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Hello Brothers and Sisters,
I'm new in all of this. I'm from a moslem family. I only able to received JOS updates only from my email address because where I lived, I cant access the JOS site. I'm guessing my ISP blocked the site as any other "satanic"-site that fit the "evil" category.
From time to time, I'm able to do the reading thru solely on google cache. It is pathetic. There goes the Freedom of information thingy. The meditation tho, it's awesome. It's truly enlightening as people called it.
But this not why I am posting. It is because, I wanna share to you all what a stories from my own experience just to say how thankful I am
Moslem as many like any other xian religion do mark Satan or Syaitan or Shaitan as evil. He is the source of all evil as what they claimed it in the book (Qoran). Same based story from Torah, Bible, with just an updates. I'm not claiming the Qoran is bad or like that. It is just, that the book, is what I am told and taught since I was a child. To tell you the truth, It is really hard to flush it all from my mind.
Continue reading from the site makes me think the logic behind this all. It is true that Moslem and like other xian, tries to take the spiritual knowledge away. As they said that believing other than God Himself is a sin and you can go to hell with that. So in logic, If I believe in Satan and His Demons, it is a sin, and I'm going to Hell
It is too bad that, I believed Satan and His Demon. In fact, I do believe the God and His Angel too. It is the teaching of satanism to empowering the human to be independent is the most luring part.
Altho my family are moslem, our root always believing in pagan teaching. My late granpa from my father-side used to be a shaman and he is a Christian btw. My granpa from my mother-side still practising pagan ritual from time to time. To chase the bad spirit away as he said it. In fact, my own home have been cast with pagan spell. "A Home Guardian" as they called it. A big dude guarding the house from robbers and bad spirits.
My naughty uncle always tries to play a spirit game in the house. An oulja board as you call it in western. And the spirit always didnt come. I even always saw a "ghost" outside my windows, only outside, cant go in. I guess the big dude really scares everyone away.
But not everyone. I know most of you got your own favorite demon. As like all the newbs from JOS, Yeah, You guess right, I stupidly summon mine. And after 5 minutes chanting Her name with Her sigil in front of me, there she was appeared in front of me. I can see Her hovering slowly entering my room from the closed sliding glass windows and hover in front of me. I saw it all. The floating garment, Her face, Her hair, Her smile and heck, its everything. I cant even hold my composure for 5 seconds and then she just vanished. Just like that. Its like that She knows that my spiritual cant handle Her presence. The only words in my head after she vanished is "I'm here". I guess I'm really blessed that she show herself for a newb like me. Yes, the big dude let her in
From that time, I believe that She have left a guardian for me. A guardian or maybe someone to stabs me when the times come. I'm saying that because, all I read about her is all about justice. I feel kinda horrible for summoning my favorite demon last time. Just hoping it aint like that.
Done the pendulum many many times. I think I can confirm that She is my guardian and not somekind of assassin like the wiki told me. Yes, I said "She". I cant tell you guys who is she. She even gave me her other names. Demon have many names. But the voice in my head urge me that the name only for me. I guess She dont like me telling other people who my guardian is.
Back to the big dude story. My granpa and dad used to told me that the big dude only let the good people or the good spirit to enter the house. So, as you can guess, I summoned a Demon in the house, doing the pendulum; means the summoned demon and my guardian is in the house, so, the conclusion is, demons is not as bad as they have been potrait by the xian. They are good. Enought said. And I just hate when people telling me otherwise. Preaching bla bla bla. They even didnt know the truth. They just blindly believing. I really hate people like that.
Darn, I wrote so much. I guess ill stop. Im guessing no one will read this btw. But heh, its good to let it out. Till then brothers and sisters. Take care.
Ave Satanas
I'm new in all of this. I'm from a moslem family. I only able to received JOS updates only from my email address because where I lived, I cant access the JOS site. I'm guessing my ISP blocked the site as any other "satanic"-site that fit the "evil" category.
From time to time, I'm able to do the reading thru solely on google cache. It is pathetic. There goes the Freedom of information thingy. The meditation tho, it's awesome. It's truly enlightening as people called it.
But this not why I am posting. It is because, I wanna share to you all what a stories from my own experience just to say how thankful I am
Moslem as many like any other xian religion do mark Satan or Syaitan or Shaitan as evil. He is the source of all evil as what they claimed it in the book (Qoran). Same based story from Torah, Bible, with just an updates. I'm not claiming the Qoran is bad or like that. It is just, that the book, is what I am told and taught since I was a child. To tell you the truth, It is really hard to flush it all from my mind.
Continue reading from the site makes me think the logic behind this all. It is true that Moslem and like other xian, tries to take the spiritual knowledge away. As they said that believing other than God Himself is a sin and you can go to hell with that. So in logic, If I believe in Satan and His Demons, it is a sin, and I'm going to Hell
It is too bad that, I believed Satan and His Demon. In fact, I do believe the God and His Angel too. It is the teaching of satanism to empowering the human to be independent is the most luring part.
Altho my family are moslem, our root always believing in pagan teaching. My late granpa from my father-side used to be a shaman and he is a Christian btw. My granpa from my mother-side still practising pagan ritual from time to time. To chase the bad spirit away as he said it. In fact, my own home have been cast with pagan spell. "A Home Guardian" as they called it. A big dude guarding the house from robbers and bad spirits.
My naughty uncle always tries to play a spirit game in the house. An oulja board as you call it in western. And the spirit always didnt come. I even always saw a "ghost" outside my windows, only outside, cant go in. I guess the big dude really scares everyone away.
But not everyone. I know most of you got your own favorite demon. As like all the newbs from JOS, Yeah, You guess right, I stupidly summon mine. And after 5 minutes chanting Her name with Her sigil in front of me, there she was appeared in front of me. I can see Her hovering slowly entering my room from the closed sliding glass windows and hover in front of me. I saw it all. The floating garment, Her face, Her hair, Her smile and heck, its everything. I cant even hold my composure for 5 seconds and then she just vanished. Just like that. Its like that She knows that my spiritual cant handle Her presence. The only words in my head after she vanished is "I'm here". I guess I'm really blessed that she show herself for a newb like me. Yes, the big dude let her in
From that time, I believe that She have left a guardian for me. A guardian or maybe someone to stabs me when the times come. I'm saying that because, all I read about her is all about justice. I feel kinda horrible for summoning my favorite demon last time. Just hoping it aint like that.
Done the pendulum many many times. I think I can confirm that She is my guardian and not somekind of assassin like the wiki told me. Yes, I said "She". I cant tell you guys who is she. She even gave me her other names. Demon have many names. But the voice in my head urge me that the name only for me. I guess She dont like me telling other people who my guardian is.
Back to the big dude story. My granpa and dad used to told me that the big dude only let the good people or the good spirit to enter the house. So, as you can guess, I summoned a Demon in the house, doing the pendulum; means the summoned demon and my guardian is in the house, so, the conclusion is, demons is not as bad as they have been potrait by the xian. They are good. Enought said. And I just hate when people telling me otherwise. Preaching bla bla bla. They even didnt know the truth. They just blindly believing. I really hate people like that.
Darn, I wrote so much. I guess ill stop. Im guessing no one will read this btw. But heh, its good to let it out. Till then brothers and sisters. Take care.
Ave Satanas
