Question on a specific meditation of mine.

[vinevisitedme]

I know it sounds wierd for a creater of a meditation to be asking
questions about it, but it doesn't revolve around my meditation
entirely. My question is, when i change my energy to what Vine's is
like (dark energy, pure black with some wierd..... coating i guess you
could say of something), if his energy is black, but i have no
intention whatsoever to put negative energy in my and i don't even
have that thought in my mind, just to simply change it to Vine's
energy, am i hurting myself? becuase when i did it the first time it
was powerful, and i know to progress (expecially spiritually)
sometimes you need to go through some pain, well the meditation didn't
really cause me pain like you'd think negative energy would, but there
was alot of pressure and the second time it made me feel weaker, like
light headed almost (but than i know alot of normal meditations do
that aswell to "newbies"). Just wondering your opinions on this. Thank
you.

Hail Satan