ahana666
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This thread is for all of you that feel that they don't have the strenght and courage to get through things in life or spiritual blockages :
My advice is to grow a close relationship with your guardian. I remember one day, I was crying and completely alone, and I just wanted to feel that someone was there to comfort me when I had no one, and I thought about Marchosias, I needed strenght.
I felt a REAL warm feeling on my hand, like if someone was warming my cold hands up, I felt touched, she made sure to let me know that she was there for me, still to this day, i know 101% that that was totally real. And I'm a really skeptic person myself.
Because of a lot of confusion I've seen in this forum about various topics I left it for a long while, I got my life back on track financially and I currently realized that I need to come back to my spiritual awakening. Today I remembered about her, and I wanted to look at her sigil.
I looked at it and I immediately have seen the whole room "light up", everything was clearer, I felt more energetic, and I felt shivers ( not the cold feeling shivers ) on my back.
Your guardian is there for you. They want to lead you to the correct spiritual path.
One thing I've learned is that as a Spiritual Satanist you can have your own opinion if they respect what you believe in and if you respect yourself.
and that you are the ONLY person responsible for your spiritual growth, if you are a skeptic, or you have "faith" issues, just start developing a relationship with your guardian and ask them for guidance.
Don't believe what people tell you, discover the truth yourself. Let yourself go. I still have some issues with letting myself "go" in terms of anxiety in having to be actively and physically involved in the "metaphysical", but I'll work it out as well.
Discovering yourself and your soul deeply and interacting first-hand with this world is the BEST thing we all can do to truly advance.
My advice is to grow a close relationship with your guardian. I remember one day, I was crying and completely alone, and I just wanted to feel that someone was there to comfort me when I had no one, and I thought about Marchosias, I needed strenght.
I felt a REAL warm feeling on my hand, like if someone was warming my cold hands up, I felt touched, she made sure to let me know that she was there for me, still to this day, i know 101% that that was totally real. And I'm a really skeptic person myself.
Because of a lot of confusion I've seen in this forum about various topics I left it for a long while, I got my life back on track financially and I currently realized that I need to come back to my spiritual awakening. Today I remembered about her, and I wanted to look at her sigil.
I looked at it and I immediately have seen the whole room "light up", everything was clearer, I felt more energetic, and I felt shivers ( not the cold feeling shivers ) on my back.
Your guardian is there for you. They want to lead you to the correct spiritual path.
One thing I've learned is that as a Spiritual Satanist you can have your own opinion if they respect what you believe in and if you respect yourself.
and that you are the ONLY person responsible for your spiritual growth, if you are a skeptic, or you have "faith" issues, just start developing a relationship with your guardian and ask them for guidance.
Don't believe what people tell you, discover the truth yourself. Let yourself go. I still have some issues with letting myself "go" in terms of anxiety in having to be actively and physically involved in the "metaphysical", but I'll work it out as well.
Discovering yourself and your soul deeply and interacting first-hand with this world is the BEST thing we all can do to truly advance.
