Wishing a relationship with Satan and advice on opening the Chakras

[joshgood704]

Hello, Im rather new to Satanism and i am finding it hard to develop a relationship with Satan. Throughout my life things have happend to me which until recently my, christian, perents had told me nothing about. Its quite a long story but in short i believe i have felt and been protected by the powers of Satan before and believe that finding JoS was of no coincidence. If anybody could help me in truely residing my faith in Satan, even pointing me in the general direction would be of great use, please email me(Or if you have it, msn would be even better) at joshgood704@...

Also, on an almost completely different subject, i am having trouble opening the chakras. At times i can feel, and hopefully, take in some of the energy around me but only to an extent. I believe that i would be able to open the chakras but, as stated before, my perents are christian and so chanting in my house isnt really an option. if anybody knows any other ways to open the chakras in a less noticable way then, also, please mail me at some point.