Understand that killing yourself will only makes things worse. When you kill your self, you are only killing your physical body and the soul will carry on living, carrying with it the painful residues of experiencing its own self inflicted death.
You are not worthless. It is very easy to believe a lie made out of thin air about yourself and fall into the trap of mistaking it as truth, you have not yet understood everything about life, you have not yet fulfilled the purpose of your incarnation yet, it would be an absolute waste to end this now.
I believe this is a matter of understanding self worth and value, and no matter who you are, and no matter where you are, it is never too late to know your own worth, find it in you to understand this.
Life is a treasure, life is golden, the fact that you are alive, here, now, is truly a blessing in its own self, wasting this by your own hands, for whatever reason, is something you will surely regret right after you have done it.
I do not believe that Satan is not on your side, I believe that you have covered your perceptions to a degree where all you see is darkness and lies, this is self inflicted. If one has already covered himself up from percieving, how will he be able to percieve the hand reaching out to help him?
Remember, Life is Gold
Be well,
Hail Satan!!!!
On Sunday, 18 May 2014, 17:53, "karroitman@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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I keep thinking about what it's like after you die... what happens? I'm scared. I would be reassured if Satan was by my side, but he's not. I've meditated and prayed all I can, with no response. I need to be assured soon. Quite frankly, yes, I am thinking about suicide. (I do not care for pity and pleading, I want it and I'm going to do it so there is no sense in talking me out of it) I worry though, what happens next? What if I've done all I can and I don't get an answer? What will happen to me?
