Suicide or Beginning of a new life

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I'm 19 years old and i have nothing in my life, i have no true friends just false opportunists, i have no lover, i have no happy in live, and recently i've started to think i commit suicide..... but i remembered that there's no one looking for me, god is a liar and false, he never haved pity of me and never stayed with me in the most hardest times, all my faith was in vain....But i remebered that there's one true almight that look for the ones that have been forsaken for god and from everthing in this life: Satan
I want workship him, i want help, i want some reason to live........Help Me....

 

[Sam1]

Suicidal tendencies are usually due to hang ups in your past life, you can overcome these feelings that you currently have. Hell, if you dedicate to Satan you will give yourself a re-found sense of purpose, the greatest undertaking in Human history. Go to joyofsatan.org and read and study all that you can, all the associated websites and whatnot. Then start a meditation program, a good place to start is always the 40 day program : 
http://satanism-nazism.webs.com/hp_hood ... rogram.pdf
If you choose to follow this path, and you follow it to the end, you will make yourself greater than you ever thought imaginable. 
HAIL SATAN!

On Nov 9, 2017, at 22:47, moisesvnc@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I'm 19 years old and i have nothing in my life, i have no true friends just false opportunists, i have no lover, i have no happy in live, and recently i've started to think i commit suicide..... but i remembered that there's no one looking for me, god is a liar and false, he never haved pity of me and never stayed with me in the most hardest times, all my faith was in vain....But i remebered that there's one true almight that look for the ones that have been forsaken for god and from everthing in this life: Satan
I want workship him, i want help, i want some reason to live........Help Me....

 

[Michaela Netron]

hi
I also thought about it and I have as many years as you
I asked what was after death and everybody wrote me
most of all, that when you die you will be stagnant
and although at the time reincarnates problems now that I'll have in the next life I will same what are now
the still young life You've got problems that I overcome
and by meditation when you die you will not be able to sleep,eat
or not what you do in life, you will only stagnate because you do not have a body
I also had a broken heart, and not once and feel betrayal
that for me there is no one who has the support of at least understanding
Be strong because everybody wants you to fail
Show them the opposite of what they expect
Show them laughs and you're happybelieve me they will be angry
the feeling is priceless as you feel
Hail Satan !



On Friday, November 10, 2017 8:22 PM, "moisesvnc@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I'm 19 years old and i have nothing in my life, i have no true friends just false opportunists, i have no lover, i have no happy in live, and recently i've started to think i commit suicide..... but i remembered that there's no one looking for me, god is a liar and false, he never haved pity of me and never stayed with me in the most hardest times, all my faith was in vain....But i remebered that there's one true almight that look for the ones that have been forsaken for god and from everthing in this life: Satan
I want workship him, i want help, i want some reason to live........Help Me....

 

[Little Wolf1]

Firstly, I think you are depressedSecondly, we do not worship Satan, we dedicate ourself to Him. We are not cattles. And then, if you want to be a Satanist, then you might wanna do the dedication ritual. After that, you can start your meditation programs. By meditating, I am sure it will help a lot about your depression (feeling hopeless, thinking about suicide, etc). I know because it hapened to me.Good luck


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On Friday, November 10, 2017, 10:47 AM, moisesvnc@... [JoyofSatan666] <[email protected] wrote:

  I'm 19 years old and i have nothing in my life, i have no true friends just false opportunists, i have no lover, i have no happy in live, and recently i've started to think i commit suicide..... but i remembered that there's no one looking for me, god is a liar and false, he never haved pity of me and never stayed with me in the most hardest times, all my faith was in vain....But i remebered that there's one true almight that look for the ones that have been forsaken for god and from everthing in this life: Satan
I want workship him, i want help, i want some reason to live........Help Me....

 

[oxaroc]

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... pics/22845

 

[sal_slyth]

Have you done the dedication ritual? If not, you should do that if that is what you wish.

Spiritually; Clean your aura, and do aura of protection.

