Sighing (-_-)

[Sasuke]

Hay

Anyways, the 1st part of the training in the 6 month training program I have failed lol (slap face). I don't have the time and the freedom. And the fucking energy to train properly. Its killing me, coz I do really wanna train and empower myself as the gods want us to. But with the darn friends I have and family and work that drains me to death every day except sunday.

I have tried to meditate and train in the morning like some other post said, but I fall straight back to sleep and I end up being late for work (-_-).
Its really hard. The 1st week (day one to seven) went bad to. I guess I failed that week, sigh~. I was able to go into a trance once of twice I think, and it was good. But the other times it was bad. I would fall asleep and most times I would try to enter a trance and feel the trance coming on, then lose it some how lol.

Note to self:
Get a new job
Get a new family
Get someone to take me in and train me like a pro. -that will never happen without money, double Sigh!~

So any advice? I would really like something educational in spiritual enlightenment and empowerment and shit, anything to guide me.

Hail Satan
Hail Baal
Hail Azazel
Hail Astaroth
Hail. As in rain with ice, love hail, so awesome coz its almost like snow lol
I've never seen snow in person. SA sux. If anyone as any personal advice that u would rather not share over here, here is my blackberry pin and email.
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[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]That is because your body and soul are not use to the meditations.Keep doing it and they will adjust in time.


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From: Sasuke <michaelsshannon986@...;
To: Hells Army 666 <[email protected];
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Sighing (-_-)
Sent: Sun, Oct 7, 2012 7:52:56 PM

<td val[/IMG]   Hay

Anyways, the 1st part of the training in the 6 month training program I have failed lol (slap face). I don't have the time and the freedom. And the fucking energy to train properly. Its killing me, coz I do really wanna train and empower myself as the gods want us to. But with the darn friends I have and family and work that drains me to death every day except sunday.

I have tried to meditate and train in the morning like some other post said, but I fall straight back to sleep and I end up being late for work (-_-).
Its really hard. The 1st week (day one to seven) went bad to. I guess I failed that week, sigh~. I was able to go into a trance once of twice I think, and it was good. But the other times it was bad. I would fall asleep and most times I would try to enter a trance and feel the trance coming on, then lose it some how lol.

Note to self:
Get a new job
Get a new family
Get someone to take me in and train me like a pro. -that will never happen without money, double Sigh!~

So any advice? I would really like something educational in spiritual enlightenment and empowerment and shit, anything to guide me.

Hail Satan
Hail Baal
Hail Azazel
Hail Astaroth
Hail. As in rain with ice, love hail, so awesome coz its almost like snow lol
I've never seen snow in person. SA sux. If anyone as any personal advice that u would rather not share over here, here is my blackberry pin and email.
2907F70C
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[nicknesredna]

I'm in the middle of the program also. During the first month, I didn't have to get up early in the morning, and I had much more time.

Now that I have to get up early it's a little more difficult. My best advice is to prioritize. You are referring to your friends and family in a negative way. At least that's how I observe it.
Spend less time with them, and find room to train and meditate.

Also you don't need anyone to train you nor a lot of money, trust me on this. Just read the JoS website and when you are advanced enough The Gods can help you.

I personally, have to go out of doors, often in heavy rain and wind and probably snow soon, late after school in order to meditate and train.
This is because I prioritize.

I'm emphasizing the importance of prioritizing because of today's society, where so many non-spiritual things are required of us and because those things take up so much valuable time.

I find the time issue very frustrating at times, but realize that this is not a walk in the park.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Sasuke" <michaelsshannon986@... wrote:

Hay

Anyways, the 1st part of the training in the 6 month training program I have failed lol (slap face). I don't have the time and the freedom. And the fucking energy to train properly. Its killing me, coz I do really wanna train and empower myself as the gods want us to. But with the darn friends I have and family and work that drains me to death every day except sunday.

I have tried to meditate and train in the morning like some other post said, but I fall straight back to sleep and I end up being late for work (-_-).
Its really hard. The 1st week (day one to seven) went bad to. I guess I failed that week, sigh~. I was able to go into a trance once of twice I think, and it was good. But the other times it was bad. I would fall asleep and most times I would try to enter a trance and feel the trance coming on, then lose it some how lol.

Note to self:
Get a new job
Get a new family
Get someone to take me in and train me like a pro. -that will never happen without money, double Sigh!~

So any advice? I would really like something educational in spiritual enlightenment and empowerment and shit, anything to guide me.

Hail Satan
Hail Baal
Hail Azazel
Hail Astaroth
Hail. As in rain with ice, love hail, so awesome coz its almost like snow lol
I've never seen snow in person. SA sux. If anyone as any personal advice that u would rather not share over here, here is my blackberry pin and email.
2907F70C
michaelsshannon986@...

