Started Hell's army training program - question

[kamelladys]

Hello,

I started the hell's army training program and I'm working on the visualization exercises in the first month. The ones where you gaze at the image for 3-4 minutes and then see the image with eyes closed for 3-4 minutes. The circle with the dot in the middle, I couldn't see the dot in the middle with my eyes closed, only the outside ring, should I see the dot and the ring? There was no way i could hold this for 3 minutes, maybe 1 minute at best. =/

I moved to the triangle pointed down and i could only visualize that one for maybe 10 seconds, if i could even see it at all!

Should i get the first exercise to 3 minutes before moving on, or is less time OK? I did find something interesting with the triangle i have so much trouble with. There was a small imperfection in the paper that was in the middle of the triangle. I stared at the dot, not the triangle then i could see the image with my eyes close much easier. Is this completely wrong or not? - Thank you.

Hail Satan!

 

[egon_88_666]

First, you must stop to say things like "I cant", "this is impossible to me" etc. The only thing I can see which is disturbing you is your ecxess of worry. The best thing is to be patient with yourself and do not drive your atention to your weak points. You will see how your meditation program you better. For more, there are this sermons I hope to help you:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... acles.html

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/category/satanic-sermons/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kamelladys" <kamelladys@... wrote:

Hello,

I started the hell's army training program and I'm working on the visualization exercises in the first month. The ones where you gaze at the image for 3-4 minutes and then see the image with eyes closed for 3-4 minutes. The circle with the dot in the middle, I couldn't see the dot in the middle with my eyes closed, only the outside ring, should I see the dot and the ring? There was no way i could hold this for 3 minutes, maybe 1 minute at best. =/

I moved to the triangle pointed down and i could only visualize that one for maybe 10 seconds, if i could even see it at all!

Should i get the first exercise to 3 minutes before moving on, or is less time OK? I did find something interesting with the triangle i have so much trouble with. There was a small imperfection in the paper that was in the middle of the triangle. I stared at the dot, not the triangle then i could see the image with my eyes close much easier. Is this completely wrong or not? - Thank you.

Hail Satan!

 

[kamelladys]

Egon, I have to say thank you. When I first read your post I was like WTF? But after thinking about it, you are correct. Any hint of negativity or doubt in the way we think is a perfect way to fail at what we working on. I read both links and plan to look for more information on this later, but I wanted to take some time to thank you for your help on keeping me on track.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "egon_88_666" <egon88@... wrote:

First, you must stop to say things like "I cant", "this is impossible to me" etc. The only thing I can see which is disturbing you is your ecxess of worry. The best thing is to be patient with yourself and do not drive your atention to your weak points. You will see how your meditation program you better. For more, there are this sermons I hope to help you:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... acles.html

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/category/satanic-sermons/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kamelladys" <kamelladys@ wrote:

Hello,

I started the hell's army training program and I'm working on the visualization exercises in the first month. The ones where you gaze at the image for 3-4 minutes and then see the image with eyes closed for 3-4 minutes. The circle with the dot in the middle, I couldn't see the dot in the middle with my eyes closed, only the outside ring, should I see the dot and the ring? There was no way i could hold this for 3 minutes, maybe 1 minute at best. =/

I moved to the triangle pointed down and i could only visualize that one for maybe 10 seconds, if i could even see it at all!

Should i get the first exercise to 3 minutes before moving on, or is less time OK? I did find something interesting with the triangle i have so much trouble with. There was a small imperfection in the paper that was in the middle of the triangle. I stared at the dot, not the triangle then i could see the image with my eyes close much easier. Is this completely wrong or not? - Thank you.

Hail Satan!

 

[Light Algur]

Stay strong!

 Hail Satan!
From: kamelladys <kamelladys@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, May 12, 2013 2:15 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Started Hell's army training program - question

  Egon, I have to say thank you. When I first read your post I was like WTF? But after thinking about it, you are correct. Any hint of negativity or doubt in the way we think is a perfect way to fail at what we working on. I read both links and plan to look for more information on this later, but I wanted to take some time to thank you for your help on keeping me on track.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "egon_88_666" <egon88@... wrote:

First, you must stop to say things like "I cant", "this is impossible to me" etc. The only thing I can see which is disturbing you is your ecxess of worry. The best thing is to be patient with yourself and do not drive your atention to your weak points. You will see how your meditation program you better. For more, there are this sermons I hope to help you:

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... acles.html

http://www.vovimbaghie.com/category/satanic-sermons/

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "kamelladys" <kamelladys@ wrote:

Hello,

I started the hell's army training program and I'm working on the visualization exercises in the first month. The ones where you gaze at the image for 3-4 minutes and then see the image with eyes closed for 3-4 minutes. The circle with the dot in the middle, I couldn't see the dot in the middle with my eyes closed, only the outside ring, should I see the dot and the ring? There was no way i could hold this for 3 minutes, maybe 1 minute at best. =/

I moved to the triangle pointed down and i could only visualize that one for maybe 10 seconds, if i could even see it at all!

Should i get the first exercise to 3 minutes before moving on, or is less time OK? I did find something interesting with the triangle i have so much trouble with. There was a small imperfection in the paper that was in the middle of the triangle. I stared at the dot, not the triangle then i could see the image with my eyes close much easier. Is this completely wrong or not? - Thank you.

Hail Satan!