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How to overcome "Am I Jewish?" phase

TalGonDon

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I am writing this because I know that most new people go through profound testing and metamorphosis when they delve deeper into Satanism. Each of us Zevism initially, while still new is going through this phase and depending on the response, is going through different stages of this phase.

Of course I categorized this into three stages to try to cover up everything, if you have questions or any other cases and tips in overcoming the whole phase, please add it here. Some may have gone through only the first few stages or simply knew the answer at first, while others may have reached the worst possible stages in their mind, and maybe that was one of the major wars they have won inside, or need to do so, so bear this in mind. Each stage is in some way connected to the other one, the more one investigate, deeper he/she goes. Everything is highly individual.

Phase One - Checking
This is the first phase, and one that everyone has to go through. Of course this phase involves examining the family tree, checking for physical appearance, mentality and of course the relationship / feeling to the Gods. This stage is the basis in knowing and seeking to exit this phase. This stage is also the first step towards other stages.

There is not much to add or subtract here, it is simple, you simply search and look at everything possible if you are somehow related to some yehuborim, which is already terrific enough to think about.

Phase Two - "Could It Be?"
If in any way you find the wrong answer, that is very confusing and strange things, then you are entering this phase that is very difficult for an individual to deal with.

A) Unclear family tree:
This may include the following:
1. No information about former family members such as great-grandparents
2. Suspicious relationships: Some of the family members you came from had sexual relations with someone you might consider jewish
3. Some of the family have physical attributes of jewish filth (this builds on the next sub-stage)
4. One parent is missing (completely one doesn't know anything about who was his mother or father)

Tips to deal with this:
1. In case you do not know some of your older family members or great-grandparents (great-great-great grandparents - no matter how much you add great, always question because you need to know), simply ask someone who was in some relationships with them, for example if you don't know anything about your great-grandparents, go and ask your grandparents about them, ask about religious beliefs, appearance etc etc, there is always somebody who knew a person you want to know more about.

2. In case of suspicious relationship (remember this, you will always look at relationships that existed before your birth, especially those of your parents, you don't care in one hand about their relationships after that, you just try to prevent it, if you have valid reasons to do so), you always need to question everything about that person, but why? One that sleeps with jew is jew, his/her soul is completely destroyed. Just like you do with first phase, try to investigate every single thing about that person, as much as you can.

3. This is the worst possible phase. In the case that one of yours has some of the physical characteristics of being Jewish, you begin to cook yourself in the lava of mental madness, and that ... is already the positive sign! The moment you realize that someone has a hooked nose, large forehead, oblong head, or any jewish characteristic, the first thing to do is to see if it is present in all family members. Here you will go through extremely high problems because you will literally be scared to death, and that is already sign you're not jewish. Here is some tips if you really can't find any explanation:

3a - Do Ritual on yourself - as much Final Rituals as possible, this will be one of the most strongest weapons to realize yourself

3b - Ask for help from Gods. There are some people like myself that don't like to disturb God when they need help in something that is in any way already presented with information for example meditations or so, but here, ask directly for this question because it is the main question after all, and do not worry, you will get your answer THE SAME SECOND if you're jOO, because I hope it burn when you try to call Them. But the same time of coming results will occur with our people because you will definitely feel the warmth of Gods and Their love towards us. This here can also be individual as per one capability of using astral senses. One will not receive verbal confirmation, but rather the warmth of Gods, and connection in some way. Remember that even the jew that doesn't know the jew is NEVER going to like anything related to our Gods.

3c - Practice Satanism. Jewish should would never feel good in holiness of our practice. Their filth can't stand a chance against our teachings. Their filthy "soul" is made out of feces, and if they start to practice anything that we do, whatever they practice would react as a toilet cleaner, and completly destroy their filth.

3d - Put Father Satan's Sigil inside your soul. Literally, there was one picture of how His sigil should be placed connecting chakras in specific way. This is going to prove thing ultimately.
4. In case of that one parent is missing, you do everything possible to find out as much information as you can. In case of that one parent you know is absolutely against giving you any information, you do the methods above, because it will definitely put an end to the whole stage.

