stranger or spy

[deadizbetter]

I've been part of this group for a while i like to keep up on somethings by reading the posts but i haven't actually written in very much myself, just once about 6 months or more ago and then twice recently because i had one of my dreams and felt the need to ask advise.
I did see the post i made to which i have got no response as of yet, but it seemed like it just stopped after i described the dream i know there was more there i wouldn't have just left it like that... i forget what i wrote about the time before that but it was within a week of each other i haven't tried to look up that post yet.
Then i was out on the hills behind where i live just off the path and this older man came out to the path i'm just going to post here what i said to my friend when i told her cuz i don't really want to go all the way thru that memory right now.
the reason for this tho is i think this person or whatever came there to find me. Its been a while since i've felt this way like years and years but i been feeling like someone is watching me or i am not alone... before you read the account of what happened tho i just want to make clear that i am not the type of person to be afraid to tell someone to fuck off and talk to them if i don't get a good feeling off them and this thing well didn't seem threatening enough to outweigh my curiosity of what the meeting was about so i listened to what was said knowing the area - not safest place- plus he seemed very intelligent in his looks and then when he did speak to me also seemed very educated, perhaps downplaying it a little even.

sorry for so long - here it is:



DUDe YESTERDAY I SWEAR I HAD THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPEN TO ME

I THINK SOMEONE HAS BEEN WATCHING ME OR MIGHT HAVE MET AN ALIEN
7:33 PM

marebearcutie: yeah prob watchin

me: I WAS DOWN ON THOSE ROCKS WE HAD BEEN TO ON THE TRAILS WGHERE THE LIZARDS WERE RUSTY
AND I CAME UP TO GO OUT I WAS WITH DOTTY
7:34 PM

AND THIS OLDER LOOKED WELL MORE UPPER CLASS THAN WE ARE HE CAME ONTO THE TRAWILS FROM THE OPENING AT THE END OF SEQUOIA
7:35 PM

AND I SAW HIM FIRST AND BACK UP TO WATCH HIM HE ACTUALLY WALK ED TO THE TOP OIF THE LIL HILL RIGHT AND WAS LOOKING THE OTHER WAY SO I JUST TOLD DOTTY TO BE QUIET AND I WATCHED HIM
7:36 PM

AND HE TURNED TOWARD ME HELLA SLOW LOOKING AROUND AND I DECIDED NOT TO HIDE AND WALKED TO THE FENCE PUT DOTTY UNDER AND CLIMBED OVER I WAS JUST LOOKING AT HIM THE WHOLE TIME CUZ HE SEEMED WEIRD
7:37 PM

AND HE STARTED WALKING TOWARD ME AND I WAS LIKE SHIT DONT LET HIM COME TALK TO ME I THOUGHT MIGHT BE CITY GUY OR SOMETHING MIGHT GWET IN TROUBLE FOR BEING BACK THERE

AND HE ASKED ME FIRST IF THERE WAS A TRAIL THAT QWENT all the way thru to black diamond mines
7:38 PM

aND I TOLD HIM WAHT I KNEW THEN HE STRAIT UP ASKED ME IF I HAD ANY THOUGHTS ON 2012

marebearcutie: ive seen a strange man on those trails it was wierd to

me: AND GOT INTO THIS BUIG LONG EXPLANATION HE HAS BEEN WORKING OON AND STUDYING ABOUT IT AND EXPLAIN LIKE IN TECHNICAL TRTERMS THE WHOLE ASTRNOMICAL EVENT WITH PLANET X

marebearcutie: scared me where i walked so fast out of there
7:39 PM

me: AND WENT ONTO TO SAY WE WERE BEING SDECIEVED AND TALKING ABOUT SAECRET SOCIETIES

AND ALIENS

IT WAS FUCKING WEIRD HE GAVE ME SOEM TIPS ON WEBSITES SOME OF THEM I ALREADY GO TOO
7:40 PM

FUCK THEN HE TOLD ME HE GATHERS ALL THE LINKS IN A DOCUMENT HE GIVES HIS FRIENDS AND ASKED IF I WAS INTERESTED IN IT AND HE GAVE ME HIS EMAIL --- DUDE

HIS NAME WAS DAN RYAN

WHAT THE FUCK
7:41 PM
marebearcutie: strange

me: LIKE HE TOUCHED ON EVERYTHING I BEEN WORKING ON AND STUDYING

AALL THE WAY TO THE EXTRA GENES WHICH I DONT KNOW IF YU HAVE READ IT BUT SCIENTISTS SAY IT IS AN EXTRATERRESTRAIL GENE
7:42 PM

AND CERTAIN PEOPLE HAVE MORE OF IT AND ALL THIS SHIT AND I DONT THINK IT WAS ALL JUST RANDOM YOU KNOW EVEN THE DAMN NAME!

