I was once a xian mentally. Being a xian and cursing their enemy because of my mishaps destroyed me in society. After dedicating myself to the Light, a strong resentment towards the xians came over me. One day while being agitated from realizing all the years I was robbed of identity and truth, I suddenly came to the awareness that I was once xian. Now do I attack the xians or do I attack what they call their (word) which is their god. Even while being under attack that caused me to stop my meditation, I couldn't see myself returning back to my vomit. Soon and very soon the lie will be replaced by the Truth and those who do not like it will have to accept it.HailSatan!
