Unwanted Thoughts.

[Kurisu]

Recently i noticed unwanted thoughts "in my head" those thoughts are NOT MINE. They are coming when i'm thinking aloud in my head, mostly when thinking about Father and other Gods, perventing the meaning of my thoughts (hard to explain). I'm 100% sure they are not mine. Also i noticed while in DEEP meditative state i'm begining to recite "our father.." XIAN CRAP!!I thought it's the result of being over 20 years a catholic but now as i noticed those unwanted thoughts more then twice i'm sure it is not that. I DO NOT WISH to do it, every time i notice doing this shit i split with anger on the flor. This is REALLY going on my nerves.

Anyone have any solution on how to deal with it? I would VERY appreaciate it. Also i would not post this message if it wasn't be a real pain in the ass as it is.

I'm doing protection meditation 3 times a day everyday,and everytime i'm done with this meditation i feel very strong aura around me; more then that my aura recently grow stronger and bigger, so i don't know what's the problem, nor what is the meaning of this shit.Any idea?

I'm looking forward to your replys. Chris.

Hail Enki.

 

[noblemanofchrist]

You're giving into these thoughts, wether they are your or not, by even acknoledging them, you are empowering them, so chill, watch a funny movie and move on with your life and all will be well.

If you still have trouble you can go into a trance and ask yourself if anything/anyone has attached themselves to you or your chakras, then visualize a briliiant white-gold sword severing any ties and also see the cut off strands burning into nothing and don't forget to seal yourself up again.

after that, you can do what I said above and you'll be fine....also do some void meditation more often

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Recently i noticed unwanted thoughts "in my head" those thoughts are NOT MINE. They are coming when i'm thinking aloud in my head, mostly when thinking about Father and other Gods, perventing the meaning of my thoughts (hard to explain). I'm 100% sure they are not mine. Also i noticed while in DEEP meditative state i'm begining to recite "our father.." XIAN CRAP!!I thought it's the result of being over 20 years a catholic but now as i noticed those unwanted thoughts more then twice i'm sure it is not that. I DO NOT WISH to do it, every time i notice doing this shit i split with anger on the flor. This is REALLY going on my nerves.

Anyone have any solution on how to deal with it? I would VERY appreaciate it. Also i would not post this message if it wasn't be a real pain in the ass as it is.

I'm doing protection meditation 3 times a day everyday,and everytime i'm done with this meditation i feel very strong aura around me; more then that my aura recently grow stronger and bigger, so i don't know what's the problem, nor what is the meaning of this shit.Any idea?

I'm looking forward to your replys. Chris.

Hail Enki.