B) Physical features
I already mentioned all the methods on how to solve this stage earlier, but I think I have one more important thing to add. Lately, I see that most Zevism think all Gentiles should look like models, with perfectly straight noses, perfectly fit body, beautiful in any way, and of course everyone should strive for it, but, it ISN'T all that way. After so many thousands of years of race mixing, some have completely changed their appearance from lifetime to lifetime, harmed their souls or being brutally attacked by enemies.

What is needed is to purify ourselves, as HPS Pythia stated, not to categorize someone by appearance. Of course that part should be taken into account, but never let it be crucial. I have hooked nose, it's just like when you go on chakra information page .. picture of location of Throat, Sixth and Crown chakras I think so.

Why I'm saying this is because I know that I experienced every single phase and how awful that is, and the worst possible scenario for me was to never be accepted by other Zevism, because of the nose. I changed my perspective when I finally solved this problem with Gods, and thanks to Father Satan, I finally ended the worst period of my entire life, believe me. We haven't recognized infiltrators based on physicality (some we did like that bEEch zola) but because of their actual energies. Take in case zola again and look of what she did, absolutely disgusting! Again, physical features needs to be taken into account, but never let it be crucial.

For all those who have this problem, please go up and read methods on how to solve this.

Phase Three - Devastation
I call this phase devastation, because it really is it. Despite all the positive things in being scary of being jewish, actually having some kind of proof that you aren't jOO, if you enter this phase, only and only Gods can help you. Why? This is the phase where mind isn't in your control, you find every single reason to given proof that it is false, and that you are somehow related to jewish filth. This phase is total devastation of one's way of looking at life. If mind is not in control, especially with new ones, there is always but always thought that will somehow bring entire phase of "Am I jOOw" again and again.

Just remember that Satan, His holy Sigil, Gods and Goddesses would never appear in any good vibe to jOoW soul, in fact, that would totally destroy them.

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I really hope this helped. If you have any other tips and questions you can reply here so that we help all those who needs this kind of help. Also, I hope that all new ones or the ones that are currently in this phase, will find this extremely helpful. I'd like to hear response.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL GODS AND GODDESSES OF HELL/ORION!
 
In the past I doubted my humanity but I knew that the work I was doing was valuable and didn't care if I was Jewish because I know what is wrong and what is right.
It is more about saving the world than it is survival.
 
TalGonDon said:
Good guide, wish this was around when I had this many years ago. I jumped pretty much right into the devastation phase without checking anything lol. Thankfully factors I cant share here helped me out of this mess again after having had two weeks of basically the deepest depression and sadness ever.
 
I've used so much satanic energy on myself for so many years now I'm pretty sure if I was a jew I'd be dead or hospitalized by now.

But even with such solid knowings, a psychic attack is a psychic attack, it fills you with thoughts and worries objective from what you know, so one should generally also learn to simply defend against them.
 
Extremely important guide that will be immortalized because this will be referenced all the time when someone questions this on a forum.
 
TalGonDon said:
HAIL SATAN AND ALL GODS AND GODDESSES OF HELL/ORION!

I'm sure this post will be useful to many people in the future. I'm gonna put it in my signature actually, thanks for this guide. Its already been elaborated on in the past but I'm sure this will make things a lot easier since its all of it in one thread.
 
Shael said:
TalGonDon said:
Good guide, wish this was around when I had this many years ago. I jumped pretty much right into the devastation phase without checking anything lol. Thankfully factors I cant share here helped me out of this mess again after having had two weeks of basically the deepest depression and sadness ever.

Now, this guide will serve it's purpose to prevent our people hopefully, to not enter that phase.

Ghost in the Machine said:
I've used so much satanic energy on myself for so many years now I'm pretty sure if I was a jew I'd be dead or hospitalized by now.

But even with such solid knowings, a psychic attack is a psychic attack, it fills you with thoughts and worries objective from what you know, so one should generally also learn to simply defend against them.

I know from experience that when mind isn't in control, especially in this phase, you can actually fight it with Void Meditation, Rituals and Meditation on Satan's Sigil, but I also know that during that period, one will go through intense psychic attacks of the enemy, so dealing with that REALLY can be extremely difficult, but not impossible. You will know that you are under attack if somehow, your mind starts to play tricks with you, showing you every possible scenario (usually one that can't be noticed normally) of how one can be jewish. These thoughts usually appeared to me when I tried to improve myself or completely all of the sudden, like when I did banal things like eating.

