Sup... my name's Chris, but my friends just call me Ghost so feel free. I just recently joined this group last night but I've been walking with Lucifer for a little while now. Long story short, I used to be a devoted Christian and I prayed to, HIM, to help me through this major problem I was dealing with in my life. For about 4 years I prayed to him to relieve me of my depression but for some reason my pain never went away. However, I always had a bit of a dark side since childhood... and during the 4th year of my depression I could feel Lucifer coming to me. I always felt the temptation to turn over to him when he called me but every time I pulled away and rejected. Well, time went on and, HE, still wasn't answering to my desperation. I was running out of time... so I decided 4 years was long enough, this had to come to an end, and I cursed the one call God and went to Lucifer.
During my time with him he has surely blessed me... but I feel like I'm not worthy enough. I do lots of studying online to gain occult knowledge and also to gain a better understanding of who my Father truly is, despite all of the bullshit that the Christian Bible has screwed into my head all my life. But I'm still sort of new to the occult and my question to you all is where do I start? I want to develop a close relationship with Father Lucifer. Thanks...
During my time with him he has surely blessed me... but I feel like I'm not worthy enough. I do lots of studying online to gain occult knowledge and also to gain a better understanding of who my Father truly is, despite all of the bullshit that the Christian Bible has screwed into my head all my life. But I'm still sort of new to the occult and my question to you all is where do I start? I want to develop a close relationship with Father Lucifer. Thanks...