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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "satsubatsusolell" <satsubatsusolell@... wrote:
This is a very complicated, yet wonderful religion. Many mysteries lie beyond the horrible christian myths and the glamour that is presented to us new Satanists.
I'm not too far from it being half a year since I began to study up on Satanism. And up until now, it's been amazingly helpful to me. I tell all of you there was a time I was afraid that help from Satan/Enki wouldn't come in the best possible form, but I realize now that his powers help all of us, just in different levels and ways.
My family has been through some terrible things for as far as I can remember. A brother and sister of mine both died. I began suffering terrible health conditions at the age of 7. I've had to look after my siblings as my parents don't really give them the necessary attention. My father's been charged for several things in which he wasn't involved. We've all gone through some pretty strong economical problems. There was a time when there was some sort of race between me and my father.. in the sense of who'd kill himself first. Right now my parents are in risk of divorce, which will crush my sisters heart. And finally, I suffer from a hereditary heart condition that threatens to kill me some time after I reach my 20's.
My family has always been christian-catholic and I grew up "learning" the catholic religion, although I never really believed in the christian god.
Yes, it hasn't been long since I joined Satanism, and yes, all my family's problems are still there. But, at this moment, being a Satanist.. I feel a complete inner peace and a calm I haven't had since I was 6. Truly Father Satan is helping me, possibly not in some amazing physical form but still in a great way that I am glad to be experiencing.
Right now I'm expecting some other stronger matters that I won't mention to begin affecting my life. But I trust Father Satan, and he's been more than helpful so far.
FINALLY.
This would be a pretty useless post unless it had some other point other than giving out my personal experiences with Satanism.
So, I leave two questions:
The first is to all fellow Satanists.
-What are your experiences with Satanism?
And for the more experienced ones.
-How long did it take you to come in contact with a demon?
I've had nothing less than amazing experiences and positive effects in my life since I became a Satanist (Although this far I've never fully contacted a demon). Surely, most of you fellow Satanists have enjoyed good/positive effects as well.
Thank you for taking the time to read my experiences, and problems, and I hope a good many of you reply.
Best of wishes! Good day.
Oh! And also.
Contact me! SatsubatsuSolell@ (AOL, HOTMAIL, YAHOO) .com