The enemy will put negative thoughts in your head, such as making you think that you are worthless and that the Gods are weak. They will use fear and other attacks to push you away from the truth. he truth being that Father Satan is real and the creator.
Make sure you meditate daily, try not to go in between days as this can cause your energy levels to drop instantly. Once this happens you will be wide open for nasty little attacks.
There are many groups that claim to be the real deal. I wont sit up here and bash any other Satanic group, but there is a lot wrong with them. As you advance in your studies, you to will be able to tell the difference. I can't convince you that everyone one else is a liar or a phony. This is something you must find out, find the truth for yourself and learn a little something as you go on. Ask the Powers of Hell for signs and ask the Gods for help in showing you the way.
Never doubt as this is what the enemy wants you to do. Keep your aura clean and strong and practice hard at voiding these things out. You can learn this from the void meditation page.
Cordially,
PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!
Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-High Priest Mac Friday
High Priest Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HOME.html
From: kurtthatis <kurtnelson@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, January 14, 2012 9:26 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Only growing more confused.
This question intended more or less towards the higher-ups who might be better equipped to help me and lend their faculties. Before my dedication ritual, I believed I was fully ready, but apparently I wasn't of as strong resolve as I thought. I feel terribly lost and really, I'm not sure what exactly I'm supposed to do anymore, I feel alone, still and, last night I ended up in the hospital, with a concussion, vomitting after getting my ass kicked trying to defend myself...All the while it felt like I was just being left behind even though I tried to keep strong in him as I was laying there, freaking out from the strange reaction the drugs at the hospital gave me and feeling generally like death, it felt like he was slipping away...I have no one near that can help me. And What's more, I see, this night, an enormous volume of bickering between these different Satanic factions...all claiming to be "the one true order", all claiming the same exact things, but with varying and radically different ideals! It has my head twirling. My life and much in it has been non-stop, abysmal failure, and I feel like I've failed again, and this time, failed Satan.
