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Thank you all so much for your warm welcome.
I have so much to learn and I think a lot if the answers I've been seeking since childhood will also be revealed.
I had an incredible (and incredibly terrifying) supernatural experience when I was a child and wheny mom and I went to the Christian pastor they did not believe us. She saw it too.
I know that here I will not be judged or condemned. I have wanted all my life to understand what happened to us and why. Not just bc it scared the shit out of me, but bc in all it's terror and amazement, my experience gave me a gift. The gift of knowing that without a doubt- Father our creator exists and that there are demons and angels and afterlife.
My brother went against a large Christian church, trying to expose them for what he felt was evil and he persecutedy mother for being Wiccan.
I wasaune twelve at the time and so torn. Torn between Wicca, Christianity, and dark magic as well.
Whatever my brother did- he seriously pissed someone off bc I saw things I can never unsee. I saw spirits and entity which I believe must be grays and daemons and I saw light, as well as dark. I saw huge orbs falling from the sky. Black orbs and white orbs and brilliant blue orbs- chasing each other. I saw faces and they'd come right up to me. There were clouds with lights in them but these clouds were in our house. There was electricity, and sometimes it shocked us.
I have never been so scared in my life!
I prayed for God to take it away I didn't want to see anymore bc I had no clue what any if it meant and if it hadnt been for my mom, and brother seeing it too, I might have gone insane.
I've continued to see these things but not as much. The faces are not as clear and the orbs- not anything like before. They're smaller and there are much less of them.
I must sound crazy even to a group of Satanists.
I just need to understand it. I believe that Father had given me site so I can use it. I have used it.
If danger is near, I see red orbs. If things are ok, I'll see blue or white.
It's as if they're warning or protecting me. I'm a single mom and I date. When I'm out with a jerk, I dont have to be out with him long bc the red lights will blink at me and often times circle around.
I don't always listen to the warnings and that got I regret. I've been in some bad situations bc I ignored the orbs. But them I've also gotten great comfort from them too. My son had complications when he was born and I felt peace bc there were so many blue and white lights in the room that I just new he would be fine and he was and us just perfect.
Have any of you seen the orbs?
I apologize if this is discussed in here- I'm still reading through the posts.
I've lost my job several months ago and just before it happened- a voice told me I'd lose it.
It was loud and clear. I told it - it was full of shit. Two weeks later- no job. I wonder who that was bc I should not haven't my job. It was no fault of my own and it was wrong. So I wonder was if the voice was a warning or a curse.
I also knew immediately when I was impregnated. I felt electricity. Has anyone else ever experienced these things?
I have so many questions so please be patient with me. Just so happy to find a place where my spiritual gifts are not judged.
Thank you all again for the warm welcome.
Thank you all so much for your warm welcome.
I have so much to learn and I think a lot if the answers I've been seeking since childhood will also be revealed.
I had an incredible (and incredibly terrifying) supernatural experience when I was a child and wheny mom and I went to the Christian pastor they did not believe us. She saw it too.
I know that here I will not be judged or condemned. I have wanted all my life to understand what happened to us and why. Not just bc it scared the shit out of me, but bc in all it's terror and amazement, my experience gave me a gift. The gift of knowing that without a doubt- Father our creator exists and that there are demons and angels and afterlife.
My brother went against a large Christian church, trying to expose them for what he felt was evil and he persecutedy mother for being Wiccan.
I wasaune twelve at the time and so torn. Torn between Wicca, Christianity, and dark magic as well.
Whatever my brother did- he seriously pissed someone off bc I saw things I can never unsee. I saw spirits and entity which I believe must be grays and daemons and I saw light, as well as dark. I saw huge orbs falling from the sky. Black orbs and white orbs and brilliant blue orbs- chasing each other. I saw faces and they'd come right up to me. There were clouds with lights in them but these clouds were in our house. There was electricity, and sometimes it shocked us.
I have never been so scared in my life!
I prayed for God to take it away I didn't want to see anymore bc I had no clue what any if it meant and if it hadnt been for my mom, and brother seeing it too, I might have gone insane.
I've continued to see these things but not as much. The faces are not as clear and the orbs- not anything like before. They're smaller and there are much less of them.
I must sound crazy even to a group of Satanists.
I just need to understand it. I believe that Father had given me site so I can use it. I have used it.
If danger is near, I see red orbs. If things are ok, I'll see blue or white.
It's as if they're warning or protecting me. I'm a single mom and I date. When I'm out with a jerk, I dont have to be out with him long bc the red lights will blink at me and often times circle around.
I don't always listen to the warnings and that got I regret. I've been in some bad situations bc I ignored the orbs. But them I've also gotten great comfort from them too. My son had complications when he was born and I felt peace bc there were so many blue and white lights in the room that I just new he would be fine and he was and us just perfect.
Have any of you seen the orbs?
I apologize if this is discussed in here- I'm still reading through the posts.
I've lost my job several months ago and just before it happened- a voice told me I'd lose it.
It was loud and clear. I told it - it was full of shit. Two weeks later- no job. I wonder who that was bc I should not haven't my job. It was no fault of my own and it was wrong. So I wonder was if the voice was a warning or a curse.
I also knew immediately when I was impregnated. I felt electricity. Has anyone else ever experienced these things?
I have so many questions so please be patient with me. Just so happy to find a place where my spiritual gifts are not judged.
Thank you all again for the warm welcome.