Social Media mayhem and a having a positive affirmation

[Tahuti]

Hello my fellow, Zevist. It’s been a while about a year since I even thought about making a post. Though I usually post elsewhere in online. Online as before I became dedicated I was lost in the mess. But. From day 1 of my dedication which was way back in 2017. My life has change drastically. Changed in ways that’s not fairly take happily ever after. Has changed in ways of me becoming stronger mentally and emotionally and even psychically, psychologically and spiritually. I have nothing but total unchanging deep appreciation for the change that occurred since coming across JOS.(JoyOfSatan) Okay now, after I said that, wrote that. I want to go into a few segments of my life. I had a social media account of twitter that I held for 14-15 years. Recently deleted it. Are no longer using social media platform except one called the vampire rave. But the thing here is. I was posting this social media nonstop daily for years. Writing about my life. Pouring my life out post after post.! All to never get a response aside from a simple few likes when others was getting hundreds

and plenty including views. So at a while I wanting views because i knew I wasn’t going to get feedback. So that made me post and post and post. And it was destroying me. Almost every little thing i post I would have wrote about it. Not to say it wasn’t a lesson in that. Like became better writer. Became better at knowing myself. Ok. Dismissed as tough lesson. Though even as a dedicated satanist I still found myself going thru it. The social media addiction: as I did improve as I said. But I just want to say really social media. Since deleting social media my life has been more rewarding. Financially mainly! Went from always writing about struggles in stuff daily to just living. Social media mayhem:

 

[Tahuti]

Was getting drugged into a crisis feel of an apocalypse of some sort of… everybody zombies or may be turned into zombies. Everything is unfair, type. Because sometimes and so. Of that it start linking to it more like so. When kindly need to just let thoughts and ideology of such simply go. Drown self in own thoughts because nobody else didn’t give a care.

 

[Astrid]

Social media can be a big time sink. I'm glad you got something from your experience anyways, writing is so important for self-expression, I love to read books to make myself a better writer!

I once heard someone say "if you give someone the power to make you feel good you also give them the power to make you feel bad by taking it away". Seeking validation is normal and human but the creators of these social media platforms have expressly admitted to manipulating this aspect of human nature to make unbelievable amounts of money from our addiction to validation, tracking/selling our data and information. It's really sickening and lots of people are wasting away on these platforms "doomscrolling" and the like.

I'm glad you recognised that it was unhelpful for you and you developed the control you needed to escape

 

[Tahuti]

What was the danger of this you may ask? Writing every little detail about your life to people who don’t even care. Writing every bit of your life to an enough void that gives little to nothing in return. Writing every detail about your life as if your life depends on it. = Stalls progress. More than likely a get to into it where becomes over sensitive about things is, a have to defend every writing from your own analysis. While others simply enjoy that of your own battle with yourself. They get to sit back in take whatever from it while your into the mind of it being you want maybe it to go viral or your wanting to get even. All while every little emotions transpire a trigger to keep going and going. Therefore a true ending was nearly impossible.

I don’t know how may people can relate to this. But here it is.
( wanted to explain it better but this is what it is … ) hopefully someone can make sense of it!

 

[Tahuti]

Roughly I find it better not to solely make it personal when it comes to social media. Maybe that’s the point where went wrong at. When the life post start coming. This and this about your life. That and that about your life. Constantly posting)
I think that’s where the wrong has came. It’s hard to over come that.
Because ain’t nobody gonna truly invoke themselves in making your life better. You’ll have to do it internally.
Otherwise your struggles a be enjoyed as entertainment. Be careful.

Sorry for the typos as I tried to edit it there was no edit button for me to add all the comments to the original post text, therefore additional text which is synonymous with the main text.)

Hopefully this can cast a help!

 

[Tahuti]

For example I now made a vampire rave account over on an other site that doesn’t have anything to due with here of the ancient gods. There I will not mention the ancient gods directly. There I have been …. Leaning about cultural differences of opinionated masses, yet. Guess what. Find myself into the same predicament I was in on social media's twitter x, getting personal, writing personal stories and such. All to an empty void, but,,, I guess it have benefit for me to become a better person yet….

Weight in if possible on your own terms tell what you think,’!