Azorm
New member
Here we are today.. proud warriors of hell fighting for our freedom and for our salvation, fighting to make things right again. Today is heavy feel in the air, hard to breathe, hard to think. Fear destroying weak souls, opening them to the nastiest shit ever that belongs to the enemy.
Lot of things happened to me in the last few months, and today I feel like talking about enemy because I have a feel it might help someone here, mainly new people.
I want to talk a little bit about enemy attacks of all sorts, how it might affect us and how it's important to know how to control your own thoughts and emotions when you are fighing for Satan.
I woke up one day in January feeling really powerful and full of hope, my bodies shining with positive energy and I felt happiness as I never felt before, and I felt closer to the Gods than ever, but then suddenly reptilians and other enemy filth started attacking me. My guardians were with me and told me I gotta stay strong, those things will be normal from now on, it's impossible to guard me from every attack and no matter what I do, enemy will be chasing me and haunting me all the time.
I created too many openings and enemy saw that and used the opportunity to fill me with crap. I noticed some bad energy filling me in few occasions and after it my mental body was full of negative thoughtforms. I payed attention to them and in the end I empowered them, crazy negative emotions followed too. Gods told me I must learn to not pay attention to it or I will suffer all the time, will not be able to make it, but it was over, my mind was full of bullshit and my sanity was shaky. I saw the Gods speaking to me and trying to reach me, but I couldn't understand things properly anymore, enemy started manipulating me hard and kundalini was completely awake and making it even harder.
I had my own bad things too inside, they just connected to it and made it even more powerful and then filled me with even more dirt. Those who want to advance must realize how void meditation, cleaning of the soul and AoP is important and how enemy works. Enemy is everywhere, enemy is in us too, hiding in our dirt in our souls, manipulating us with it. They might manipulate other people to harm us too, so be careful.
Intense paranoia and manic bad thoughts are product of the enemy in most cases.
Pay no attention to those!
I lost too much because of it already and I keep losing my all everytime I let the enemy play with me. Today I maybe lost one of the most important things to me because I couldn't control my thoughts and emotions again. They constantly trying to play with me and with my fears, forcing me to focus on that and to meet my eternal damnation. We must focus on positive stuff so our energy can work for us in a positive manner. I keep asking myself how much I need to lose before I learn?! I say no more! I learned my lesson.
Always be positive. Being sad and feeling shitty is never good. Work towards being happy and fullfiled. Depression is never the answer and never give up just like that. Always, always focus on what good you have still, even if that's just being alive at that moment. Be happy for being alive and to have a chance to fight for Satan. Don't feel guilt if you failed in something, learn from it and be better! Stand up and fight, it will be okay! If they want you to stop fighting for Satan and to not meditate, focus on Satan's sigil and feel His energy, remember why are you here.
Even most advanced people sometimes struggle with enemy attacks, but it's important to learn to deal with it better and better every day.
Enemy want us isolated. Enemy want us weak and broken. Enemy wants to control us all the time. Be in control of yourself. They will strike from all directions, in way you will never expect. Stay close to the Gods and don't listen to the enemy. Let the Gods reach you. Clean yourself daily and every time you feel hopeless, know it's what enemy wants you to feel, you are a warrior of Satan, we win our wars, in the end it will be okay.
I feel bad now because I had to learn it all on a hard way, but I will stand strong, will clean myself and continue this fight. We have opportunity to strike enemy hard now and we will.
Be aware of how enemy plays with us all.
Also, one note on some mental illnesses, anxiety and depression.. well, we here barely can call anybody mentally ill, we don't need drugs to fix things too. Mentally ill people lack control and they have severe traumas, so workings to heal traumas and better control is what they need. Anxiety and depression can be cured almost completely over the night with a proper positive attitude that comes with mastering your own mind.
Gods are here for us even when we don't know. They care about us and want us happy. They can feel when we even think about them, they can hear our every whisper and they listen always. Don't be desperate ever, they are on our side and they will help us to make our lives worthy again.
