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Re: [JoS4adults] Losing Hope.... losing faith...

Kenny Lane

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<td val[/IMG]Dear friend I was in your shoes about 8 years ago. A woman of high influence and a postion of power nearly destroyed me. Right before the shit really hit the fan a voice told me to pack everything I could haul and move back to my home town 1100 miles away. I wasn't even a Satanist at the time but looking back I know it was the voice of Father Satan telling me to get the fuck out of Dodge. Unfortunately I did not obey immediately and nearly got crucified (metaphorically speaking). I finally got a clue and obeyed. I realized the only way anyone else could see what an evil bitch this woman was was for me to just get out of the picture, because as long as I kept showing my face around it drew the attention away from who the real villan was. If anyone knows what it's like to always be accused of things he never did it would be Father Satan. I don't know where you live brother, but if I was in your shoes and based on the similar experience I went through 8 years ago I'd be looking for a place far away from there to relocate to and fast. Who knows Father Satan may have different plans for your life and that's why the destruction rituals against this ex-girlfriend of yours aren't working. But that's just speculation.   Good Luck! Hail Satan!

--- On Wed, 11/10/10, LoneWolf <lonewolf69sg@... wrote:
From: LoneWolf <lonewolf69sg@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Losing Hope.... losing faith...
To: [email protected], [email protected], [email protected], [email protected]
Date: Wednesday, November 10, 2010, 5:12 AM

  I feel so depressed...  
My ex girlfriend whom betrayed me is coming back to make things worst for me... she is trying to get the law on her side...  and with her high influence and position of power...  it is possible for her...  
I really don't know what to do anymore... I used to have lots of confidence and complete faith in Father Satan... but I just can't understand why He will not protect me from this enemy and why he won't destroy her and her family... 
Today I went over to her place to try and talk things through and she and her entire family made fun of me, called me insults and even called the cops over to kick me out...  I feel so broken...  
With her influence, its only a matter of time in which she succeeds in getting me thrown into jail..  First was her betrayal to me 6mths ago, and then despite all my prayers to Father Satan to help me get my revenge, despite all my destruction rituals against her...  
She is not destroyed and she is even coming back to ruin me.... 
Im beginning to lose hope and worst yet, Im beginning to lose Faith in Father Satan...  why wont He protect me and destroy my enemies? Have I do something wrong to Him? Am I being punished by Him? 
Can somebody please help me in this matter? Can High Priestess Maxine help me in this matter? I don't know who else to turn too....   can someone tell me why I have been abandoned?  :( 
I refuse to believe that my enemy is stronger then Father Satan... but if not, why else then has He not saved me from her and destroyed her?   
Should I just end my life and problems once and for all? I keep thinking of suicide..  its like I got no where else to turn too... 

Help me Father, please help me... 
[/TD]
 
My heart goes out to you. I'm sure there's some reason why your
destruction rituals aren't working, but I know it isn't because Father
has abandoned you. He never abandons his own. Sister Caitlin put out
some very good ideas, why not try some of those? Don't kill yourself!
That is never the solution. You could move, like Kenny suggested.
However, if this woman is as determined as you say, she might just
track you down wherever you move to and continue the harassment. If
you want my advice, stay put, and do all that is in your power (and
you've got lots of options) to take the cunt down. And, here's one
more thought: if she has as much legal influence as you say, you could
call on Lord Abigor/Eligos. His field of expertise is legal matters. I
know this is easier said than done, Brother, but stay strong! Don't
let yourself be consumed by depression; that's probably what this
bitch wants. Do not let your enemies win! I think Caitlin is dead on;
Father hasn't stepped in because he knows that you are capable of
destroying your foes. Best of success, my Brother! Hail Father Satan
always!

On 11/10/10, Kenny Lane <kenny.lane@... wrote:
Dear friend
I was in your shoes about 8 years ago. A woman of high influence and a
postion of power nearly destroyed me. Right before the shit really hit the
fan a voice told me to pack everything I could haul and move back to my home
town 1100 miles away. I wasn't even a Satanist at the time but looking back
I know it was the voice of Father Satan telling me to get the fuck out of
Dodge. Unfortunately I did not obey immediately and nearly got crucified
(metaphorically speaking). I finally got a clue and obeyed. I realized the
only way anyone else could see what an evil bitch this woman was was for me
to just get out of the picture, because as long as I kept showing my face
around it drew the attention away from who the real villan was. If anyone
knows what it's like to always be accused of things he never did it would be
Father Satan.
I don't know where you live brother, but if I was in your shoes and based
on the similar experience I went through 8 years ago I'd be looking for a
place far away from there to relocate to and fast. Who knows Father Satan
may have different plans for your life and that's why the destruction
rituals against this ex-girlfriend of yours aren't working. But that's just
speculation.

Good Luck!
Hail Satan!

--- On Wed, 11/10/10, LoneWolf <lonewolf69sg@... wrote:


From: LoneWolf <lonewolf69sg@...
Subject: [JoS4adults] Losing Hope.... losing faith...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url],
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, November 10, 2010, 5:12 AM







I feel so depressed...


My ex girlfriend whom betrayed me is coming back to make things worst for
me... she is trying to get the law on her side...  and with her high
influence and position of power...  it is possible for her...


I really don't know what to do anymore... I used to have lots of confidence
and complete faith in Father Satan... but I just can't understand why He
will not protect me from this enemy and why he won't destroy her and her
family...


Today I went over to her place to try and talk things through and she and
her entire family made fun of me, called me insults and even called the cops
over to kick me out...  I feel so broken...


With her influence, its only a matter of time in which she succeeds in
getting me thrown into jail..  First was her betrayal to me 6mths ago, and
then despite all my prayers to Father Satan to help me get my revenge,
despite all my destruction rituals against her...


She is not destroyed and she is even coming back to ruin me....


Im beginning to lose hope and worst yet, Im beginning to lose Faith in
Father Satan...  why wont He protect me and destroy my enemies? Have I do
something wrong to Him? Am I being punished by Him?


Can somebody please help me in this matter? Can High Priestess Maxine help
me in this matter? I don't know who else to turn too....   can someone tell
me why I have been abandoned?  :(


I refuse to believe that my enemy is stronger then Father Satan... but if
not, why else then has He not saved me from her and destroyed her?


Should I just end my life and problems once and for all? I keep thinking of
suicide..  its like I got no where else to turn too...




Help me Father, please help me...
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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