Usually this is post-product of depression that arrives when one enters in third stage. This ... is one of the greatest battles that will one go through.

Jack said:
Extremely important guide that will be immortalized because this will be referenced all the time when someone questions this on a forum.

I hope this will serve well! I'm really wishing that every future Zevism will find this helpful, because I really can't tell how much I want to prevent our people to go through third phase. This is crucial, and every Zevism WILL have to go through this phase, and as I stated, every stage is highly individual.
 
TalGonDon this is a very useful guide. I had this attack in the past. The Sygil and Ritual methods are the best verifyers you are right!

The most number of Rituals I did once was 15 in a day. It was a bit exhausting but I felt very happy I managed to do this perosnal record. If someone with 1% jewish genes did the Ritual even once I think there would be sever consequences.

If I see someone asking this on the forum, I will give him/her this post ;)
 
Very simple. If somebody drops a little coin 2 miles away, can you smell them do it?
 
The "lava of mental madness" part was the stage where I realized that I'm being attacked by the enemy. I got to that stage very quickly after I dedicated.
My great-grandma's picture threw me off when I saw it. I really stressed out on that. I felt this misery of "What am I gonna do now? I've dedicated, but now it seems I might be jewish? Am I already a lost cause"
Then I had suicidal thougths about that there is no point of me living if I'm a jew.
I started thinking that this cannot be true. Why have I found JoS and dedicated if I'm a jew? And after reading the forum about this topic and how much the enemy is using this to scare people away - especially new ones - from satanism proved me that I'm a gentile. :D A jew is never afraid of being a jew, nor shamed of it.
 
For me, what you call phase 3, happens when I take a step forward in power meditations, or decide to increase my daily Rituals, etc but i've learned to deal with these mental attacks, so they now only last minutes.

What's funny is that I have all the evidence required to never even have those thoughts, including DNA sequencing (much more detailed than the Ancestry or 23andJew and others that the masses use, run by yehuborim,) , the hundreds of Rituals I've done since dedication, and very obvious progress I've made on the path. The enemy couldn't be more obvious in their actions. Recently, they've changed their tactics; Different thoughts come up.

But now, thanks to this post, I have ANOTHER thing to worry about, the thing about having sex with a jew destroys your soul.... how delicate are we then? Where did you get this info to confirm? There's bound to be a lot of sexually active young adults that don't know any better, that at some point might have sex with a low percentage jew. How would they know? Does this mean the best weapon the jew has against us is to just use their most attractive low percentage hybrids to seduce us at a bar and eliminate us within a single generation? I doubt their corrupted being masters are complete idiots that they wouldn't have used something like this to their advantage. NEVER underestimate your enemy.

Any clarification would be helpful here. Otherwise, it might just make me ask every girl I'm interested in "hey, so have you had your DNA sequenced? you're not a jew are you? Not even 0.1%?"
 
Here's a question I always asked myself when enduring that kind of attack.

"If I'm jewish, why the fuck am I here?"

yehuborim have no answer for why they're here, Satanists always have an answer. In my case, I'm a man who chases power, knowledge, and his ancestral roots. Nothing more, nothing less, and that led me to this forum, and to becoming a Satanist, and rediscovering the Gods of Old at the tender age of 13 which is hands down the best thing I've ever done in my life.

Ten years later, nothing has changed and nothing will change in the next ten.
 
This quote is very important right now.

Just as [YHVH's] people cannot see you, you cannot see them, but they will manifest blatantly as the Earth draws closer to the climax of our cause."
- Amdusias (Told to the JoS ministry in 2003).
 
TopoftheAbyss said:
In the past I doubted my humanity but I knew that the work I was doing was valuable and didn't care if I was Jewish because I know what is wrong and what is right.
It is more about saving the world than it is survival.

I think that's the only way to overcome it once and for all... telling the fucking attackers that it doesn't matter, as we'll keep working for Satan no matter what ridiculous nonsense they try to inject in our minds. It's what worked for me as well.
 
TalGonDon said:
I am writing this because I know that most new people go through profound testing and metamorphosis when they delve deeper into Satanism. Each of us Zevism initially, while still new is going through this phase and depending on the response, is going through different stages of this phase.

