Hello, I used to be a member of this group but the phone I was using to read up on satanism broke(now I'm using an iPod). When it broke I tried to stay in the religon but I just started thinking I was crazy. I left satan, but over time saw that there is something to this. I wish to actually do my part in it this time. Before I was lazy, dumb, and obsessing over some girl. I've destroyed(or at least crippled)the main emotions that have screwed me up for so long, and, if you wish to say, I can see "clearly" now. I wish to learn this time around, to actually get off my ass and do my part in this stuff rather than what I was doing before. So, I'm back.