Sorry for my english, it's far from perfect, just wanted to say few things today
Lot of things happened to me in the last few months, and today I feel like talking about enemy because I have a feel it might help someone here, mainly new people.
I want to talk a little bit about enemy attacks of all sorts, how it might affect us and how it's important to know how to control your own thoughts and emotions when you are fighing for Satan.
I woke up one day in January feeling really powerful and full of hope, my bodies shining with positive energy and I felt happiness as I never felt before, and I felt closer to the Gods than ever, but then suddenly reptilians and other enemy filth started attacking me. My guardians were with me and told me I gotta stay strong, those things will be normal from now on, it's impossible to guard me from every attack and no matter what I do, enemy will be chasing me and haunting me all the time.
I created too many openings and enemy saw that and used the opportunity to fill me with crap. I noticed some bad energy filling me in few occasions and after it my mental body was full of negative thoughtforms. I payed attention to them and in the end I empowered them, crazy negative emotions followed too. Gods told me I must learn to not pay attention to it or I will suffer all the time, will not be able to make it, but it was over, my mind was full of bullshit and my sanity was shaky. I saw the Gods speaking to me and trying to reach me, but I couldn't understand things properly anymore, enemy started manipulating me hard and kundalini was completely awake and making it even harder.
I had my own bad things too inside, they just connected to it and made it even more powerful and then filled me with even more dirt. Those who want to advance must realize how void meditation, cleaning of the soul and AoP is important and how enemy works. Enemy is everywhere, enemy is in us too, hiding in our dirt in our souls, manipulating us with it. They might manipulate other people to harm us too, so be careful.
Intense paranoia and manic bad thoughts are product of the enemy in most cases.
Pay no attention to those!
I lost too much because of it already and I keep losing my all everytime I let the enemy play with me. Today I maybe lost one of the most important things to me because I couldn't control my thoughts and emotions again. They constantly trying to play with me and with my fears, forcing me to focus on that and to meet my eternal damnation. We must focus on positive stuff so our energy can work for us in a positive manner. I keep asking myself how much I need to lose before I learn?! I say no more! I learned my lesson.
Always be positive. Being sad and feeling shitty is never good. Work towards being happy and fullfiled. Depression is never the answer and never give up just like that. Always, always focus on what good you have still, even if that's just being alive at that moment. Be happy for being alive and to have a chance to fight for Satan. Don't feel guilt if you failed in something, learn from it and be better! Stand up and fight, it will be okay! If they want you to stop fighting for Satan and to not meditate, focus on Satan's sigil and feel His energy, remember why are you here.
Even most advanced people sometimes struggle with enemy attacks, but it's important to learn to deal with it better and better every day.
Enemy want us isolated. Enemy want us weak and broken. Enemy wants to control us all the time. Be in control of yourself. They will strike from all directions, in way you will never expect. Stay close to the Gods and don't listen to the enemy. Let the Gods reach you. Clean yourself daily and every time you feel hopeless, know it's what enemy wants you to feel, you are a warrior of Satan, we win our wars, in the end it will be okay.
I feel bad now because I had to learn it all on a hard way, but I will stand strong, will clean myself and continue this fight. We have opportunity to strike enemy hard now and we will.
Be aware of how enemy plays with us all.
Also, one note on some mental illnesses, anxiety and depression.. well, we here barely can call anybody mentally ill, we don't need drugs to fix things too. Mentally ill people lack control and they have severe traumas, so workings to heal traumas and better control is what they need. Anxiety and depression can be cured almost completely over the night with a proper positive attitude that comes with mastering your own mind.
Gods are here for us even when we don't know. They care about us and want us happy. They can feel when we even think about them, they can hear our every whisper and they listen always. Don't be desperate ever, they are on our side and they will help us to make our lives worthy again.
Sorry for my english, it's far from perfect, just wanted to say few things today