Of course I categorized this into three stages to try to cover up everything, if you have questions or any other cases and tips in overcoming the whole phase, please add it here. Some may have gone through only the first few stages or simply knew the answer at first, while others may have reached the worst possible stages in their mind, and maybe that was one of the major wars they have won inside, or need to do so, so bear this in mind. Each stage is in some way connected to the other one, the more one investigate, deeper he/she goes. Everything is highly individual.

Phase One - Checking
This is the first phase, and one that everyone has to go through. Of course this phase involves examining the family tree, checking for physical appearance, mentality and of course the relationship / feeling to the Gods. This stage is the basis in knowing and seeking to exit this phase. This stage is also the first step towards other stages.

There is not much to add or subtract here, it is simple, you simply search and look at everything possible if you are somehow related to some yehuborim, which is already terrific enough to think about.

Phase Two - "Could It Be?"
If in any way you find the wrong answer, that is very confusing and strange things, then you are entering this phase that is very difficult for an individual to deal with.

A) Unclear family tree:
This may include the following:
1. No information about former family members such as great-grandparents
2. Suspicious relationships: Some of the family members you came from had sexual relations with someone you might consider jewish
3. Some of the family have physical attributes of jewish filth (this builds on the next sub-stage)
4. One parent is missing (completely one doesn't know anything about who was his mother or father)

Tips to deal with this:
1. In case you do not know some of your older family members or great-grandparents (great-great-great grandparents - no matter how much you add great, always question because you need to know), simply ask someone who was in some relationships with them, for example if you don't know anything about your great-grandparents, go and ask your grandparents about them, ask about religious beliefs, appearance etc etc, there is always somebody who knew a person you want to know more about.

2. In case of suspicious relationship (remember this, you will always look at relationships that existed before your birth, especially those of your parents, you don't care in one hand about their relationships after that, you just try to prevent it, if you have valid reasons to do so), you always need to question everything about that person, but why? One that sleeps with jew is jew, his/her soul is completely destroyed. Just like you do with first phase, try to investigate every single thing about that person, as much as you can.

3. This is the worst possible phase. In the case that one of yours has some of the physical characteristics of being Jewish, you begin to cook yourself in the lava of mental madness, and that ... is already the positive sign! The moment you realize that someone has a hooked nose, large forehead, oblong head, or any jewish characteristic, the first thing to do is to see if it is present in all family members. Here you will go through extremely high problems because you will literally be scared to death, and that is already sign you're not jewish. Here is some tips if you really can't find any explanation:

3a - Do Ritual on yourself - as much Final Rituals as possible, this will be one of the most strongest weapons to realize yourself

3b - Ask for help from Gods. There are some people like myself that don't like to disturb God when they need help in something that is in any way already presented with information for example meditations or so, but here, ask directly for this question because it is the main question after all, and do not worry, you will get your answer THE SAME SECOND if you're jOO, because I hope it burn when you try to call Them. But the same time of coming results will occur with our people because you will definitely feel the warmth of Gods and Their love towards us. This here can also be individual as per one capability of using astral senses. One will not receive verbal confirmation, but rather the warmth of Gods, and connection in some way. Remember that even the jew that doesn't know the jew is NEVER going to like anything related to our Gods.

3c - Practice Satanism. Jewish should would never feel good in holiness of our practice. Their filth can't stand a chance against our teachings. Their filthy "soul" is made out of feces, and if they start to practice anything that we do, whatever they practice would react as a toilet cleaner, and completly destroy their filth.

3d - Put Father Satan's Sigil inside your soul. Literally, there was one picture of how His sigil should be placed connecting chakras in specific way. This is going to prove thing ultimately.
4. In case of that one parent is missing, you do everything possible to find out as much information as you can. In case of that one parent you know is absolutely against giving you any information, you do the methods above, because it will definitely put an end to the whole stage.

B) Physical features
I already mentioned all the methods on how to solve this stage earlier, but I think I have one more important thing to add. Lately, I see that most Zevism think all Gentiles should look like models, with perfectly straight noses, perfectly fit body, beautiful in any way, and of course everyone should strive for it, but, it ISN'T all that way. After so many thousands of years of race mixing, some have completely changed their appearance from lifetime to lifetime, harmed their souls or being brutally attacked by enemies.

What is needed is to purify ourselves, as HPS Pythia stated, not to categorize someone by appearance. Of course that part should be taken into account, but never let it be crucial. I have hooked nose, it's just like when you go on chakra information page .. picture of location of Throat, Sixth and Crown chakras I think so.