WHAT THE FUCK
7:43 PM

CRAZY? OR WHAT?

marebearcutie: yeah

me: HE LIEK WENT OUT THERE LOOKING FOR ME OR SOMETHING

WHIO THE FUCK WAS HE
7:44 PM

MAN I DONT KNOW WHATS UOP WITH TESSA BUT TI KEEPS POPPING UP THAT SHE IS ONLINE LATELY AND I NEVER SAW HEER O COME UP BEFORE

ANY WAY WOW I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THAT WELL NOT FORGOT IT BUT TO TELL YOU WOW
7:46 PM

HE WAS TALL AND SLINDER AND I DONT KNOW EITHER GOV. ALIN OR OR STR8 OTHER ORGanization member like he had heard of the term spiritua; satanism and fucking told me about the stuff i get of my sight aboput the churches

um how thew fuck can that just happen

part of me thinks i cshould maybe be freaking out
7:47 PM
what do you think

do you think i am being watched
7:48 PM
are you with joe iS he reading this he should be prolly
7:50 PM

marebearcutie: it me joe ya i am and i was explain a intuitave idea i had a few month ago when i first discovered that path by my self
7:51 PM

me: fucking pretty weird i speaking of intuitive i knew you were reading that -you guys think i should be trippin

marebearcutie: k my sense was antioch has a rapist/molester on there hands jus by the evidence seen
7:53 PM
me: this guy i could have easily out powered but how would he know all that stuff is what i was just thinking about lately and how come he basicall came out to the opath looked around saw me came up told this story and walked back out of the paths in to the neighborhood again
7:54 PM
twilight zonre like

marebearcutie: for 1 if you were robbed or raped there no one would ever know or see it
7:55 PM

me: a random person or stalker just walking up and starting this conversation using do i know how to get into the hills with out going ont the streets------------------------



PLEASE PEOPLE I NEED SOME THOUGHTS ON THIS IF ANYONE TAKE S THE TIME TO READ IT


MUCH THANX,
BETTERDEAD666

 

[deadizbetter]

SO NO ONE CAN EVEN GIVE ME OPINION KINDA SUX THINGS KEEP GETTING WORSE NOW . MY SITES AND PASSWORD CHANGING NOT TALKING FACEBOOK EITHER. IT IS GETTING OUT OF CONTROL AND IF NOTHIN G IS HAPPENING THEN WHY ME THIS IS TOO MESSED UP IN EVERY THING LIKE SOMEONE BLOCKING ME NO WAY CAN BE COINCIDENCE NOW BEING PREVENTED FROM GETTING JOBS AND BASIC ASSISTANCE MONEY BEING PUNISHED - INFORMATION BEING DELETED CANT PROVIDE PROOF TO PLACES I NEED TOO JUST CRAZY- TRYING TO MAKE ME GIVE UP USING DEPRESSION AGAINST ME LIKE I WOULD BE THAT WEAK TO JUST KILL MYSELF JUST CUZ I FEEL LIKE IT
PLEASE BROTHERS/ SISTERS- MAXINE I NEED AN OPINION

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "deadizbetter" <jenneagle79@... wrote:

I've been part of this group for a while i like to keep up on somethings by reading the posts but i haven't actually written in very much myself, just once about 6 months or more ago and then twice recently because i had one of my dreams and felt the need to ask advise.
I did see the post i made to which i have got no response as of yet, but it seemed like it just stopped after i described the dream i know there was more there i wouldn't have just left it like that... i forget what i wrote about the time before that but it was within a week of each other i haven't tried to look up that post yet.
Then i was out on the hills behind where i live just off the path and this older man came out to the path i'm just going to post here what i said to my friend when i told her cuz i don't really want to go all the way thru that memory right now.
the reason for this tho is i think this person or whatever came there to find me. Its been a while since i've felt this way like years and years but i been feeling like someone is watching me or i am not alone... before you read the account of what happened tho i just want to make clear that i am not the type of person to be afraid to tell someone to fuck off and talk to them if i don't get a good feeling off them and this thing well didn't seem threatening enough to outweigh my curiosity of what the meeting was about so i listened to what was said knowing the area - not safest place- plus he seemed very intelligent in his looks and then when he did speak to me also seemed very educated, perhaps downplaying it a little even.

sorry for so long - here it is:



DUDe YESTERDAY I SWEAR I HAD THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPEN TO ME

I THINK SOMEONE HAS BEEN WATCHING ME OR MIGHT HAVE MET AN ALIEN
7:33 PM

marebearcutie: yeah prob watchin

me: I WAS DOWN ON THOSE ROCKS WE HAD BEEN TO ON THE TRAILS WGHERE THE LIZARDS WERE RUSTY
AND I CAME UP TO GO OUT I WAS WITH DOTTY
7:34 PM

AND THIS OLDER LOOKED WELL MORE UPPER CLASS THAN WE ARE HE CAME ONTO THE TRAWILS FROM THE OPENING AT THE END OF SEQUOIA
7:35 PM

AND I SAW HIM FIRST AND BACK UP TO WATCH HIM HE ACTUALLY WALK ED TO THE TOP OIF THE LIL HILL RIGHT AND WAS LOOKING THE OTHER WAY SO I JUST TOLD DOTTY TO BE QUIET AND I WATCHED HIM
7:36 PM

AND HE TURNED TOWARD ME HELLA SLOW LOOKING AROUND AND I DECIDED NOT TO HIDE AND WALKED TO THE FENCE PUT DOTTY UNDER AND CLIMBED OVER I WAS JUST LOOKING AT HIM THE WHOLE TIME CUZ HE SEEMED WEIRD
7:37 PM

