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Okay, so I'm 18, and not at all new to Satanism. I joined this group because I'm having a bad pregnancy scare here and I need some questions answered. I haven't taken the test yet (will do so this Friday), but I've been thinking... I live in a Christian home with people who have NO idea I'm a satanist. I tried saying I was an Athiest once to get out of praying at the table and they got really pissed off and said I "would burn in Hell". (Really can't wait to tell my hardcore Christian parents I might be pregnant .)
Well.... See the problem I realized I'm going to have is, I'm probably going to have to get the baby baptized, pick out god parents, take the baby to church to keep up the charade of seeming like a "good Christian mother" in front of my family (especially since they're never going to forgive me for getting pregnant). I don't have much of a way of providing for the baby if my parents aren't involved so it's not like I can just run away and take the baby with me to raise him/her in a Satan-friendly environment. My maybe baby's father won't be in the picture since he's a good for nothing Xian douchebag who doesn't use a fucking condom.
Will father Satan understand if I have to do all these things and then wait until the child is old enough to understand what Satanism is and why I had to do what I did to explain everything? I mean I'd ultimately intend to have the child dedicate to Satan and raise him/her Satanically once I'm financially stable enough to support us without my family's help. Though until then I'm pretty much going to have my hands tied...
Also, in case I am pregnant, could you please post any ritual/meditation suggestions that may help the baby's health? I'm a pretty healthy physically fit person so I'm sure the baby will be okay, but I want to take both spiritual and regular percautions against any health problems that might arise for either the baby or myself. Any other suggestions will be welcomed as well! I may not be new to Satanism, but I'm definitely very very new to pregnancy.
Hail Satan!
Well.... See the problem I realized I'm going to have is, I'm probably going to have to get the baby baptized, pick out god parents, take the baby to church to keep up the charade of seeming like a "good Christian mother" in front of my family (especially since they're never going to forgive me for getting pregnant). I don't have much of a way of providing for the baby if my parents aren't involved so it's not like I can just run away and take the baby with me to raise him/her in a Satan-friendly environment. My maybe baby's father won't be in the picture since he's a good for nothing Xian douchebag who doesn't use a fucking condom.
Will father Satan understand if I have to do all these things and then wait until the child is old enough to understand what Satanism is and why I had to do what I did to explain everything? I mean I'd ultimately intend to have the child dedicate to Satan and raise him/her Satanically once I'm financially stable enough to support us without my family's help. Though until then I'm pretty much going to have my hands tied...
Also, in case I am pregnant, could you please post any ritual/meditation suggestions that may help the baby's health? I'm a pretty healthy physically fit person so I'm sure the baby will be okay, but I want to take both spiritual and regular percautions against any health problems that might arise for either the baby or myself. Any other suggestions will be welcomed as well! I may not be new to Satanism, but I'm definitely very very new to pregnancy.
Hail Satan!