Physically... Kick sugar out of your diet, go outside for at least 30 minutes during the day, take a walk (last 2 can be combined).

 

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Then this shall be your reason to live! I also struggled with suicide, then I found that my true reason to live is to worship the almighty lord Satan, and, I hope that's yours too. Satan, unlike the fake gods of the right-handed path, cares and comforts us in our time of need.I hope this was helpful,HAIL SATAN!

 

[Seeker SS]

Meditation will help alot on this point.
As comes to removing ur self, as u have read probably before and such. Death is an easy way out of this and something the enemy would love to see ( of course there are few expections and thats if the enemy got u and will torture ur and such) also it effects ur next life that makes it a tad harder then how it is now.So value ur life now and push forward and hard. Other wise u have friends here in the group.All is family to a degree. Focus on ur self and mediation and the rest will fall to place so long as u put work in too.
No need to give up or look down.

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[bringiton79]

I want you to know that you're not alone I've suffered from depression ever since I was a child and it has gotten worse and worse but as much as I've always wanted to kill myself I couldn't I always knew I would just reincarnate into the same circumstances I always felt that in my being I wondered if I had killed myself in previous lives or not. medicine helped so did self help what helps me the most is power meditation via the joyofsatan.org website it may be lonely but getting rid of all the people that shit on you and suck you dry helps a lot


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-------- Original message --------From: "moisesvnc@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] Date: 11/9/17 7:47 PM (GMT-08:00) To: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Suicide or Beginning of a new life
  I'm 19 years old and i have nothing in my life, i have no true friends just false opportunists, i have no lover, i have no happy in live, and recently i've started to think i commit suicide..... but i remembered that there's no one looking for me, god is a liar and false, he never haved pity of me and never stayed with me in the most hardest times, all my faith was in vain....But i remebered that there's one true almight that look for the ones that have been forsaken for god and from everthing in this life: Satan
I want workship him, i want help, i want some reason to live........Help Me....

 

[littlesttitan]

Heres a reason to live..LIFE!-if theres no happiness for you then just create your own happiness, if you cant do that then atleast live through the pain, OR STAND UP FOR YOURSELF. I kept going in and out of depression because i didnt express myself enough, just believe theres a good time, if not then do loooots of void and deep thinking. Im almost rid of trauma my past life caused me AND my past, i know all of us are different but, just know that i believe in you and KNOW you can be TOOOONS HAPPIER^-^ i know you CAN, but the biiiiiiiig step youve gotta take is DOING IT. Its your choice to be mad, as it is to be happy. Just find things deeeep inside to make you feel better. You can straighten your life out, i know its immensly harder without any friends with you, BUUUUUT im always here ? im not super knowledgeable (atleast not as much as one of the High Priests) but im always here if you need anymore help, hopefully others will reply to this better than me XD i have the same problem as you. What took me two years to overcome and finaly correct myself IS BEING DULL, if you feel a certain emotion like anger, get it out with all your might! If you want to do something, GO DO IT! Your the ruler of your own life, cmon i mean your 20 years old! ? you have to atleast have SOME aspirations. Uhm, weeeell idk what much else to say without getting repetative but i reeaaally hope things go well for you! LOVE YOUUU!!!!

 

[alpha one]

Through power meditation you will become more spiritually powerful and with that you can just will happiness into existence ....you can perform magikal workings for bringing in loving and caring people into your life...either ways suicide is not the option

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On Sat, 11 Nov 2017 at 0:52, moisesvnc@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I'm 19 years old and i have nothing in my life, i have no true friends just false opportunists, i have no lover, i have no happy in live, and recently i've started to think i commit suicide..... but i remembered that there's no one looking for me, god is a liar and false, he never haved pity of me and never stayed with me in the most hardest times, all my faith was in vain....But i remebered that there's one true almight that look for the ones that have been forsaken for god and from everthing in this life: Satan
I want workship him, i want help, i want some reason to live........Help Me....