Re: Rough times for now

[Jennifer Evans]

I'm new to Satanism and I have had the most difficulty with family members who are Christers. I have taken the stance that my faith in Satan is no less valid than theirs nor will I cower and hide my religion. Satan rescued me from despair to the point of an attempted suicide because I tried their way only to be ignored by their Jehovah & Nazarene. Satan has been my protection from Jehovah and a safe place where I can turn to for acceptance and I feel cherished as his daughter. I have not made my pact yet but my requests are simple and humble. I would love to find a coven near my hometown of Middletown, OH but I trust Satan will send the right people my way.  I do thank Satan for my demon lovers for they have been better to me than most men I have dated. I trust Satan has a human mate for me but I might not be able to have children since I am 40 and need an operation to undo having my tubes tied at 21. I was manipulated by my Christer mother because she did not want mixed children since I tend to date non-white men. I have picked Asian and black men in the past. They were more attracted to me. I don't care what race a guy is as long as he is not a Xian.  Is there any rules against dating Wiccan or Pagan if I can't find a Satanist? Atheist are downers.
Hail SATAN!