Questions and feelings.

[Tony Redgrave1]

Hi all . I have a question. Now I have many questions and I need answers. and so sometimes I mentally begin to refer to anyone of the gods. Most of Astaroth. And if I don't oswell nothing now I started to feel the following: there will be quieter, calmer, as in trance and ambient as if listening to my mental message. What is it? The name of God I'm not vibrated.  What it is or what it could be?
P.S. I asked that either without going into trance.