Old wounds.

[L W]

I am wondering if there is a way to repair the soul from a wound so serious that it actually damaged the soul.Say a person committed a horrific deed in youth, unspeakable so, that it left a deep impression on the soul. Could such a wound be healed? And if possible, how. 
In short and vague description, when I was young, my father married a jew. This jew always despised me as she does today, and had a hold on my mind, due to my ignorance of young age. I have no doubt she had something to do with my actions, (which I will not announce) yet they were my actions. I received the damage. I wish to expel these memories and heal these wounds inflicted on my soul. It weighs ever present on my mind and in the end I am afraid. I feel as though I will be rejected by our Father if ever brought to light. If such a thing should happen, I would wish to be erased from this universe (if such a thing is possible).I simply cannot keep living with this guilt. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

 

[Michele Davis]

Hi, I'm a new Satanist. I love it it's very in powering and it where I should have been all my life. In saying that, you are way to hard on yourself. People make mistakes even some that you feel that there is no way to come back from it. You need to forgive yourself we all have done unspeakable things to some point. Or having something unspeakable done to you. My "brother" did unspeakable things to me for 5/6 years. I can't remember 90% of childhood. I had to forgive myself and stop hating myself. I had no control of it.. Oh I still hate him and will and haven't had anything to do with him. I don't hate myself anymore. It took me a very very long time to love and forgive myself. I don't own what that bastard did. Love yourself, forgive yourself and know that you have a family here also. Hope you have a better day.. 
Hail Satan

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On Wed, Sep 12, 2018 at 10:15 AM, L W serpentrising666@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I am wondering if there is a way to repair the soul from a wound so serious that it actually damaged the soul.Say a person committed a horrific deed in youth, unspeakable so, that it left a deep impression on the soul. Could such a wound be healed? And if possible, how. 
In short and vague description, when I was young, my father married a jew. This jew always despised me as she does today, and had a hold on my mind, due to my ignorance of young age. I have no doubt she had something to do with my actions, (which I will not announce) yet they were my actions. I received the damage. I wish to expel these memories and heal these wounds inflicted on my soul. It weighs ever present on my mind and in the end I am afraid. I feel as though I will be rejected by our Father if ever brought to light. If such a thing should happen, I would wish to be erased from this universe (if such a thing is possible).I simply cannot keep living with this guilt. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android