Too concerned about relationships? or too crazy? :

[chaohtic]

Hi

I'm studying in a college, often finding myself quite paranoid about other people's feelings toward me; I hear them bad cheating, and I think they're talking avbout me... I'm very isolated now, though I have some friends... the fact is that I would like to harm some people simply because of my assumptions about them; in fact, I just want to start practicing magic and developing supernatural powers. Sometimes I talk about conspiracies and religion, simply to try to make more friends, though I know it sounds awkward...

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?? I 'm not feeling much strength inside

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Being paranoid is fear,and fear comes from the enemy.So it sounds to me like it is a form of attack from the enemy.Don't let what you think others are saying about you bother you.They can have their opinion,and you can have yours.And causing harm is not something that would be beneficial to you either.Do a ritual,and talk to Father Satan about what you are feeling,He always will listen,and most of the time,He gives me a solution of how to handle a situation,if I am open to listen.Ask your GD in a ritual what you should do too.And as far as using magic to hurt someone,that is your choice,but you have to wait until the retrograde is over anyway.But you can ask the Gods what to do in the mean time.
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: chaohtic <chiararossi@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, March 16, 2012 4:09 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Too concerned about relationships? or too crazy? :

  Hi

I'm studying in a college, often finding myself quite paranoid about other people's feelings toward me; I hear them bad cheating, and I think they're talking avbout me... I'm very isolated now, though I have some friends... the fact is that I would like to harm some people simply because of my assumptions about them; in fact, I just want to start practicing magic and developing supernatural powers. Sometimes I talk about conspiracies and religion, simply to try to make more friends, though I know it sounds awkward...

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?? I 'm not feeling much strength inside

 

[darrklady13]

If your thinking about hurting people you are coming from a position of strent So start developing your powers.

hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chaohtic" <chiararossi@... wrote:

Hi

I'm studying in a college, often finding myself quite paranoid about other people's feelings toward me; I hear them bad cheating, and I think they're talking avbout me... I'm very isolated now, though I have some friends... the fact is that I would like to harm some people simply because of my assumptions about them; in fact, I just want to start practicing magic and developing supernatural powers. Sometimes I talk about conspiracies and religion, simply to try to make more friends, though I know it sounds awkward...

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?? I 'm not feeling much strength inside

 

[Resurrector]

I am new here and hope I only give approved thoughts and ideas.

From my understanding, Satanism is about becoming like the gods. Therefore, we should endeavor to become powerful and immortal. Hurting people for the sake of making ourselves feel better is kind of cheap in my book. Not that I've never done it on purpose verbally, emotionally in person and online, but it is a low place to be to have to do such things, and as a friend/brother, I would discourage resorting to such base behaviors. However, I am not against strategically hindering those who get in our way. But the key word here is "strategic". My friend, what is the best way to harm, if harming IS necessary? How can it be done without you being gulity of a legal crime? There are many social harms that can be committed without breaking the law, and they can be very therapeutic, even if only to offer temporary relief. For example, I used to walk up to the prettiest and most materialistic girl I could find and just say, "eww, ur ugly" or to a guy of the same category and say "you know, I can tell ur a deuche" and then just walk away. Or even better, find something specific to poke at about some one that rubs me the wrong way. It's a little low, but again, therapeutic and makes you feel a little powerful for completelu disregarding some one else's point of view/feelings while maintainging your own and building confidence. After that, u may find it easier to make friends with ppl of ur own kind. Experiment. If Satanism is based on science as claimed, I'm sure SATAN, the God of TRUTH would approve of experimenting with pretty much anything. Thank you for reading. I hope this helps.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "daarrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

If your thinking about hurting people you are coming from a position of strent So start developing your powers.

hailz
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chaohtic" <chiararossi@ wrote:

Hi

I'm studying in a college, often finding myself quite paranoid about other people's feelings toward me; I hear them bad cheating, and I think they're talking avbout me... I'm very isolated now, though I have some friends... the fact is that I would like to harm some people simply because of my assumptions about them; in fact, I just want to start practicing magic and developing supernatural powers. Sometimes I talk about conspiracies and religion, simply to try to make more friends, though I know it sounds awkward...

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?? I 'm not feeling much strength inside

 

[Don Danko]

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chaohtic" <chiararossi@ wrote:

Hi

I'm studying in a college, often finding myself quite paranoid about other people's feelings toward me; I hear them bad cheating, and I think they're talking avbout me... I'm very isolated now, though I have some friends... the fact is that I would like to harm some people simply because of my assumptions about them; in fact, I just want to start practicing magic and developing supernatural powers. Sometimes I talk about conspiracies and religion, simply to try to make more friends, though I know it sounds awkward...

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?? I 'm not feeling much strength inside

 

[[email protected]]

I hear/feel what your saying and can tell you this: you are not crazy! I had been discussing things like this with many brothers and sisters and its become all too apparent that one of the enemies biggest weapons is to mess with peoples emotions, as this is what drives us. Just knowing this has gotten me past a lot of rough patches, and just taking a few miniutes to close your eyes, reassure yourself that your emotions are your and even if someone is talkin shit, so what?! In the grand scheme of things and your life, does it really make that big a difference what people say?! Then at this point do the protective aura meditation. I've found that this allows me to roll through any public place completely unscathed! Blessings!
HAIL SATAN!!!
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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chaohtic" <chiararossi@ wrote:

Hi

I'm studying in a college, often finding myself quite paranoid about other people's feelings toward me; I hear them bad cheating, and I think they're talking avbout me... I'm very isolated now, though I have some friends... the fact is that I would like to harm some people simply because of my assumptions about them; in fact, I just want to start practicing magic and developing supernatural powers. Sometimes I talk about conspiracies and religion, simply to try to make more friends, though I know it sounds awkward...

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?? I 'm not feeling much strength inside

 

[[email protected]]

'Chaotic' if you are for reals, that name makes me wonder, have you done the dedication, if so does anyone know ?? I ask because I have family praying against me in prayer meetings I am sure of it as they are so involved into xianism it's crazy.. and although I am still not homeless although that was the threat, the xian prayers are draining me and giving me serious insecurities although I am in constant communication with Satan and the demons, so if you make friends not to make you any more paraniod, please keep your beliefs secret. I once again have this nagging nausea due to the warfare going on in my life.. the xians really feel they need to convert and save it is absolutely gross, and wieeerd, and this morning I saw a skinny person or thing with a hatchet or something over me where I sleep. I got rid of it instantly, but still..
so stay close to Father Satan and in time the rest will work out, believe me I have never felt lonelier in all my life even when I was a widow, but feelings can be deceptive as Satan loves and cares for us more than we know.
Hail all gods of war !!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "chaohtic" <chiararossi@... wrote:

Hi

I'm studying in a college, often finding myself quite paranoid about other people's feelings toward me; I hear them bad cheating, and I think they're talking avbout me... I'm very isolated now, though I have some friends... the fact is that I would like to harm some people simply because of my assumptions about them; in fact, I just want to start practicing magic and developing supernatural powers. Sometimes I talk about conspiracies and religion, simply to try to make more friends, though I know it sounds awkward...

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?? I 'm not feeling much strength inside