AND HE STARTED WALKING TOWARD ME AND I WAS LIKE SHIT DONT LET HIM COME TALK TO ME I THOUGHT MIGHT BE CITY GUY OR SOMETHING MIGHT GWET IN TROUBLE FOR BEING BACK THERE

AND HE ASKED ME FIRST IF THERE WAS A TRAIL THAT QWENT all the way thru to black diamond mines
7:38 PM

aND I TOLD HIM WAHT I KNEW THEN HE STRAIT UP ASKED ME IF I HAD ANY THOUGHTS ON 2012

marebearcutie: ive seen a strange man on those trails it was wierd to

me: AND GOT INTO THIS BUIG LONG EXPLANATION HE HAS BEEN WORKING OON AND STUDYING ABOUT IT AND EXPLAIN LIKE IN TECHNICAL TRTERMS THE WHOLE ASTRNOMICAL EVENT WITH PLANET X

marebearcutie: scared me where i walked so fast out of there
7:39 PM

me: AND WENT ONTO TO SAY WE WERE BEING SDECIEVED AND TALKING ABOUT SAECRET SOCIETIES

AND ALIENS

IT WAS FUCKING WEIRD HE GAVE ME SOEM TIPS ON WEBSITES SOME OF THEM I ALREADY GO TOO
7:40 PM

FUCK THEN HE TOLD ME HE GATHERS ALL THE LINKS IN A DOCUMENT HE GIVES HIS FRIENDS AND ASKED IF I WAS INTERESTED IN IT AND HE GAVE ME HIS EMAIL --- DUDE

HIS NAME WAS DAN RYAN

WHAT THE FUCK
7:41 PM
marebearcutie: strange

me: LIKE HE TOUCHED ON EVERYTHING I BEEN WORKING ON AND STUDYING

AALL THE WAY TO THE EXTRA GENES WHICH I DONT KNOW IF YU HAVE READ IT BUT SCIENTISTS SAY IT IS AN EXTRATERRESTRAIL GENE
7:42 PM

AND CERTAIN PEOPLE HAVE MORE OF IT AND ALL THIS SHIT AND I DONT THINK IT WAS ALL JUST RANDOM YOU KNOW EVEN THE DAMN NAME!

WHAT THE FUCK
7:43 PM

CRAZY? OR WHAT?

marebearcutie: yeah

me: HE LIEK WENT OUT THERE LOOKING FOR ME OR SOMETHING

WHIO THE FUCK WAS HE
7:44 PM

MAN I DONT KNOW WHATS UOP WITH TESSA BUT TI KEEPS POPPING UP THAT SHE IS ONLINE LATELY AND I NEVER SAW HEER O COME UP BEFORE

ANY WAY WOW I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THAT WELL NOT FORGOT IT BUT TO TELL YOU WOW
7:46 PM

HE WAS TALL AND SLINDER AND I DONT KNOW EITHER GOV. ALIN OR OR STR8 OTHER ORGanization member like he had heard of the term spiritua; satanism and fucking told me about the stuff i get of my sight aboput the churches

um how thew fuck can that just happen

part of me thinks i cshould maybe be freaking out
7:47 PM
what do you think

do you think i am being watched
7:48 PM
are you with joe iS he reading this he should be prolly
7:50 PM

marebearcutie: it me joe ya i am and i was explain a intuitave idea i had a few month ago when i first discovered that path by my self
7:51 PM

me: fucking pretty weird i speaking of intuitive i knew you were reading that -you guys think i should be trippin

marebearcutie: k my sense was antioch has a rapist/molester on there hands jus by the evidence seen
7:53 PM
me: this guy i could have easily out powered but how would he know all that stuff is what i was just thinking about lately and how come he basicall came out to the opath looked around saw me came up told this story and walked back out of the paths in to the neighborhood again
7:54 PM
twilight zonre like

marebearcutie: for 1 if you were robbed or raped there no one would ever know or see it
7:55 PM

me: a random person or stalker just walking up and starting this conversation using do i know how to get into the hills with out going ont the streets------------------------



PLEASE PEOPLE I NEED SOME THOUGHTS ON THIS IF ANYONE TAKE S THE TIME TO READ IT


MUCH THANX,
BETTERDEAD666

 

[serlya666]

I think you should try to find him again and ask him afew questions. I dont know how easy/hard that might be but i think you should try.
maybe ask your Guardian if youve found yours?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "deadizbetter" <jenneagle79@... wrote:

SO NO ONE CAN EVEN GIVE ME OPINION KINDA SUX THINGS KEEP GETTING WORSE NOW . MY SITES AND PASSWORD CHANGING NOT TALKING FACEBOOK EITHER. IT IS GETTING OUT OF CONTROL AND IF NOTHIN G IS HAPPENING THEN WHY ME THIS IS TOO MESSED UP IN EVERY THING LIKE SOMEONE BLOCKING ME NO WAY CAN BE COINCIDENCE NOW BEING PREVENTED FROM GETTING JOBS AND BASIC ASSISTANCE MONEY BEING PUNISHED - INFORMATION BEING DELETED CANT PROVIDE PROOF TO PLACES I NEED TOO JUST CRAZY- TRYING TO MAKE ME GIVE UP USING DEPRESSION AGAINST ME LIKE I WOULD BE THAT WEAK TO JUST KILL MYSELF JUST CUZ I FEEL LIKE IT
PLEASE BROTHERS/ SISTERS- MAXINE I NEED AN OPINION
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "deadizbetter" <jenneagle79@ wrote:

