I ran into .. this groups web site yesturday. I was looking up how to summon deamons. Reading through the site made me curious to understand more about this, .. if i can say.. religion. Cult? Group? Satanism. Pardon my spelling.
I am a curious person, and have been out of touch with faith of any kind for twenty years, (I am twenty years old).
I question anything, everything, the theory of Christan's God seemed to out of world for me. Following something i cant see, hear or feel. I felt Blind.
I feel it is time, and nessesary that I start settling down on what I choose to belive. I have looked at everything at least once. I was baptized a catholic, but found my church to be a bunch of bias, judgemental pigs, literally. I went into buddism, but rules, or restictions as to what I can or cannot do doesnt suit me. I was agnostic. Mormans are still trying to convert me, ( cant get them to leave. And I was looking into scientology, but then I find this.
Ofcourse by reading what I wrote one can assume that I quickly jumped to conclutions about satanism. I admit, I did, but who isnt afraid of what they dont know.
I am asking anyone, out there, I want to understand.The site can only tell me what it is in essence, but what is it to the people who follow it. This is all I got to help me understand your beliefs, to help me answer my questions.
I am a curious person, and have been out of touch with faith of any kind for twenty years, (I am twenty years old).
I question anything, everything, the theory of Christan's God seemed to out of world for me. Following something i cant see, hear or feel. I felt Blind.
I feel it is time, and nessesary that I start settling down on what I choose to belive. I have looked at everything at least once. I was baptized a catholic, but found my church to be a bunch of bias, judgemental pigs, literally. I went into buddism, but rules, or restictions as to what I can or cannot do doesnt suit me. I was agnostic. Mormans are still trying to convert me, ( cant get them to leave. And I was looking into scientology, but then I find this.
Ofcourse by reading what I wrote one can assume that I quickly jumped to conclutions about satanism. I admit, I did, but who isnt afraid of what they dont know.
I am asking anyone, out there, I want to understand.The site can only tell me what it is in essence, but what is it to the people who follow it. This is all I got to help me understand your beliefs, to help me answer my questions.
