Question about Demon summoning

[THEB!GBOWSSS]

Well I have been doing some searching on this subject external to the info posted on JoS, and i have been experimenting a little. I'm living in a household with Muslim parents, I barely got away with my dedication ritual, so I don't have access to black candles, incense, etc.

All i have to work with is my mind and demon sigil, so first off, before I found JoS, I encountered a post online about demon summoning. Being an atheist, I thought, fuck it, and drew Balam's sigil on my palm and dripped some blood on it (I hate making myself bleed, and these are instructions I found via forum posts); to my surprise he showed up in my dreams and struck a deal, everything was done fairly and smoothly.

Now I find myself in this predicament, I did some searching, found JoS, and did the dedication ceremony in secrecy. I have been power meditating, opened my pineal, whenever I do rituals for Enki (in my astral temple), I feel a vibration in that area, so I do sense this all real. I have been trying to contact Vapula via the JoS methods, and to no avail yet.

Sorry for digressing, but I've done some research, and what I've read about demon summoning on other theistic satanist boards frightens me. They claim that other entities (not the demons you choose to summon) can appear and pretend to be the demon you summon and potentially attack you. I have anxious disorders, so an event like this could prove fatal to me either physically or mentally, I have two questions regarding this manner.

1. How do I prevent other entities (ghosts, angels, bad demons) from harming me during demon-summoning rituals?

2. Do you guys recommend I use the methods found in the thread posts? The first time I tried the posted method it worked, but I have yet to encounter a demon using the JoS methods (although this might be on me since I'm totally novel to psychic ideas). Anyone have guidlines to maximize the chances of Vapula appearing (either physically or while i'm dreaming)?

thank you and forgive me for typing out a novel,

Hail Enki.

 

[Indigo Nation]

Well I have been doing some searching on this subject external to the info posted on JoS, and i have been experimenting a little. I'm living in a household with Muslim parents, I barely got away with my dedication ritual, so I don't have access to black candles, incense, etc.

All i have to work with is my mind and demon sigil, so first off, before I found JoS, I encountered a post online about demon summoning. Being an atheist, I thought, fuck it, and drew Balam's sigil on my palm and dripped some blood on it (I hate making myself bleed, and these are instructions I found via forum posts); to my surprise he showed up in my dreams and struck a deal, everything was done fairly and smoothly.

Now I find myself in this predicament, I did some searching, found JoS, and did the dedication ceremony in secrecy. I have been power meditating, opened my pineal, whenever I do rituals for Enki (in my astral temple), I feel a vibration in that area, so I do sense this all real. I have been trying to contact Vapula via the JoS methods, and to no avail yet.
*Just keep meditating and working on your astral senses. It may take awhile to be able to fully see or communicate with the demons. Be persistent and patient and never give up.

Sorry for digressing, but I've done some research, and what I've read about demon summoning on other theistic satanist boards frightens me. They claim that other entities (not the demons you choose to summon) can appear and pretend to be the demon you summon and potentially attack you. I have anxious disorders,
*Relax or try to there is certain music that is relaxing (rock or rap or any of the more hardcore stuff never helps it makes it worse for me) I am meaning like classical try enya or search native American Music. Something like that, that helps with that, tea, meditations, the element of earth (if you feel you are ready for that) stones containing the element of earth such as brown Jasper or Howlite. All of this helps in stoping anxiety or reducing it (Howlite seems to really help just hold it in your hand and focus on it or carry it with you till you feel better IDK it may just be me but i find it really helps) being in nature helps going for a walk. Energy from the sun. Make sure you are doing the aura of protection meditation and sever any enemy links http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... -emotions/ from what ive heard they could be in other chakras like your third chakra or heart chakra (that could cause anxiety or a feeling of losing it if that is of the enemy and not some emotional response dealing with something in your past I kind of suspect it may be seeing as you said Islam see this: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... g_Out.html I have had panic attacks before I understand. Its scary and awful however one thing I always remind myself is its not going to kill me and im not going to lose it. That always helps. From my experience its true.
so an event like this could prove fatal to me either physically or mentally, I have two questions regarding this manner.
*I have heard it said many times that enemy entities are scared of using the names of Demons and impersonating our gods, as they know the consiquinces of doing so. Any enemy entity that does this is fucked sooner or later and they know that. So they will likely be evasive not be straight up. Somewhere is an article written stating that by one of our HP's I cannot find it sorry if anyone knows where that is I think its titled common enemy tactics or something like that it would be really helpful for you anyways
Read this article:
http://see_the_truth.webs.com/Angels.html
Just trust your instincts if you feel Something is wrong ask who it is you are contacting to pledge him or herself to Satan. If they do not do this or act upset you are dealing with an enemy entity or impersonator. Our Demons will understand.

1. How do I prevent other entities (ghosts, angels, bad demons) from harming me during demon-summoning rituals?

Another thing you should ALWAYS do is go through father Satan do a ritual to him when dealing with a Demon you have not summoned before. Trust me you will be fine.

2. Do you guys recommend I use the methods found in the thread posts? The first time I tried the posted method it worked, but I have yet to encounter a demon using the JoS methods (although this might be on me since I'm totally novel to psychic ideas). Anyone have guidlines to maximize the chances of Vapula appearing(either physically or while i'm dreaming)?

She will appear on her own free will if you have a valid reason for her to be there. Also realize the Gods are not ignoring you its likely that you are just not open enough at this point. Give her time. Read this article:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/FAQ.html
Anyways you have to be totally open keep working on your psychic senses daily.

thank you and forgive me for typing out a novel,

Hail Enki.