Degonki
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Greetings, I have been having some problems feeding my fire elemental for some time now. I will detail what is happening.
About a year ago, I created a fire elemental to help me with my protection. My plan was to create a kind of “active defense,” or a spiritual bodyguard, that would attack anyone who tried to harm me (but I also created guidelines to avoid hurting people close to me, but I won't go into detail about those guidelines here).
In the beginning, it was relatively smooth, and I didn't have many problems. Every day, I fed it diligently and reinforced the programming. But a few months ago, I started having “energy spasms” while feeding it, but since it was bearable and didn't happen all the time, I attributed it to the elemental becoming more powerful due to continuous feeding. But a few months ago, I had a mild flu, and I didn't have many problems, just a runny nose and a little weakness, but it only lasted a day, and I was able to recover quickly. But even after my recovery, I had a mild cough that took longer to go away.
At first, I didn't pay much attention to the coughing because it was mild and didn't bother me much, and it didn't happen often. But over time, the coughing intensified, along with a constant itchy feeling in my throat and a kind of “heaviness” in my lungs, which doesn't usually bother me much, but makes it a little difficult to breathe, in addition to a constantly dry mouth. But what does this have to do with the fire elemental? The problem is that every time I go to feed it, I have severe coughing fits, which greatly disrupts the process and prolongs it considerably.
My goal in creating this thread is to ask for help in dealing with this constant coughing. I thought it might be a problem with my heart or throat chakras, but I'm not sure if focusing on strengthening or cleansing these chakras would solve the problem. I thought about going to a traditional doctor, but I don't think that would work, as I believe there is also a spiritual cause. I also think it would be unfeasible for me to try to destroy my elemental, as I have been feeding it for a year and it is already very strong. To give you an example, I have an air conditioner in my room to help cool the environment, as I live in a tropical country, and when I go to feed it, the room heats up and it feels as if the air conditioner is not even on, and I start to sweat a lot. When I summon it to come close to me, I feel the air around me heat up, in addition to the heat from the elemental itself when it is close to me. I believe that it is already at the maximum power I can give it with my ability, so I don't think it would be worth the effort to destroy it.
I would like some advice to help me cure these constant coughs, which intensify mainly when I do this meditation. With other meditations, I hardly ever have this problem, only when I go to feed my fire elemental. I would also like to know if energy spasms are “normal,” or at least if they are not a big problem, since I can deal with them without any major issues. Thank you in advance for your attention. Please read carefully, and if you don't understand something, please ask me. I apologize if the text is not very clear, as I am using Deepl to translate from my native language.
About a year ago, I created a fire elemental to help me with my protection. My plan was to create a kind of “active defense,” or a spiritual bodyguard, that would attack anyone who tried to harm me (but I also created guidelines to avoid hurting people close to me, but I won't go into detail about those guidelines here).
In the beginning, it was relatively smooth, and I didn't have many problems. Every day, I fed it diligently and reinforced the programming. But a few months ago, I started having “energy spasms” while feeding it, but since it was bearable and didn't happen all the time, I attributed it to the elemental becoming more powerful due to continuous feeding. But a few months ago, I had a mild flu, and I didn't have many problems, just a runny nose and a little weakness, but it only lasted a day, and I was able to recover quickly. But even after my recovery, I had a mild cough that took longer to go away.
At first, I didn't pay much attention to the coughing because it was mild and didn't bother me much, and it didn't happen often. But over time, the coughing intensified, along with a constant itchy feeling in my throat and a kind of “heaviness” in my lungs, which doesn't usually bother me much, but makes it a little difficult to breathe, in addition to a constantly dry mouth. But what does this have to do with the fire elemental? The problem is that every time I go to feed it, I have severe coughing fits, which greatly disrupts the process and prolongs it considerably.
My goal in creating this thread is to ask for help in dealing with this constant coughing. I thought it might be a problem with my heart or throat chakras, but I'm not sure if focusing on strengthening or cleansing these chakras would solve the problem. I thought about going to a traditional doctor, but I don't think that would work, as I believe there is also a spiritual cause. I also think it would be unfeasible for me to try to destroy my elemental, as I have been feeding it for a year and it is already very strong. To give you an example, I have an air conditioner in my room to help cool the environment, as I live in a tropical country, and when I go to feed it, the room heats up and it feels as if the air conditioner is not even on, and I start to sweat a lot. When I summon it to come close to me, I feel the air around me heat up, in addition to the heat from the elemental itself when it is close to me. I believe that it is already at the maximum power I can give it with my ability, so I don't think it would be worth the effort to destroy it.
I would like some advice to help me cure these constant coughs, which intensify mainly when I do this meditation. With other meditations, I hardly ever have this problem, only when I go to feed my fire elemental. I would also like to know if energy spasms are “normal,” or at least if they are not a big problem, since I can deal with them without any major issues. Thank you in advance for your attention. Please read carefully, and if you don't understand something, please ask me. I apologize if the text is not very clear, as I am using Deepl to translate from my native language.