Why I'm saying this is because I know that I experienced every single phase and how awful that is, and the worst possible scenario for me was to never be accepted by other Zevism, because of the nose. I changed my perspective when I finally solved this problem with Gods, and thanks to Father Satan, I finally ended the worst period of my entire life, believe me. We haven't recognized infiltrators based on physicality (some we did like that bEEch zola) but because of their actual energies. Take in case zola again and look of what she did, absolutely disgusting! Again, physical features needs to be taken into account, but never let it be crucial.

For all those who have this problem, please go up and read methods on how to solve this.

Phase Three - Devastation
I call this phase devastation, because it really is it. Despite all the positive things in being scary of being jewish, actually having some kind of proof that you aren't jOO, if you enter this phase, only and only Gods can help you. Why? This is the phase where mind isn't in your control, you find every single reason to given proof that it is false, and that you are somehow related to jewish filth. This phase is total devastation of one's way of looking at life. If mind is not in control, especially with new ones, there is always but always thought that will somehow bring entire phase of "Am I jOOw" again and again.

Just remember that Satan, His holy Sigil, Gods and Goddesses would never appear in any good vibe to jOoW soul, in fact, that would totally destroy them.

================================================

I really hope this helped. If you have any other tips and questions you can reply here so that we help all those who needs this kind of help. Also, I hope that all new ones or the ones that are currently in this phase, will find this extremely helpful. I'd like to hear response.

HAIL SATAN AND ALL GODS AND GODDESSES OF HELL/ORION!


From what I have noticed. yehuborim do not go through this paranoia. They refuse to admit, that's what they are. They get very defensive when it gets brought up.

I have talked to many here, that have come right out and admitted, they had a Jewish Father or whatever. Then get pissed I call them a jew. That their soul is gentile. That they are like Anton Lavey.

What's bad is they countless I have talked too are probably still here, In different names. If you notice in the past, the Anton Lavey thing would be brought up, only to have these names jump to its defense.

You may even see them do it now, to what I write here. No Goy! It's normal to think you're like Anton Lavey!! No it's completely normal, because I've done it. You're like wait a sec....you realize what you just said?...

Then scream some more, like maniacs. They have been so bold as to try and make posts here on the groups. Claiming this and losing their minds to anyone who disagreed. Some stupid jew, admits to being half jew and then acts like they have the right to enforce what were gonna do.

NO I AM LOYAL SERVANT OF SATAN!!! YOU ARE AN IDIOT! HOW DARE YOU TALK TO A BROTHER LIKE THIS!! YOU DONT BELONG HERE. YOURE AN IDIOT THAT NEEDS TO LEAVE. HALF yehuborim CAN BE DEDICATED, AND WE ARE GOING TO ACCEPT THIS HERE AT THE JOS.

you're like oui! Jew boy snap out of it. We are not that stupid as to just do whatever you command. Now please accept this Ban, goodbye.

If you notice others have done this with other things. They push some stupid advice and act like they are going to dictate, that we all do it.

From my experience, they just never go through this. So if you are in paranoia, I think that's a good sign. Now will see these fake actors. Oh hell naw! The paranoia!

I also agree, with what the others said here. As Aryans, we almost dont care. I will serve Satan, till the day he comes to me and says sorry but you're jewish. Where I will Salute and say Hail Satan! Hail figure of the past! Now remove this one, and stay saluting as I'm shot.
 
GG Allin said:
Why take the easy road? Instead you could do Rituals until your soul vanishes. If it doesn´t, maybe you are not a jew. And your suicide would have been pointless.

It wouldn't have been pointless if I obtained proof beforehand.

And I've been doing Rituals....still not dead.
 
I want to really say that I appreciate that you took the time to make this. I had the misfortune of being adopted into a jewish family as an infant and because of that I had a very hard time with this subject for a long time. The anxiety still comes back, occasionally, after all this time but all I have to do is remember all the times I've gotten help from one of the gods.
 
Surprised by how true for me this was. I used to think it was just me overreacting. I picked myself apart for the longest time before I had access to the forums or yahoo and I didn’t know any other Zevism at the time.
But does anyone have the info on using Satan’s sigil to to connect the soul. Would the top me temples and connect to the shoulders and base?
 

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