christ_is_a_lie
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This has been bothering me for a while. I want to know why I have these. I am not new to Spiritual Satanism.
1) Why when ever I feel heat I start to feel nauseous and pretty bad? The heat is not going up much. It is more like my body starts to burn but at the back (not the spine it's self). I used to vomit as soon as I felt heat but I fixed it. It was stress. I have no stress anymore so it is no longer that. I cannot invoke water as I have already too much water (maybe I have to, I do not know).
2) Why do I feel like ants are crawling at my front base? This happens when ever I use orgasms to empower myself. This feeling is MEGA annoying.
3) Why do I feel pain at my perinium? Painful like my perinium is being squeezed intensely. The perinium is not a chakra so that is why I ask.
I work on my Watchtowers every day (I do 3 rounds per Watchtower instead of 7). I work on my Solar every day (I assume that this is the cause for the feeling bad when I feel heat but I still feel bad as soon as I feel my body really heating up). I won't tell you everything I do for my own safety because who knows...
Thank you in advance.
HAIL EA!!!! - HAIL ISIS!!!! - HAIL RA!!!! - HAIL ANUBIS!!!!
1) Why when ever I feel heat I start to feel nauseous and pretty bad? The heat is not going up much. It is more like my body starts to burn but at the back (not the spine it's self). I used to vomit as soon as I felt heat but I fixed it. It was stress. I have no stress anymore so it is no longer that. I cannot invoke water as I have already too much water (maybe I have to, I do not know).
2) Why do I feel like ants are crawling at my front base? This happens when ever I use orgasms to empower myself. This feeling is MEGA annoying.
3) Why do I feel pain at my perinium? Painful like my perinium is being squeezed intensely. The perinium is not a chakra so that is why I ask.
I work on my Watchtowers every day (I do 3 rounds per Watchtower instead of 7). I work on my Solar every day (I assume that this is the cause for the feeling bad when I feel heat but I still feel bad as soon as I feel my body really heating up). I won't tell you everything I do for my own safety because who knows...
Thank you in advance.
HAIL EA!!!! - HAIL ISIS!!!! - HAIL RA!!!! - HAIL ANUBIS!!!!