The demon in my dream

[Metal]

I went to sleep after school for I was tired. I dreamed about being in the toilet. I was looking in the mirror. suddenly my mouth changed. it looked like a peace of paper with a red mouth drawn on it attached to my face. and I couldn't speak anymore. I entered the living room, the lights were off, but the TV was working. I sat on a chair and sth started choaking me. And I started doing the breathing exercise(inhale 6,hold 6,exhale). I felt a strong presence and that sth was gonna happen and I was scared but kept breathing. There was a blond guy(at least i think I saw his hair), whose body was somewhat invisable. I asked him if he were my GD, with my mind. a light blue 'yes' on a light blue background appeared in my mind.
I have dedicated myself a couple of months ago, but i haven't found my GD, because I don't work too much on my meditation resently I have a lot going on in my mind and can't meditate properly. does this mean it's about time I get my GD?

 

[Skye Gamet]

your GD is probably reaching out to you to help you through your touph times. mine did, but that was before i knew anything about satanism. i had weird dreams, but i can't exactly rememebr them. try to reach him and see what happens. if he is reaching out to you, you don't need official summoning stuff. i learned this when trying to contact my GD. hope it helps!

From: Metal <slytherin58@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, December 4, 2009 3:22:35 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] The demon in my dream

  I went to sleep after school for I was tired. I dreamed about being in the toilet. I was looking in the mirror. suddenly my mouth changed. it looked like a peace of paper with a red mouth drawn on it attached to my face. and I couldn't speak anymore. I entered the living room, the lights were off, but the TV was working. I sat on a chair and sth started choaking me. And I started doing the breathing exercise(inhale 6,hold 6,exhale). I felt a strong presence and that sth was gonna happen and I was scared but kept breathing. There was a blond guy(at least i think I saw his hair), whose body was somewhat invisable. I asked him if he were my GD, with my mind. a light blue 'yes' on a light blue background appeared in my mind.
I have dedicated myself a couple of months ago, but i haven't found my GD, because I don't work too much on my meditation resently I have a lot going on in my mind and can't meditate properly. does this mean it's about time I get my GD?