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[nikitas0531]

hey everyone....
where to start?? well i was born into a christian family and as everyone knows till u are old enough to think and do what u want you do alot of what others want. i have come to a stage in my life where i am in serious doubt. i dont believe in god, and if i were to accept his existence i cannot justify his "school of thought". i have benefited nothing from being a christian. no money, no power, no nothing. i would really like to get to know more about satanism. but real satanism not something like the church of satan which seems to me like it was formed by a man who set forth his philosophies. i mean take christianity as an example god/jesus is one thing and the church is the other, if i were christian i would want to learn about the real god and not live by the rules and philosophies of say the pope. i want to learn more about satanism, i want to offer my energy into sering him and benefiting aswell( money, power, women etc). thats the religion i want thats the master i want one that rewards his children.
any members who can help me please send me an email i would love to listen nikitas0531@...