New Msg For "Buddy13az"

[Eugene Sp]

Hi Buddy, it's jene here. No my friend, you have not upset me in any way. I am glad to know that you miss me, which tells me that I haven't offended you either. I did go back & check your last email (to me) & I thought I had answered all of your questions--esp regarding your Guardian Demon(ess). My feeling is that I think you have found your Guardian; there are just too many signs/experiences to ignore otherwise. Having said that, I also must say that I cannot officially make this decision for you--I cannot choose your GD! This is a personal matter you must commit to following through with yourself. I can tell you to not be surprised to learn that our Guardian (in most if not all cases) actually "chooses us first!" This would make sense as a particular Demon(ess) would have to "watch our back" throughout our lifetime(s) until we officially dedicate--especially if we were with Father before this incarnation--which would likely mean that you knew
(associated with) your Guardian in between incarnations--or particularly before this one. My opinion is that all the signs/dreams/fascinations/& your SS brothers' & sisters' advice should be guidance enough to indicate that a (past) link was established between "Andras" & yourself!! I believe that the great introspection Allison gave you was very wise; and the correlation between "anger & the snarling wolf" that nevinbennetch mentioned was very profound! This is all I know to tell you about proceeding with your Guardian--other than YOU are the one who must summon! I hope that this helps you friend Buddy. I also want you know that you may email me directly (off list) if you'd like. Another thing to know is that last week for whatever reason, I noticed that I wasn't getting any emails! I checked my contact list & somehow all of my contacts had gotten deleted!! It took me two days to get the problem (mostly) corrected as I'm still having some problems in
that I had to "resend" an email to one of the egroups as it did not post the first time. Okee Dokee, I'll fold this paper airplane & toss it across the way to you. Hope you are doing well dear Buddy & thank you for thinking of me!!! Your friend jene.

 

[buddy13az]

Thank you for replying, Jene. I hope I didn't seem impatient to you. Though it has never been my strong point, I have learned to be very patient, but I do have difficulty when it comes to waiting for a message from a great friend that I enjoy talking to. ^_^ Anyway, I am truly grateful for all the advice you and our brother's and sister's have given me. Even though all the sign's DO point to Andras-sama, I still don't wish to assume anything, 'cause assuming anything is plain bad jew jew(See what I did there? XD). I won't know until I actually summon him, though I do believe that even though I may need the God's help from time to time, I feel it would be more respectful to allow them to visit me on there own rather than summon them since I know that they are very busy. Sadly I don't think I'll be able to do any more ritual's for awhile because I don't have that much privacy, and I don't really have anywhere else to go in order to do them. I know I can build an Astral Temple, but I don't know what I want it to look like yet. I might draw a picture once I am a great artist one day. Anyway, ritual's may have to wait until I have a place of my own and I'm all alone to do w/e I want. Would Satan understand if all I can do is meditate at the moment? And speaking of meditating, I, sadly, haven't started at all yet. I'm going through a lazy phase, unfortunately. In all honesty, I have become lazy when I never really wanted to be. But I'll get through it and do my very best. I want to be a part of this more than anything. I want to achieve my birth right and become a God. I want to be able to see, hear and speak to Satan, Andras and all the other God's and Goddesses of Duat. I want to see and experience the Astral and explore every single planet and dimension that's out there. I want to do ALL of that and so much more and I am NOT going to let ANYTHING stop me!  Again, I thank you for all your advice, Eugene. ^_^ I still have some more question's to ask if it's alright. I'd like to ask about certain power's and abilities one can achieve if you are willing to answer. Hope to hear from you soon. ^_^

 

[Debbie Judd]

Ive been getting emails meant for someone else i recently signed up though and am intetested

On May 12, 2014 10:47 AM, "buddy13az@... [Satanicgaycommunity]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Thank you for replying, Jene. I hope I didn't seem impatient to you. Though it has never been my strong point, I have learned to be very patient, but I do have difficulty when it comes to waiting for a message from a great friend that I enjoy talking to. ^_^ Anyway, I am truly grateful for all the advice you and our brother's and sister's have given me. Even though all the sign's DO point to Andras-sama, I still don't wish to assume anything, 'cause assuming anything is plain bad jew jew(See what I did there? XD). I won't know until I actually summon him, though I do believe that even though I may need the God's help from time to time, I feel it would be more respectful to allow them to visit me on there own rather than summon them since I know that they are very busy. Sadly I don't think I'll be able to do any more ritual's for awhile because I don't have that much privacy, and I don't really have anywhere else to go in order to do them. I know I can build an Astral Temple, but I don't know what I want it to look like yet. I might draw a picture once I am a great artist one day. Anyway, ritual's may have to wait until I have a place of my own and I'm all alone to do w/e I want. Would Satan understand if all I can do is meditate at the moment? And speaking of meditating, I, sadly, haven't started at all yet. I'm going through a lazy phase, unfortunately. In all honesty, I have become lazy when I never really wanted to be. But I'll get through it and do my very best. I want to be a part of this more than anything. I want to achieve my birth right and become a God. I want to be able to see, hear and speak to Satan, Andras and all the other God's and Goddesses of Duat. I want to see and experience the Astral and explore every single planet and dimension that's out there. I want to do ALL of that and so much more and I am NOT going to let ANYTHING stop me!  Again, I thank you for all your advice, Eugene. ^_^ I still have some more question's to ask if it's alright. I'd like to ask about certain power's and abilities one can achieve if you are willing to answer. Hope to hear from you soon. ^_^