I've been part of this group for a while i like to keep up on somethings by reading the posts but i haven't actually written in very much myself, just once about 6 months or more ago and then twice recently because i had one of my dreams and felt the need to ask advise.
I did see the post i made to which i have got no response as of yet, but it seemed like it just stopped after i described the dream i know there was more there i wouldn't have just left it like that... i forget what i wrote about the time before that but it was within a week of each other i haven't tried to look up that post yet.
Then i was out on the hills behind where i live just off the path and this older man came out to the path i'm just going to post here what i said to my friend when i told her cuz i don't really want to go all the way thru that memory right now.
the reason for this tho is i think this person or whatever came there to find me. Its been a while since i've felt this way like years and years but i been feeling like someone is watching me or i am not alone... before you read the account of what happened tho i just want to make clear that i am not the type of person to be afraid to tell someone to fuck off and talk to them if i don't get a good feeling off them and this thing well didn't seem threatening enough to outweigh my curiosity of what the meeting was about so i listened to what was said knowing the area - not safest place- plus he seemed very intelligent in his looks and then when he did speak to me also seemed very educated, perhaps downplaying it a little even.

sorry for so long - here it is:



DUDe YESTERDAY I SWEAR I HAD THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPEN TO ME

I THINK SOMEONE HAS BEEN WATCHING ME OR MIGHT HAVE MET AN ALIEN
7:33 PM

marebearcutie: yeah prob watchin

me: I WAS DOWN ON THOSE ROCKS WE HAD BEEN TO ON THE TRAILS WGHERE THE LIZARDS WERE RUSTY
AND I CAME UP TO GO OUT I WAS WITH DOTTY
7:34 PM

AND THIS OLDER LOOKED WELL MORE UPPER CLASS THAN WE ARE HE CAME ONTO THE TRAWILS FROM THE OPENING AT THE END OF SEQUOIA
7:35 PM

AND I SAW HIM FIRST AND BACK UP TO WATCH HIM HE ACTUALLY WALK ED TO THE TOP OIF THE LIL HILL RIGHT AND WAS LOOKING THE OTHER WAY SO I JUST TOLD DOTTY TO BE QUIET AND I WATCHED HIM
7:36 PM

AND HE TURNED TOWARD ME HELLA SLOW LOOKING AROUND AND I DECIDED NOT TO HIDE AND WALKED TO THE FENCE PUT DOTTY UNDER AND CLIMBED OVER I WAS JUST LOOKING AT HIM THE WHOLE TIME CUZ HE SEEMED WEIRD
7:37 PM

AND HE STARTED WALKING TOWARD ME AND I WAS LIKE SHIT DONT LET HIM COME TALK TO ME I THOUGHT MIGHT BE CITY GUY OR SOMETHING MIGHT GWET IN TROUBLE FOR BEING BACK THERE

AND HE ASKED ME FIRST IF THERE WAS A TRAIL THAT QWENT all the way thru to black diamond mines
7:38 PM

aND I TOLD HIM WAHT I KNEW THEN HE STRAIT UP ASKED ME IF I HAD ANY THOUGHTS ON 2012

marebearcutie: ive seen a strange man on those trails it was wierd to

me: AND GOT INTO THIS BUIG LONG EXPLANATION HE HAS BEEN WORKING OON AND STUDYING ABOUT IT AND EXPLAIN LIKE IN TECHNICAL TRTERMS THE WHOLE ASTRNOMICAL EVENT WITH PLANET X

marebearcutie: scared me where i walked so fast out of there
7:39 PM

me: AND WENT ONTO TO SAY WE WERE BEING SDECIEVED AND TALKING ABOUT SAECRET SOCIETIES

AND ALIENS

IT WAS FUCKING WEIRD HE GAVE ME SOEM TIPS ON WEBSITES SOME OF THEM I ALREADY GO TOO
7:40 PM

FUCK THEN HE TOLD ME HE GATHERS ALL THE LINKS IN A DOCUMENT HE GIVES HIS FRIENDS AND ASKED IF I WAS INTERESTED IN IT AND HE GAVE ME HIS EMAIL --- DUDE

HIS NAME WAS DAN RYAN

WHAT THE FUCK
7:41 PM
marebearcutie: strange

me: LIKE HE TOUCHED ON EVERYTHING I BEEN WORKING ON AND STUDYING

AALL THE WAY TO THE EXTRA GENES WHICH I DONT KNOW IF YU HAVE READ IT BUT SCIENTISTS SAY IT IS AN EXTRATERRESTRAIL GENE
7:42 PM

AND CERTAIN PEOPLE HAVE MORE OF IT AND ALL THIS SHIT AND I DONT THINK IT WAS ALL JUST RANDOM YOU KNOW EVEN THE DAMN NAME!

