Hi JoS666 group,
I have joined this from the JoS website and i have some questions.
To be honest i feel like a lost soul and because of this i came to the JoS site in search of something called truth since all i see is evil in the world. Also i didn't believe in anything like a god or something like that. I do can heal with my hands but i tought this was auto subjection so the people who healed where healing them self by thinking i helped them (this power isn't strong but it works).
Now last 25 feb 2013 i started the first breathing exercise and did this for 2 days and then became very sick (41/42 degrees for 2 to 3 days). Today i have read the Joy Of Satan 2010 sermons.pdf i downloaded and i must say this is the first truth i have read now but i have experianced somethings like a attack (?). In the pdf file stated that et's try to disrupt the meditation by showing there image when you close your eyes?
Well i was only reading the pdf file and 1 or 2 times i experianced this???
Also i think i felt a attack of some kind. When reading the pdf file i felt first my spine heating and everyting felt right (like being on fire) and suddenly the temperture dropped heavely to say its was almost freezing (even my girlfriend who doesn't believe all of this felt it) and it was only around me.
So was this a attack and if so from who was this?
i haven't yet commited myself to our father Satan by the ritual (people here in our home will see this as a wrong thing) but i realy do believe in him and when i'm stronger tru meditation i want you join his forces (i read the warrior part) in time.
Hope to recieve a answer.
Kind regards,
Kenneth
I have joined this from the JoS website and i have some questions.
To be honest i feel like a lost soul and because of this i came to the JoS site in search of something called truth since all i see is evil in the world. Also i didn't believe in anything like a god or something like that. I do can heal with my hands but i tought this was auto subjection so the people who healed where healing them self by thinking i helped them (this power isn't strong but it works).
Now last 25 feb 2013 i started the first breathing exercise and did this for 2 days and then became very sick (41/42 degrees for 2 to 3 days). Today i have read the Joy Of Satan 2010 sermons.pdf i downloaded and i must say this is the first truth i have read now but i have experianced somethings like a attack (?). In the pdf file stated that et's try to disrupt the meditation by showing there image when you close your eyes?
Well i was only reading the pdf file and 1 or 2 times i experianced this???
Also i think i felt a attack of some kind. When reading the pdf file i felt first my spine heating and everyting felt right (like being on fire) and suddenly the temperture dropped heavely to say its was almost freezing (even my girlfriend who doesn't believe all of this felt it) and it was only around me.
So was this a attack and if so from who was this?
i haven't yet commited myself to our father Satan by the ritual (people here in our home will see this as a wrong thing) but i realy do believe in him and when i'm stronger tru meditation i want you join his forces (i read the warrior part) in time.
Hope to recieve a answer.
Kind regards,
Kenneth