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Hello everyone, I have an issue when it comes to meditation and I'd like to possibly get some suggestions for how I can improve. First of all, I can't feel anything when meditating and I don't know if I'm just not spiritually open enough to feel anything yet or if I'm doing it wrong. I've been trying out the 3 basic meditations for the 40 day program,
Aura CleaningAura ProtectionVoid Meditation
I've mostly been trying out the void meditation because it seemed to be one of the easier types to begin with but I don't know if I did it right. 
I followed the instructions; inhale 6 counts, hold 6 counts and exhale 6 counts and later switched over to 4 counts instead of 6 because I felt more comfortable doing 4 counts rather than 6, and then when my mind was "empty" I started to concentrate on an object on my wall for about 3-5 minutes (with open eyes). I do not think I was in a trance-state while doing it but my mind was definitely clean enough to be able to fully focus my attention on the object. I don't know if it's supposed to feel anything so I might have done that one right.
After void meditation I started to try out the Aura Cleaning and I had an issue finding where my chakras are located until I found a picture of all my chakras. I lied down in my bed and got comfortable and then I started to picture my bodys aura around me and then changing it from what I first visualized as the gray color to a shining light at the edges of my body, then I moved on to step number two which was to visualize the light getting even more intensive and brighter and also the miniature suns on my chakras but I couldn't feel anything. I spoke to another member and according to him it felt like a t-shirt getting pulled off your body or something like that. Is this unusual to not feel anything from that meditation? 
I also tried the Aura of Protection but again, I couldn't feel anything while doing it and after. 
I want to do this for our creator and most of all; myself. I want to be able to get strong and valuable to our creator and not be known as the Satanist who couldn't even perform easy meditations. I have set up a couple of personal goals which I'd like to reach in the next 3 months:
1. Be able to sense or hear my Guardian Demon and maybe even be able to communicate with him/her.2. Be able to feel that the meditations work.3. Be able to participate in the Reverse Torah Rituals (RTRs) as soon as possible.
If you have any suggestions or anything of use then please reply to this. Thanks. 
HAIL SATAN! 
 
As long as you have some faith in what your doing you should be good. You could visualize yourself in a white room or golden room as a practice to strengthen your aura, you'll see it works.
Cleaning your aura doesn't create strong sensations but you should feel your entire emotional and mental space feel lighter with positive thoughts and a better attitude even towards negative situations.
 
Most if not all of us don't feel much if anything in the beginning. I have been Dedicated almost 2 years and there are still some times when I do not feel anything. It's better to just do the meditations and then move on until you do feel something. When you become aware enough of your meditations energy it puts out like an energy buzz then it is best to focus on that for a moment.

Right now you are trying to hone your abilities, it is best to do it and then move on.

Hail Satan.
 
You must believe in what you are doing g and that it is happening and that's how it actually happens enough to feel it.I again use daydreams as an example.Have you ever had a daydream you were so into that you actually felt the emotions or the forces or sensations that were featured in your daydream?Thats basically how to feel things.In the daydream energies are actually being conjured.
Another thing is this:have you been on a ride or in a car and there is a sudden drop?The sacral chakra flares up during that zero gravity thing or at least it does in a lot of people.To feel my hand and feet chakras I imagine(daydream)that I'm hanging off a very tall building and I see how high up I am.The hand and feet chakras flare when I do that.
Even if the physical sensations in your body can't be felt yet you can feel all there is for you to feel in your head.Believing,knowing.Does that not happen?It's much more than just the words being recited or closing your eyes.You must make things happen without using your physical body and most people don't know how.You are in training.Think of physical sensations you've had throughout your life during intense moments and remember where you felt them and isolate the chairs it came from.A tightness in your throat while crying was the throat chakra.I can now light up my most of my main chakras by using my daydream method and I don't even have to go into dream mode now.Imagine the energy and know that imagination is not to be brushed off as "just your imagination" because things happen during that.
 
Pretty well said.
Hail Satan!


Sims


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On Wed, 8/17/16, Fatherschild fatherschild138@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I want to improve
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, August 17, 2016, 8:16 PM


 









You must believe in what you are
doing g and that it is happening and that's how it
actually happens enough to feel it.I again use daydreams as
an example.Have you ever had a daydream you were so into
that you actually felt the emotions or the forces or
sensations that were featured in your daydream?Thats
basically how to feel things.In the daydream energies are
actually being conjured.

Another thing is this:have you been on a ride or in a car
and there is a sudden drop?The sacral chakra flares up
during that zero gravity thing or at least it does in a lot
of people.To feel my hand and feet chakras I
imagine(daydream)that I'm hanging off a very tall
building and I see how high up I am.The hand and feet
chakras flare when I do that.

Even if the physical sensations in your body can't be
felt yet you can feel all there is for you to feel in your
head.Believing,knowing.Does that not happen?It's much
more than just the words being recited or closing your
eyes.You must make things happen without using your physical
body and most people don't know how.You are in
training.Think of physical sensations you've had
throughout your life during intense moments and remember
where you felt them and isolate the chairs it came from.A
tightness in your throat while crying was the throat
chakra.I can now light up my most of my main chakras by
using my daydream method and I don't even have to go
into dream mode now.Imagine the energy and know that
imagination is not to be brushed off as "just your
imagination" because things happen during that.










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