 

[Eugene Sp]

Hi there my good friend Buddy. Got your paper airplane. It is a bad fix not to have any privacy. I don't know if it is because of your age (not 18 yet), or if there's just others around you which are restricting your privacy; but hang in there & make a plan. I'm blessed to have my own place, so privacy is no problem for me! If you lived within driving distance, you could come over & we could talk all day long. I live (somewhere) on the U.S. West Coast! It is difficult not having even "one" SS friend to hang out with. I've gone through the "lazy phase," as you mentioned. But I realized that the only way for me to achieve what I truly want in life, for me but moreso for Father, is through very intense power meditation. That is my ticket out of life's despair; so, one day I just made up my mind that my meditation sessions are priority #1; because there's nothing more important for me to be doing (when I'm due for a session) than that! So, just do what you
can. Quality over quantity!! And yes, Father understands your circumstances, but also expects us to work toward making an effort to empowering ourselves and/or finding that place of your own--which seems to be your setback at the moment. One step at a time. Just make sure it's a step forward--no matter how small! I don't know if you're able to save any money (from work, etc) to go toward your own apartment or whatever--I don't know your particular circumstances--I'm just trying to suggest some options. Yes, I'd be happy to try & answer whatever questions you have as best as I can. I'm not an expert, just learning like most everybody else. My dear Buddy, I have to have some medical tests ran later this week, so if I'm "out of pocket" a day or two, you'll know why. But know that you are in my thoughts & in my heart & I will get back to you!!! Lol, your friend jene.






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On Mon, May 12, 2014 1:30 AM PDT buddy13az@... [Satanicgaycommunity] wrote:


Thank you for replying, Jene. I hope I didn't seem impatient to you. Though it has never been my strong point, I have learned to be very patient, but I do have difficulty when it comes to waiting for a message from a great friend that I enjoy talking to. ^_^ Anyway, I am truly grateful for all the advice you and our brother's and sister's have given me. Even though all the sign's DO point to Andras-sama, I still don't wish to assume anything, 'cause assuming anything is plain bad jew jew(See what I did there? XD). I won't know until I actually summon him, though I do believe that even though I may need the God's help from time to time, I feel it would be more respectful to allow them to visit me on there own rather than summon them since I know that they are very busy. Sadly I don't think I'll be able to do any more ritual's for awhile because I don't have that much privacy, and I don't really have anywhere else to go in order to do them. I know I can
build an Astral Temple, but I don't know what I want it to look like yet. I might draw a picture once I am a great artist one day. Anyway, ritual's may have to wait until I have a place of my own and I'm all alone to do w/e I want. Would Satan understand if all I can do is meditate at the moment? And speaking of meditating, I, sadly, haven't started at all yet. I'm going through a lazy phase, unfortunately. In all honesty, I have become lazy when I never really wanted to be. But I'll get through it and do my very best. I want to be a part of this more than anything. I want to achieve my birth right and become a God. I want to be able to see, hear and speak to Satan, Andras and all the other God's and Goddesses of Duat. I want to see and experience the Astral and explore every single planet and dimension that's out there. I want to do ALL of that and so much more and I am NOT going to let ANYTHING stop me! Again, I thank you for all your advice, Eugene.
^_^ I still have some more question's to ask if it's alright. I'd like to ask about certain power's and abilities one can achieve if you are willing to answer. Hope to hear from you soon. ^_^

 

[buddy13az]

Once again, thank you for replying to me, Jene. Honestly, I rather not talk about my situation because it might upset you and I don't want that. Just know that thing's are turning for the better and I might be able to get a place of my own soon. ^_^ Now, about power's, do you happen to know anything about blood magic, umbrakinesis, atmokinesis and other power's such as that? And, I know we have talked about it already, but I am curious. If I was able to control Dark energy/Dark matter, what would I be able to do with it? And you informed me that Dark energy/Dark matter wasn't just empty space. Could you explain that to me please? And I have a question regarding absorbing thing's such as colored energy, planetary energy, star energy, the element's and vibrating runes. Do you instantly gain all of the positive attributes those thing's grant you, or do you have to affirm what you want? And I was wondering something. If I gained an extreme amount of power, do you think I would be able to gain the ability to bring my artwork to life? As in have them come out of the paper I used to make them and make them real? Any info you can give me will be greatly appreciated. Hope to talk to you again soon. ^_^