isakvermillion
New member
- Joined
- Jan 19, 2009
- Messages
- 0
Hello everyone, I have an issue when it comes to meditation and I'd like to possibly get some suggestions for how I can improve. First of all, I can't feel anything when meditating and I don't know if I'm just not spiritually open enough to feel anything yet or if I'm doing it wrong. I've been trying out the 3 basic meditations for the 40 day program,
Aura CleaningAura ProtectionVoid Meditation
I've mostly been trying out the void meditation because it seemed to be one of the easier types to begin with but I don't know if I did it right.
I followed the instructions; inhale 6 counts, hold 6 counts and exhale 6 counts and later switched over to 4 counts instead of 6 because I felt more comfortable doing 4 counts rather than 6, and then when my mind was "empty" I started to concentrate on an object on my wall for about 3-5 minutes (with open eyes). I do not think I was in a trance-state while doing it but my mind was definitely clean enough to be able to fully focus my attention on the object. I don't know if it's supposed to feel anything so I might have done that one right.
After void meditation I started to try out the Aura Cleaning and I had an issue finding where my chakras are located until I found a picture of all my chakras. I lied down in my bed and got comfortable and then I started to picture my bodys aura around me and then changing it from what I first visualized as the gray color to a shining light at the edges of my body, then I moved on to step number two which was to visualize the light getting even more intensive and brighter and also the miniature suns on my chakras but I couldn't feel anything. I spoke to another member and according to him it felt like a t-shirt getting pulled off your body or something like that. Is this unusual to not feel anything from that meditation?
I also tried the Aura of Protection but again, I couldn't feel anything while doing it and after.
I want to do this for our creator and most of all; myself. I want to be able to get strong and valuable to our creator and not be known as the Satanist who couldn't even perform easy meditations. I have set up a couple of personal goals which I'd like to reach in the next 3 months:
1. Be able to sense or hear my Guardian Demon and maybe even be able to communicate with him/her.2. Be able to feel that the meditations work.3. Be able to participate in the Reverse Torah Rituals (RTRs) as soon as possible.
If you have any suggestions or anything of use then please reply to this. Thanks.
HAIL SATAN!
Aura CleaningAura ProtectionVoid Meditation
I've mostly been trying out the void meditation because it seemed to be one of the easier types to begin with but I don't know if I did it right.
I followed the instructions; inhale 6 counts, hold 6 counts and exhale 6 counts and later switched over to 4 counts instead of 6 because I felt more comfortable doing 4 counts rather than 6, and then when my mind was "empty" I started to concentrate on an object on my wall for about 3-5 minutes (with open eyes). I do not think I was in a trance-state while doing it but my mind was definitely clean enough to be able to fully focus my attention on the object. I don't know if it's supposed to feel anything so I might have done that one right.
After void meditation I started to try out the Aura Cleaning and I had an issue finding where my chakras are located until I found a picture of all my chakras. I lied down in my bed and got comfortable and then I started to picture my bodys aura around me and then changing it from what I first visualized as the gray color to a shining light at the edges of my body, then I moved on to step number two which was to visualize the light getting even more intensive and brighter and also the miniature suns on my chakras but I couldn't feel anything. I spoke to another member and according to him it felt like a t-shirt getting pulled off your body or something like that. Is this unusual to not feel anything from that meditation?
I also tried the Aura of Protection but again, I couldn't feel anything while doing it and after.
I want to do this for our creator and most of all; myself. I want to be able to get strong and valuable to our creator and not be known as the Satanist who couldn't even perform easy meditations. I have set up a couple of personal goals which I'd like to reach in the next 3 months:
1. Be able to sense or hear my Guardian Demon and maybe even be able to communicate with him/her.2. Be able to feel that the meditations work.3. Be able to participate in the Reverse Torah Rituals (RTRs) as soon as possible.
If you have any suggestions or anything of use then please reply to this. Thanks.
HAIL SATAN!