WHAT THE FUCK
7:43 PM

CRAZY? OR WHAT?

marebearcutie: yeah

me: HE LIEK WENT OUT THERE LOOKING FOR ME OR SOMETHING

WHIO THE FUCK WAS HE
7:44 PM

MAN I DONT KNOW WHATS UOP WITH TESSA BUT TI KEEPS POPPING UP THAT SHE IS ONLINE LATELY AND I NEVER SAW HEER O COME UP BEFORE

ANY WAY WOW I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THAT WELL NOT FORGOT IT BUT TO TELL YOU WOW
7:46 PM

HE WAS TALL AND SLINDER AND I DONT KNOW EITHER GOV. ALIN OR OR STR8 OTHER ORGanization member like he had heard of the term spiritua; satanism and fucking told me about the stuff i get of my sight aboput the churches

um how thew fuck can that just happen

part of me thinks i cshould maybe be freaking out
7:47 PM
what do you think

do you think i am being watched
7:48 PM
are you with joe iS he reading this he should be prolly
7:50 PM

marebearcutie: it me joe ya i am and i was explain a intuitave idea i had a few month ago when i first discovered that path by my self
7:51 PM

me: fucking pretty weird i speaking of intuitive i knew you were reading that -you guys think i should be trippin

marebearcutie: k my sense was antioch has a rapist/molester on there hands jus by the evidence seen
7:53 PM
me: this guy i could have easily out powered but how would he know all that stuff is what i was just thinking about lately and how come he basicall came out to the opath looked around saw me came up told this story and walked back out of the paths in to the neighborhood again
7:54 PM
twilight zonre like

marebearcutie: for 1 if you were robbed or raped there no one would ever know or see it
7:55 PM

me: a random person or stalker just walking up and starting this conversation using do i know how to get into the hills with out going ont the streets------------------------



PLEASE PEOPLE I NEED SOME THOUGHTS ON THIS IF ANYONE TAKE S THE TIME TO READ IT


MUCH THANX,
BETTERDEAD666

 

[deadizbetter]

i had a  reply all written and the shit when i tried to send  it web error lost it so  quick this time-  thanx for replying I HAVE A LITTLE  BIT OF KNOWING AND EXPERIENCE WITH  MUCH  THAT MEDITATION AIMS TO ACHIEVE  SO HAVE NOT STARTED A PRECISE ROUTINE BECAUSE NOT SURE IF IT IS NECESSARY  FOR ME  TO  START AT THE BEGINNER  MEDITATIONS. I HAD  MADE  A REPLY  WITH MORE DETAILS DESCRIBING   WHERE I WOULD CONSIDER MYSELF BUT IT GOT  LOST IN AN ERROR. 

 MAY I PLEASE GET A LINK TO THE  PAGE OF A MEDITATION ROUTINE IN WHICH I SHOULD BEGIN  CONSIDERING I MAY NOT NEED TO START AT THE VERY BEGINNING-BUT WOULD LIKE TO MOVE TOWARD SUMMONING OR FINDING GUARDIAN AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE...


 AS FAR AS THE  MAN ON THE TRAIL I DID LOOK HIM  UP LISTED A COUPLE BLOCKS OVER--- CAN ALL THIS REALLY BE COINCIDENCE - HIS NAME I COMPOSED OF MY FATHERS NAME AND  EX-BOYFRIENDS NAME - I HAD MADE IT CLEAR TO HIM I DID NOT THINK HE APPROACHED ME  JUST RANDOMLY  AND DIDN'T BUT THE EXPLANATION OF  SIMILAR VIBRATIONS GRAVITATING TO EACH OTHER. -  I DROVE BY WITH  SOME FRIENDS HE KEEPS  A GREEN LIGHT LIT ON PORCH AND FRONT KITCHEN LIGHT ON  I YOUNGER MAN  I HAVE SEEN THERE BUT NOT HIM  THIS MAYBE HIS SON IF THIS IS REALLY   EVEN HIS HOME. I HAVE HAD EXPERIENCES WITH TH E GRAYS AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER FINALLY WHEN SEVENTEEN  SUCCESSFULLY   GOT RID OF THEM FROM MY HOME AT NIGHT FOR THE MOST PART- AFTER BEING QUITE FRIGHTENED AND BEING ALLOWED TO TOUCH ONE PHYSICALLY... THINGS HAVE ALWAYS JUST CAME TOGETHER PLUS THE DREAMS LIKE PROPHECIES - THIS IS WHY  NOT SURE  WHICH IS THE APPROPRIATE PLACE FOR ME TO START AS I DOD NOT FEEL LIKE A BEGINNER 
ANY ADVISE IS GREATLY  APPRECIATED. I MAY POST  A LITTLE MORE OF THE DETAILS WHICH WERE LOST IN MY LAST ATTEMPT AT A LATER TIME OR DATE - THANK YOU FOR ANY ADVISE  YOU CAN GIVE, 

--- In [email protected], "serlya666" <daughterofenki@... wrote:

I think you should try to find him again and ask him afew questions. I dont know how easy/hard that might be but i think you should try.
maybe ask your Guardian if youve found yours?

