more, so I always have to being able to resist further... the good thing of that is... maybe with this process I will be able to handle more energy during the soul meditation(?) My mantras may be more powerful thank to that. I even promised to my myself that if I will reach the first level of the Magnum Opus (the rising Kundalin complete ascension) the VERY first spell I will do is going to be a magickal work for the Gods. Maybe from a HP HoodedCobra's or a HPS Lydia's group schedule rituals or so. I really want my first "divine" spell ever may be for the Gods. Not as a thanks-giving of course. I simply want this spontaneously.

You can also give energy to the Gods and use it for money spells, they are very useful for purchasing the very powerful rituals in the Hall of Osiris

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

You can also give energy to the Gods and use it for money spells, they are very useful for purchasing the very powerful rituals in the Hall of Osiris

Yes, I know, thanks, but for that advice, I always thought that the kundalini energy of this process, I want to have it all, I don't want to send it away. Of course I will use that for the Gods, and in case, I'm going to donate it if there is a schedule for that (as the old one of Satya and Lalita), but otherwise I would like that to be "mine", always if Zeus won't ask me something else of course.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

You can also give energy to the Gods and use it for money spells, they are very useful for purchasing the very powerful rituals in the Hall of Osiris

However, I have a strange discomfort at the front of my throat. You know when you get moved and you feel the knot in your throat. (Slightly) below. In the frontal throat.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

@fuoco blu 666
What do you know, is it normal that once the heat reaches the top of the head it seems to take a backward path? As if first the heat started from the bottom reaching the top and now it starts from the top to reach the bottom? I'm not sure though, it's in the last couple of days that I've noticed this. Thank you very much for your kind help, dear Brother!

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

@fuoco blu 666
What do you know, is it normal that once the heat reaches the top of the head it seems to take a backward path? As if first the heat started from the bottom reaching the top and now it starts from the top to reach the bottom? I'm not sure though, it's in the last couple of days that I've noticed this. Thank you very much for your kind help, dear Brother!

Don't worry about it. I have already understood this myself. Thank you for supporting me!