I received a good wish, meant in a bad way. I don’t know how to feel.

[Blackcat44]

I was having an argument with my mother today. At some point she screamed at me to (translated) “go to Satan and never come back”which would be the equivalent of the English phrase “go to Hell and never come back.” I immediately thought that, technically, she just wished me well.
But the fact that my mother used it in the context that she used it, (I assume everyone reading this could imagine how someone who isn’t a Satanist, would use and/or perceive that phrase), had me really upset and heartbroken. Im calm now, however I’m still quite confused on how to feel about being told something like that.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Sometimes these things happen. You can take it to mean that Satan protects you, His influence is felt even during arguments with our loved ones.

Don't feel too bad about your mother, she is not a SS so her level of understanding is lower, as is most people's. It's sad that such arguments can happen from our parents, but that's just how life is until humanity evolves more.

You can use Green energy and affirm that your relationship with her is more harmonious and pleasant, if you want. You can start today after the VoC, waxing Moon in Leo is fine for this.

 

[General Yeager]

Don't argue with your mother. Try to be more undercover and learn tact in order to deal with people. Interactions don't have to devolve to arguments, especially with your own blood. I know in the Teenage phase there is a tendency to assert your independence and that involves lashing out against Authority. But serious ideological arguments against parents may lead to a sour relationship with them your entire life. Which is not conducive to your good mental health or the health or your future children. They should see a large family sometime with many relatives and that will imbibe Strong Family values within them. You can learn to be tactful in your interactions.

Just act cordial and agreeable until you are independent yourself. Then you will have your own family,your own house and you will not have to deal with your parents everyday. But you should have a cordial relationship with them either way.

 

[The Alchemist7 [TG]]

Was the argument religion related? In this case is best to avoid such discussions altogether if possible.

Just act cordial and agreeable until you are independent yourself. Then you will have your own family,your own house and you will not have to deal with your parents everyday. But you should have a cordial relationship with them either way.

This depends a lot on what kind parents one has and the kind of discussions going. Many people (be it even one's parents) can be so deluded and irrational that is very difficult to remain cordial and agreeable, but yes this would be an ideal scenario.

 

[Blackcat44]

Sometimes these things happen. You can take it to mean that Satan protects you, His influence is felt even during arguments with our loved ones.

Don't feel too bad about your mother, she is not a SS so her level of understanding is lower, as is most people's. It's sad that such arguments can happen from our parents, but that's just how life is until humanity evolves more.

You can use Green energy and affirm that your relationship with her is more harmonious and pleasant, if you want. You can start today after the VoC, waxing Moon in Leo is fine for this.

Im sorry to respond so late but I just wanted to say after thinking about it, my thoughts were those too. Thank you

 

[Mysteries of the Gods]

It's normal to feel bad about this. Family arguments are stressful, especially if they bring up your Religion and the Gods against you in a derogative manner. What she said was likely meant to make you feel bad, so it's normal you picked that up...because she didn't mean it as a good wish. It was not.

What I suggest is:
1) Ignore the comment. Don't respond and try not to show reactions. If you show yourself to be calm, she would also stop giving importance to what she herself said and forget about it. If you show offense, she will think that has an effect on you and either repeat that again in the future or be suspectful over "why you feel so bad over it". Don't make that transpire. This leads to the second point.
2) Never talk about your spiritual practices to these people. Sadly, they are extremely likely to have either familial/societal/religious conditioning against your spiritual practices and beliefs. Trying to make them understand would likely blow up conflicts, putting you in very uncomfortable situations (at best) or just outright dangerous situations (at worst and likely if there is religious influence in your home and they are fearful about your practices)...without getting them to understand anything anyway. So, it would be just a loss on your part.