--- In [email protected], "deadizbetter" jenneagle79@ wrote:

SO NO ONE CAN EVEN GIVE ME OPINION KINDA SUX THINGS KEEP GETTING WORSE NOW . MY SITES AND PASSWORD CHANGING NOT TALKING FACEBOOK EITHER. IT IS GETTING OUT OF CONTROL AND IF NOTHIN G IS HAPPENING THEN WHY ME THIS IS TOO MESSED UP IN EVERY THING LIKE SOMEONE BLOCKING ME NO WAY CAN BE COINCIDENCE NOW BEING PREVENTED FROM GETTING JOBS AND BASIC ASSISTANCE MONEY BEING PUNISHED - INFORMATION BEING DELETED CANT PROVIDE PROOF TO PLACES I NEED TOO JUST CRAZY- TRYING TO MAKE ME GIVE UP USING DEPRESSION AGAINST ME LIKE I WOULD BE THAT WEAK TO JUST KILL MYSELF JUST CUZ I FEEL LIKE IT
PLEASE BROTHERS/ SISTERS- MAXINE I NEED AN OPINION
--- In [email protected], "deadizbetter" <jenneagle79@ wrote:

I've been part of this group for a while i like to keep up on somethings by reading the posts but i haven't actually written in very much myself, just once about 6 months or more ago and then twice recently because i had one of my dreams and felt the need to ask advise.
I did see the post i made to which i have got no response as of yet, but it seemed like it just stopped after i described the dream i know there was more there i wouldn't have just left it like that... i forget what i wrote about the time before that but it was within a week of each other i haven't tried to look up that post yet.
Then i was out on the hills behind where i live just off the path and this older man came out to the path i'm just going to post here what i said to my friend when i told her cuz i don't really want to go all the way thru that memory right now.
the reason for this tho is i think this person or whatever came there to find me. Its been a while since i've felt this way like years and years but i been feeling like someone is watching me or i am not alone... before you read the account of what happened tho i just want to make clear that i am not the type of person to be afraid to tell someone to fuck off and talk to them if i don't get a good feeling off them and this thing well didn't seem threatening enough to outweigh my curiosity of what the meeting was about so i listened to what was said knowing the area - not safest place- plus he seemed very intelligent in his looks and then when he did speak to me also seemed very educated, perhaps downplaying it a little even.

sorry for so long - here it is:



DUDe YESTERDAY I SWEAR I HAD THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPEN TO ME

I THINK SOMEONE HAS BEEN WATCHING ME OR MIGHT HAVE MET AN ALIEN
7:33 PM

marebearcutie: yeah prob watchin

me: I WAS DOWN ON THOSE ROCKS WE HAD BEEN TO ON THE TRAILS WGHERE THE LIZARDS WERE RUSTY
AND I CAME UP TO GO OUT I WAS WITH DOTTY
7:34 PM

AND THIS OLDER LOOKED WELL MORE UPPER CLASS THAN WE ARE HE CAME ONTO THE TRAWILS FROM THE OPENING AT THE END OF SEQUOIA
7:35 PM

AND I SAW HIM FIRST AND BACK UP TO WATCH HIM HE ACTUALLY WALK ED TO THE TOP OIF THE LIL HILL RIGHT AND WAS LOOKING THE OTHER WAY SO I JUST TOLD DOTTY TO BE QUIET AND I WATCHED HIM
7:36 PM

AND HE TURNED TOWARD ME HELLA SLOW LOOKING AROUND AND I DECIDED NOT TO HIDE AND WALKED TO THE FENCE PUT DOTTY UNDER AND CLIMBED OVER I WAS JUST LOOKING AT HIM THE WHOLE TIME CUZ HE SEEMED WEIRD
7:37 PM

AND HE STARTED WALKING TOWARD ME AND I WAS LIKE SHIT DONT LET HIM COME TALK TO ME I THOUGHT MIGHT BE CITY GUY OR SOMETHING MIGHT GWET IN TROUBLE FOR BEING BACK THERE

AND HE ASKED ME FIRST IF THERE WAS A TRAIL THAT QWENT all the way thru to black diamond mines
7:38 PM

aND I TOLD HIM WAHT I KNEW THEN HE STRAIT UP ASKED ME IF I HAD ANY THOUGHTS ON 2012

marebearcutie: ive seen a strange man on those trails it was wierd to

me: AND GOT INTO THIS BUIG LONG EXPLANATION HE HAS BEEN WORKING OON AND STUDYING ABOUT IT AND EXPLAIN LIKE IN TECHNICAL TRTERMS THE WHOLE ASTRNOMICAL EVENT WITH PLANET X

marebearcutie: scared me where i walked so fast out of there
7:39 PM

me: AND WENT ONTO TO SAY WE WERE BEING SDECIEVED AND TALKING ABOUT SAECRET SOCIETIES

AND ALIENS

IT WAS FUCKING WEIRD HE GAVE ME SOEM TIPS ON WEBSITES SOME OF THEM I ALREADY GO TOO
7:40 PM

FUCK THEN HE TOLD ME HE GATHERS ALL THE LINKS IN A DOCUMENT HE GIVES HIS FRIENDS AND ASKED IF I WAS INTERESTED IN IT AND HE GAVE ME HIS EMAIL --- DUDE

HIS NAME WAS DAN RYAN

WHAT THE FUCK
7:41 PM
marebearcutie: strange

me: LIKE HE TOUCHED ON EVERYTHING I BEEN WORKING ON AND STUDYING

AALL THE WAY TO THE EXTRA GENES WHICH I DONT KNOW IF YU HAVE READ IT BUT SCIENTISTS SAY IT IS AN EXTRATERRESTRAIL GENE
7:42 PM

AND CERTAIN PEOPLE HAVE MORE OF IT AND ALL THIS SHIT AND I DONT THINK IT WAS ALL JUST RANDOM YOU KNOW EVEN THE DAMN NAME!

