Impulsive Honesty

[sinbad]

I find it very difficult to lie and hold back my honesty.

It takes a lot of mental strength and willpower to not speak up and tear to shreds the falsehood and retardation of modern beliefs.

But obviously, people will think I am a lunatic and it makes me hate interacting with them since I am unable to tolerate a world of lies.

I am not a misanthrope, but these modern goofs really test my limits.

I really wish I could just speak freely, of what is literally common sense to me.

It is like being in a mental asylum of schizophrenics, and you are the only sane patient there, trying to convince the other's you are also a schizophrenic. And if they find out you're not, they'll set the death penalty... and you have to stay in this state of being permanently vigilant against "being caught in a truth".

How can I learn to become more detached?

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

They don't deserve your honesty. Lying to them about things that could hurt you is recommended. Don't treat all people as if they're all the same. They aren't.

It's not worth it really. You won't convince them most of time and depending on the topic and person involved the results could vary from a mild unpleasant disagreement to them litterally lunging at you because you signaled to them that you were an "evil Nazi/Satanist".

Silence is golden, and if you have to lie, lie. We're not Kantians. Survival is more important than holding standards that aren't meant to be held and would only harm you.

Those who deserve the truth will, for the most part, be guided to it on their own. You may have a "truthteller" ego within you to enlighten others, but that's how a lot of people got themselves jailed/killed. That may never happen to you, but it's better to be safe than sorry.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

Spend your truth-telling energies anonymously, mainly to help your spiritual kin and guests here out. I found that to be helpful for me. Those who wish to believe in falsehoods I'll leave them to it. I'm not risking myself for them. It's their job to figure it out.

 

[Epiphany]

Have you considered joining outreach? You can use this drive for good.

 

[sinbad]

Have you considered joining outreach? You can use this drive for good.

I haven't officially but I have always done this by myself to bring members here, but I think I should stop.

It is like a compulsive habit to keep talking about ToZ and exposing Jews at every conversation with every human I come into contact with. Like within 5mins we are already talking about this. I have a lot of luck so it never get's me into trouble, but I think I should stop for my own good until I have tamed my passion into something more productive.

I recently got a very powerful/intelligent guy here who is currently studying and taking notes on the website, so it feels worth it when I find a guy like that, but

Spend your truth-telling energies anonymously, mainly to help your spiritual kin and guests here out. I found that to be helpful for me. Those who wish to believe in falsehoods I'll leave them to it. I'm not risking myself for them. It's their job to figure it out.

Idk, I can't help it. I see everything around me like a flower to be watered, for me it is difficult to ignore and let thing's go to rot.

I see the future/"wasted potential" in everything, and nothing hurts more to see than wasted potential. It is like watching a cute kid laughing having fun in the playground, then you see a future premonition flash in your mind of him becoming a useless degenerate junkie about to O.D. on heroin on the bathroom floor. I have the medicine (ToZ), and it feels wrong to just walk away without at least trying.

Plus, who know's, this individual could be instrumental to our collective future, and I'm willing to risk it to find out... But tbf, I have also recently come to realise some people are so retarded, they do not even deserve a breath of effort. You have to get good at quickly identifying these monkey andrapoda so you can ignore them and focus on finding the intelligent and open people, which is more efficient.

 

[serpentwalker666]

This is what outreach is for. I have the same strong tendency and instead of being very blunt to an extent to where it wouldn't be good, I can vent this into outreach.

Void meditation also helps. It can be hard at times living in this clown world.