You sound like a very interesting person. Perhaps you've had a connection with philosophy in a past lifetime. I love to read the works of past philosophers. I've been meaning to read the works of Confucius for a while.
That’s true, spiritual satanism will help to you make most out of it, don’t doubt ss is philosophical path, after a while you will know why you are like that, you are just starting your path as ss, one of countless benefits of this path is that you will get your questions answered. Welcome to this most wonderful family in our world, blessings to you !
Thanks bud. It's definitely a gift. And the fact that I worked to refine my gift through focused learning really developed me in so many ways. I hope I live a long and healthy life so I can share my wisdom to the younger generation.