WHAT THE FUCK
7:43 PM

CRAZY? OR WHAT?

marebearcutie: yeah

me: HE LIEK WENT OUT THERE LOOKING FOR ME OR SOMETHING

WHIO THE FUCK WAS HE
7:44 PM

MAN I DONT KNOW WHATS UOP WITH TESSA BUT TI KEEPS POPPING UP THAT SHE IS ONLINE LATELY AND I NEVER SAW HEER O COME UP BEFORE

ANY WAY WOW I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THAT WELL NOT FORGOT IT BUT TO TELL YOU WOW
7:46 PM

HE WAS TALL AND SLINDER AND I DONT KNOW EITHER GOV. ALIN OR OR STR8 OTHER ORGanization member like he had heard of the term spiritua; satanism and fucking told me about the stuff i get of my sight aboput the churches

um how thew fuck can that just happen

part of me thinks i cshould maybe be freaking out
7:47 PM
what do you think

do you think i am being watched
7:48 PM
are you with joe iS he reading this he should be prolly
7:50 PM

marebearcutie: it me joe ya i am and i was explain a intuitave idea i had a few month ago when i first discovered that path by my self
7:51 PM

me: fucking pretty weird i speaking of intuitive i knew you were reading that -you guys think i should be trippin

marebearcutie: k my sense was antioch has a rapist/molester on there hands jus by the evidence seen
7:53 PM
me: this guy i could have easily out powered but how would he know all that stuff is what i was just thinking about lately and how come he basicall came out to the opath looked around saw me came up told this story and walked back out of the paths in to the neighborhood again
7:54 PM
twilight zonre like

marebearcutie: for 1 if you were robbed or raped there no one would ever know or see it
7:55 PM

me: a random person or stalker just walking up and starting this conversation using do i know how to get into the hills with out going ont the streets------------------------



PLEASE PEOPLE I NEED SOME THOUGHTS ON THIS IF ANYONE TAKE S THE TIME TO READ IT


MUCH THANX,
BETTERDEAD666

 

[serlya666]

Sorry im still a beginner so i dont know how to figure out where you should start but heres a link i found http://www.666blacksun.com/Meditation_Program.html and this one i found on the Hells army part of the site, http://www.666blacksun.com/Spiritual_Wa ... ining.html im not 100% sure if these will be helpful, if anyone else with more experience can help please do =)
and you are dedicated right? just asking in case =)
Hail Satan and the Demons of Duat!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "serlya666" <daughterofenki@... wrote:

I think you should try to find him again and ask him afew questions. I dont know how easy/hard that might be but i think you should try.
maybe ask your Guardian if youve found yours?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "deadizbetter" <jenneagle79@ wrote:

SO NO ONE CAN EVEN GIVE ME OPINION KINDA SUX THINGS KEEP GETTING WORSE NOW . MY SITES AND PASSWORD CHANGING NOT TALKING FACEBOOK EITHER. IT IS GETTING OUT OF CONTROL AND IF NOTHIN G IS HAPPENING THEN WHY ME THIS IS TOO MESSED UP IN EVERY THING LIKE SOMEONE BLOCKING ME NO WAY CAN BE COINCIDENCE NOW BEING PREVENTED FROM GETTING JOBS AND BASIC ASSISTANCE MONEY BEING PUNISHED - INFORMATION BEING DELETED CANT PROVIDE PROOF TO PLACES I NEED TOO JUST CRAZY- TRYING TO MAKE ME GIVE UP USING DEPRESSION AGAINST ME LIKE I WOULD BE THAT WEAK TO JUST KILL MYSELF JUST CUZ I FEEL LIKE IT
PLEASE BROTHERS/ SISTERS- MAXINE I NEED AN OPINION
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "deadizbetter" <jenneagle79@ wrote:

I've been part of this group for a while i like to keep up on somethings by reading the posts but i haven't actually written in very much myself, just once about 6 months or more ago and then twice recently because i had one of my dreams and felt the need to ask advise.
I did see the post i made to which i have got no response as of yet, but it seemed like it just stopped after i described the dream i know there was more there i wouldn't have just left it like that... i forget what i wrote about the time before that but it was within a week of each other i haven't tried to look up that post yet.
Then i was out on the hills behind where i live just off the path and this older man came out to the path i'm just going to post here what i said to my friend when i told her cuz i don't really want to go all the way thru that memory right now.
the reason for this tho is i think this person or whatever came there to find me. Its been a while since i've felt this way like years and years but i been feeling like someone is watching me or i am not alone... before you read the account of what happened tho i just want to make clear that i am not the type of person to be afraid to tell someone to fuck off and talk to them if i don't get a good feeling off them and this thing well didn't seem threatening enough to outweigh my curiosity of what the meeting was about so i listened to what was said knowing the area - not safest place- plus he seemed very intelligent in his looks and then when he did speak to me also seemed very educated, perhaps downplaying it a little even.

sorry for so long - here it is:



DUDe YESTERDAY I SWEAR I HAD THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPEN TO ME

I THINK SOMEONE HAS BEEN WATCHING ME OR MIGHT HAVE MET AN ALIEN
7:33 PM

marebearcutie: yeah prob watchin

me: I WAS DOWN ON THOSE ROCKS WE HAD BEEN TO ON THE TRAILS WGHERE THE LIZARDS WERE RUSTY
AND I CAME UP TO GO OUT I WAS WITH DOTTY
7:34 PM

