Thanks Saturn, what a lesson in life!

[venome]

I guess for an introduction, started reading into JoS around very late 2024/early 2025, I think, came across it from libraryofagartha. I realised it was the real deal early on, anyhow, just spent weeks reading endlessly before I really started stuff off, guess I looked at like wizard-forums first, but was very suspicious. Never bought into xianity too apart from like persecution kinda thoughts.

It does make perfect sense why they put fluoride into shit cause when I removed it, the third eye opened up on its own, it fucks with the pineal gland. Just started off cleaning the aura, etc., returning curses, then did some RTRs down the line.

I think the timing has been very bad, unfortunately. For many years, I knew shit was very wrong regarding health, watching my vision worsen by the month/week, but I kept working away, overworking myself, thinking I would just suicide myself when I was older (yeah.. karma~).

I managed to pull off some fun projects and whatnot, I can do like low-level ABI/driver programming, this stuff just comes to me. Shit that would take an IRC friend a week to do I could do in 2 days.

I knew that I had parasites given I could not think straight, herbs literally caused shit to go bang/burst inside of me. Few days go by, I get like a fever, I watch my hands and shit get depigmented rapidly, entire body basically, 24/7 it never stopped, lymph vessels throbbing all the time + awful abdominal pain cause the adult female is in there.

Just I am not sure what to do anymore, I tried a lot of things, I did finally manage to get like specialist referral (thanks Valefor!) cause it's fucking filariasis (99% sure it is some form of onchocerciasis), but drs are retarded. I tried like albendazole, ivermectin/moxidectin, etc., nothing has worked, it'd work for a moment then somehow stop working. DEC seemed to worsen things, felt like I was gonna die from the reaction.

Fuck, I've even tried high-dose antibiotics and shit to try to weaken it, it just will not fucking die, somehow. In theory, filarial infections should have wolbachia, but I cannot seem to nuke it. Ivermectin and whatnot all relies on the immune resp to be perfect, so if it isn't, then you're fucked.

I did the dedication ritual a while ago, I felt good, I suppose, even if I am not open yet for clairvoyance.

https://curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2249764#i

https://curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2260211#i

https://curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2265789#i

Just don't feel like I have much time left at times, I'm not gonna fucking live my life where I end up blind/horribly crippled, and that is the worst part about karma, this shit will just roll over if you do jack shit. This is like slow-kill kinda shit, you watch your entire body be destroyed slowly, doctors are not gonna believe me cause their fucking serology tests are hot garbage, it is hard to meditate/sleep at times, I just have stuff throb 24/7 + burning moving pain, aspirin and whatnot will not work.

Well, I must stay strong and keep trying, but fuck's sake man, this is a curse. I really gotta get someone to cut me open and see how bad the damage is :/

 

[Blitzkreig [TG]]

I guess for an introduction, started reading into JoS around very late 2024/early 2025, I think, came across it from libraryofagartha. I realised it was the real deal early on, anyhow, just spent weeks reading endlessly before I really started stuff off, guess I looked at like wizard-forums first, but was very suspicious. Never bought into xianity too apart from like persecution kinda thoughts.

It does make perfect sense why they put fluoride into shit cause when I removed it, the third eye opened up on its own, it fucks with the pineal gland. Just started off cleaning the aura, etc., returning curses, then did some RTRs down the line.

I think the timing has been very bad, unfortunately. For many years, I knew shit was very wrong regarding health, watching my vision worsen by the month/week, but I kept working away, overworking myself, thinking I would just suicide myself when I was older (yeah.. karma~).

I managed to pull off some fun projects and whatnot, I can do like low-level ABI/driver programming, this stuff just comes to me. Shit that would take an IRC friend a week to do I could do in 2 days.

I knew that I had parasites given I could not think straight, herbs literally caused shit to go bang/burst inside of me. Few days go by, I get like a fever, I watch my hands and shit get depigmented rapidly, entire body basically, 24/7 it never stopped, lymph vessels throbbing all the time + awful abdominal pain cause the adult female is in there.

Just I am not sure what to do anymore, I tried a lot of things, I did finally manage to get like specialist referral (thanks Valefor!) cause it's fucking filariasis (99% sure it is some form of onchocerciasis), but drs are retarded. I tried like albendazole, ivermectin/moxidectin, etc., nothing has worked, it'd work for a moment then somehow stop working. DEC seemed to worsen things, felt like I was gonna die from the reaction.

Fuck, I've even tried high-dose antibiotics and shit to try to weaken it, it just will not fucking die, somehow. In theory, filarial infections should have wolbachia, but I cannot seem to nuke it. Ivermectin and whatnot all relies on the immune resp to be perfect, so if it isn't, then you're fucked.

I did the dedication ritual a while ago, I felt good, I suppose, even if I am not open yet for clairvoyance.

https://curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2249764#i

https://curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2260211#i

https://curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2265789#i

Just don't feel like I have much time left at times, I'm not gonna fucking live my life where I end up blind/horribly crippled, and that is the worst part about karma, this shit will just roll over if you do jack shit. This is like slow-kill kinda shit, you watch your entire body be destroyed slowly, doctors are not gonna believe me cause their fucking serology tests are hot garbage, it is hard to meditate/sleep at times, I just have stuff throb 24/7 + burning moving pain, aspirin and whatnot will not work.

Well, I must stay strong and keep trying, but fuck's sake man, this is a curse. I really gotta get someone to cut me open and see how bad the damage is :/

I don't know much about this condition, but what caught my eye is the intensity of it and how you describe nothing is working.

While understandable, you had noted multiple points of extreme cynicism. Continue working with Valefor through all steps of your healing, as he will be able to guide you.

Your condition may be bad, but it doesn't need to fix immediately for progress to be made, either. It is possible to first slow, then reverse course on the disease, but it could take time and also learning new treatment and maintenance methods.

If you are able to do some form of yoga or exercise, this would be a great way to boost your body's energy and start to turn the tide, but it may take some research and trial and error to find a suitable routine for you.

You can use a combination of yoga and drawing in healing energy for short term treatment, in combination with full healing workings, such as using the Wunjo rune for 40+ days.

Have you looked into Traditional Chinese Medicine at all? In addition to professional treatment, you can also find acupoints that can help your symptoms on a daily basis.

If you are able to see professional holistic treatment, this could be a possible solution for you: "The unresponsiveness of some cohorts to the drugs used in the mass drug administration program is currently raising a lot of questions [...] Countries such as India have been able to integrate their natural plant remedies into the treatment of lymphatic filarial conditions, and the results are overwhelmingly positive."