Thank you for your time
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[Sasuke]

Ok. Thank u Brian. I will train on the trance And other med more Sent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Mon, 8 Oct 2012 17:17:15 -0700 (PDT)To: HellsArmy666@yahoogroups com<[email protected]; michaelsshannon986@...<michaelsshannon986@...ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: Re: [HellsArmy666] Sighing (-_-)
 

<td val[/IMG]That is because your body and soul are not use to the meditations.Keep doing it and they will adjust in time.


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From: Sasuke <michaelsshannon986@...;
To: Hells Army 666 <[email protected];
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Sighing (-_-)
Sent: Sun, Oct 7, 2012 7:52:56 PM

<td val[/IMG]   Hay

Anyways, the 1st part of the training in the 6 month training program I have failed lol (slap face). I don't have the time and the freedom. And the fucking energy to train properly. Its killing me, coz I do really wanna train and empower myself as the gods want us to. But with the darn friends I have and family and work that drains me to death every day except sunday.

I have tried to meditate and train in the morning like some other post said, but I fall straight back to sleep and I end up being late for work (-_-).
Its really hard. The 1st week (day one to seven) went bad to. I guess I failed that week, sigh~. I was able to go into a trance once of twice I think, and it was good. But the other times it was bad. I would fall asleep and most times I would try to enter a trance and feel the trance coming on, then lose it some how lol.

Note to self:
Get a new job
Get a new family
Get someone to take me in and train me like a pro. -that will never happen without money, double Sigh!~

So any advice? I would really like something educational in spiritual enlightenment and empowerment and shit, anything to guide me.

Hail Satan
Hail Baal
Hail Azazel
Hail Astaroth
Hail. As in rain with ice, love hail, so awesome coz its almost like snow lol
I've never seen snow in person. SA sux. If anyone as any personal advice that u would rather not share over here, here is my blackberry pin and email.
2907F70C
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[Sasuke]

Yeah. That is good but. I do prioritize. But I feel to drained and can't "feel" what I need to feel in the program. I will wait a while before starting again.
I'm going to train in trance and void and some power meditations to advance a bit more and to get used to the feeling or "trance state". I thought I could do bit, coz I usually go into a Void trance without knowing, then realizing that I'm here in the Void med, I concentrate a bit more, then loose it somehow. Ever since I was young I was able to Void. That was before I know Anything in spirituality at allSent via my BlackBerry from Vodacom - let your email find you!From: "nicknesredna" <nicknesredna@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Mon, 08 Oct 2012 17:36:59 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: Sighing (-_-)
  I'm in the middle of the program also. During the first month, I didn't have to get up early in the morning, and I had much more time.

Now that I have to get up early it's a little more difficult. My best advice is to prioritize. You are referring to your friends and family in a negative way. At least that's how I observe it.
Spend less time with them, and find room to train and meditate.

Also you don't need anyone to train you nor a lot of money, trust me on this. Just read the JoS website and when you are advanced enough The Gods can help you.

I personally, have to go out of doors, often in heavy rain and wind and probably snow soon, late after school in order to meditate and train.
This is because I prioritize.

I'm emphasizing the importance of prioritizing because of today's society, where so many non-spiritual things are required of us and because those things take up so much valuable time.

I find the time issue very frustrating at times, but realize that this is not a walk in the park.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Sasuke" <michaelsshannon986@... wrote:

Hay

Anyways, the 1st part of the training in the 6 month training program I have failed lol (slap face). I don't have the time and the freedom. And the fucking energy to train properly. Its killing me, coz I do really wanna train and empower myself as the gods want us to. But with the darn friends I have and family and work that drains me to death every day except sunday.

I have tried to meditate and train in the morning like some other post said, but I fall straight back to sleep and I end up being late for work (-_-).
Its really hard. The 1st week (day one to seven) went bad to. I guess I failed that week, sigh~. I was able to go into a trance once of twice I think, and it was good. But the other times it was bad. I would fall asleep and most times I would try to enter a trance and feel the trance coming on, then lose it some how lol.

Note to self:
Get a new job
Get a new family
Get someone to take me in and train me like a pro. -that will never happen without money, double Sigh!~

So any advice? I would really like something educational in spiritual enlightenment and empowerment and shit, anything to guide me.

Hail Satan
Hail Baal
Hail Azazel
Hail Astaroth
Hail. As in rain with ice, love hail, so awesome coz its almost like snow lol
I've never seen snow in person. SA sux. If anyone as any personal advice that u would rather not share over here, here is my blackberry pin and email.
2907F70C
michaelsshannon986@...

Thank you for your time
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