AND THIS OLDER LOOKED WELL MORE UPPER CLASS THAN WE ARE HE CAME ONTO THE TRAWILS FROM THE OPENING AT THE END OF SEQUOIA
7:35 PM

AND I SAW HIM FIRST AND BACK UP TO WATCH HIM HE ACTUALLY WALK ED TO THE TOP OIF THE LIL HILL RIGHT AND WAS LOOKING THE OTHER WAY SO I JUST TOLD DOTTY TO BE QUIET AND I WATCHED HIM
7:36 PM

AND HE TURNED TOWARD ME HELLA SLOW LOOKING AROUND AND I DECIDED NOT TO HIDE AND WALKED TO THE FENCE PUT DOTTY UNDER AND CLIMBED OVER I WAS JUST LOOKING AT HIM THE WHOLE TIME CUZ HE SEEMED WEIRD
7:37 PM

AND HE STARTED WALKING TOWARD ME AND I WAS LIKE SHIT DONT LET HIM COME TALK TO ME I THOUGHT MIGHT BE CITY GUY OR SOMETHING MIGHT GWET IN TROUBLE FOR BEING BACK THERE

AND HE ASKED ME FIRST IF THERE WAS A TRAIL THAT QWENT all the way thru to black diamond mines
7:38 PM

aND I TOLD HIM WAHT I KNEW THEN HE STRAIT UP ASKED ME IF I HAD ANY THOUGHTS ON 2012

marebearcutie: ive seen a strange man on those trails it was wierd to

me: AND GOT INTO THIS BUIG LONG EXPLANATION HE HAS BEEN WORKING OON AND STUDYING ABOUT IT AND EXPLAIN LIKE IN TECHNICAL TRTERMS THE WHOLE ASTRNOMICAL EVENT WITH PLANET X

marebearcutie: scared me where i walked so fast out of there
7:39 PM

me: AND WENT ONTO TO SAY WE WERE BEING SDECIEVED AND TALKING ABOUT SAECRET SOCIETIES

AND ALIENS

IT WAS FUCKING WEIRD HE GAVE ME SOEM TIPS ON WEBSITES SOME OF THEM I ALREADY GO TOO
7:40 PM

FUCK THEN HE TOLD ME HE GATHERS ALL THE LINKS IN A DOCUMENT HE GIVES HIS FRIENDS AND ASKED IF I WAS INTERESTED IN IT AND HE GAVE ME HIS EMAIL --- DUDE

HIS NAME WAS DAN RYAN

WHAT THE FUCK
7:41 PM
marebearcutie: strange

me: LIKE HE TOUCHED ON EVERYTHING I BEEN WORKING ON AND STUDYING

AALL THE WAY TO THE EXTRA GENES WHICH I DONT KNOW IF YU HAVE READ IT BUT SCIENTISTS SAY IT IS AN EXTRATERRESTRAIL GENE
7:42 PM

AND CERTAIN PEOPLE HAVE MORE OF IT AND ALL THIS SHIT AND I DONT THINK IT WAS ALL JUST RANDOM YOU KNOW EVEN THE DAMN NAME!

WHAT THE FUCK
7:43 PM

CRAZY? OR WHAT?

marebearcutie: yeah

me: HE LIEK WENT OUT THERE LOOKING FOR ME OR SOMETHING

WHIO THE FUCK WAS HE
7:44 PM

MAN I DONT KNOW WHATS UOP WITH TESSA BUT TI KEEPS POPPING UP THAT SHE IS ONLINE LATELY AND I NEVER SAW HEER O COME UP BEFORE

ANY WAY WOW I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THAT WELL NOT FORGOT IT BUT TO TELL YOU WOW
7:46 PM

HE WAS TALL AND SLINDER AND I DONT KNOW EITHER GOV. ALIN OR OR STR8 OTHER ORGanization member like he had heard of the term spiritua; satanism and fucking told me about the stuff i get of my sight aboput the churches

um how thew fuck can that just happen

part of me thinks i cshould maybe be freaking out
7:47 PM
what do you think

do you think i am being watched
7:48 PM
are you with joe iS he reading this he should be prolly
7:50 PM

marebearcutie: it me joe ya i am and i was explain a intuitave idea i had a few month ago when i first discovered that path by my self
7:51 PM

me: fucking pretty weird i speaking of intuitive i knew you were reading that -you guys think i should be trippin

marebearcutie: k my sense was antioch has a rapist/molester on there hands jus by the evidence seen
7:53 PM
me: this guy i could have easily out powered but how would he know all that stuff is what i was just thinking about lately and how come he basicall came out to the opath looked around saw me came up told this story and walked back out of the paths in to the neighborhood again
7:54 PM
twilight zonre like

marebearcutie: for 1 if you were robbed or raped there no one would ever know or see it
7:55 PM

me: a random person or stalker just walking up and starting this conversation using do i know how to get into the hills with out going ont the streets------------------------



PLEASE PEOPLE I NEED SOME THOUGHTS ON THIS IF ANYONE TAKE S THE TIME TO READ IT


MUCH THANX,
BETTERDEAD666