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"Losing" feelings for "friends"

Lilith_Kinich

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I have lost all my feelings for my previous friends, I now only stay with them to "fit in" so that I don't catch attention. I was still doubting my feelings until they started to make jokes about Greek Gods as roleplaying. One of them is a christian, the rest don't have any religions. They are very draining in an energy way, they are full of mental illnesses AS they don't want to change for the better. The christian one is very bitchy, they have embarassed me multiple times in front of people for their own sake. I now redirect all their negative energy back to them when I get home. Since I can't perform magick yet due to my energy field.

I've never felt understood by anyone that knows me, I have always thought something was wrong with me. Why am I so different in every way possible? Then I realized that I'm actually the only one awake among all the people, the people, the xians, who never understood anything of themselves and the world, are the problem.

I am eternally grateful to have found The Truth, to have found the ToZ. I wouldn't have survived if I didn't found The Gods.

Those people who deny The Truth will suffer, now or in another timeline. Those who deny The Deities, shall not be forgiven.

HAIL THE GODS.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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