I need serious help please.....Regarding passing away.

[RACHEL]

Ave Satanas my brothers an sisters and all the HPs! I lost my Dad back in October 2011 from stage 4 Cancer.I have been holding inside all the pain of his death still to this day because Father Satan says never love something that you cant see die and its been killing me with no release.I was the only one in my family who took care of him with everything! I took pics of my Dad right before he died and clear as day theres a cat on his bed right next to him and we didnt have any living pets in the house at that time,I'm not sure which GD that is I think its Bast.Well some time later in my dream I think it was Father Satan he was holding my Dads head and handed it to me in front of a open burning furnace in my dads basement which he doesnt have and my Dad was looking up at me there was no words spoken,I was bawling my eyes out and woke up crying,I dont know what this means! Please some one tell me and also how to let this pain go.I have my Dads ashes in the urn still.I am thinking of making a poppet with his blood i took b4 he died.I love yous all here my family so please help me on this.Sincerly Rachel.HAIL SATAN ALMIGHTY AND SETH,GUSION,ASTAROTH AND ALL THE DEMONS OF HELL FOREVER!I will try to upload a pic of my Dad with the cat on here if i can.

 

[RACHEL]

Ave Satanas my brothers an sisters and all the HPs! I lost my Dad back in October 2011 from stage 4 Cancer.I have been holding inside all the pain of his death still to this day because Father Satan says never love something that you cant see die and its been killing me with no release.I was the only one in my family who took care of him with everything! I took pics of my Dad right before he died and clear as day theres a cat on his bed right next to him and we didnt have any living pets in the house at that time,I'm not sure which GD that is I think its Bast.Well some time later in my dream I think it was Father Satan he was holding my Dads head and handed it to me in front of a open burning furnace in my dads basement which he doesnt have and my Dad was looking up at me there was no words spoken,I was bawling my eyes out and woke up crying,I dont know what this means! Please some one tell me and also how to let this pain go.I have my Dads ashes in the urn still.I am thinking of making a poppet with his blood i took b4 he died.I love yous all here my family so please help me on this.Sincerly Rachel.HAIL SATAN ALMIGHTY AND SETH,GUSION,ASTAROTH AND ALL THE DEMONS OF HELL FOREVER!I will try to upload a pic of my Dad with the cat on here if i can.

 

[Inf]

Rachel,

I don't know where you got that you shouldn't love someone/something that you can't see die. Father doesn't want you not to love someone. Banish that thought from your mind please..

I can only imagine what kind of pain you are going through. I offer my condolences to your father's death and to you for being left without him, but I can help you.

I'm not entirely sure about the picture with the cat and everything, if I did I would help you, and I'm sorry that I don't, but hopefully someone else will be able to help with that. I can help you with your pain.

First, you need to let it out. If you suppress anything, especially pain, it will build up and get worse and cause problems for you. You need to accept his loss and grieve for him. Get his picture and just cry, cry your eyes out, open up the spigot and just let it all out.Let out the sadness, let out the anger, let your emotions clean themselves out and get all that pressure released. Tell him you miss him and you love him, take as much time as you need. You should have done this a long time ago, but it's fine, just do it now. I promise you will feel so much better after you are done, because you will begin the long walk on the road to recovery and healing.

Also, take solace in the fact that your father is always with you. He is no longer suffering from that horrible disease, and I know he appreciates everything you did for him, and he loves you because you were and are his little girl.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "RACHEL" <mysticlove727@... wrote:

Ave Satanas my brothers an sisters and all the HPs! I lost my Dad back in October 2011 from stage 4 Cancer.I have been holding inside all the pain of his death still to this day because Father Satan says never love something that you cant see die and its been killing me with no release.I was the only one in my family who took care of him with everything! I took pics of my Dad right before he died and clear as day theres a cat on his bed right next to him and we didnt have any living pets in the house at that time,I'm not sure which GD that is I think its Bast.Well some time later in my dream I think it was Father Satan he was holding my Dads head and handed it to me in front of a open burning furnace in my dads basement which he doesnt have and my Dad was looking up at me there was no words spoken,I was bawling my eyes out and woke up crying,I dont know what this means! Please some one tell me and also how to let this pain go.I have my Dads ashes in the urn still.I am thinking of making a poppet with his blood i took b4 he died.I love yous all here my family so please help me on this.Sincerly Rachel.HAIL SATAN ALMIGHTY AND SETH,GUSION,ASTAROTH AND ALL THE DEMONS OF HELL FOREVER!I will try to upload a pic of my Dad with the cat on here if i can.

 

[RACHEL]

I sent you a request on yahoo messenger if thats ok.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Inf" <alphawolfkemo@... wrote:

Rachel,

I don't know where you got that you shouldn't love someone/something that you can't see die. Father doesn't want you not to love someone. Banish that thought from your mind please..

I can only imagine what kind of pain you are going through. I offer my condolences to your father's death and to you for being left without him, but I can help you.

I'm not entirely sure about the picture with the cat and everything, if I did I would help you, and I'm sorry that I don't, but hopefully someone else will be able to help with that. I can help you with your pain.

First, you need to let it out. If you suppress anything, especially pain, it will build up and get worse and cause problems for you. You need to accept his loss and grieve for him. Get his picture and just cry, cry your eyes out, open up the spigot and just let it all out.Let out the sadness, let out the anger, let your emotions clean themselves out and get all that pressure released. Tell him you miss him and you love him, take as much time as you need. You should have done this a long time ago, but it's fine, just do it now. I promise you will feel so much better after you are done, because you will begin the long walk on the road to recovery and healing.

Also, take solace in the fact that your father is always with you. He is no longer suffering from that horrible disease, and I know he appreciates everything you did for him, and he loves you because you were and are his little girl.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "RACHEL" <mysticlove727@ wrote:

Ave Satanas my brothers an sisters and all the HPs! I lost my Dad back in October 2011 from stage 4 Cancer.I have been holding inside all the pain of his death still to this day because Father Satan says never love something that you cant see die and its been killing me with no release.I was the only one in my family who took care of him with everything! I took pics of my Dad right before he died and clear as day theres a cat on his bed right next to him and we didnt have any living pets in the house at that time,I'm not sure which GD that is I think its Bast.Well some time later in my dream I think it was Father Satan he was holding my Dads head and handed it to me in front of a open burning furnace in my dads basement which he doesnt have and my Dad was looking up at me there was no words spoken,I was bawling my eyes out and woke up crying,I dont know what this means! Please some one tell me and also how to let this pain go.I have my Dads ashes in the urn still.I am thinking of making a poppet with his blood i took b4 he died.I love yous all here my family so please help me on this.Sincerly Rachel.HAIL SATAN ALMIGHTY AND SETH,GUSION,ASTAROTH AND ALL THE DEMONS OF HELL FOREVER!I will try to upload a pic of my Dad with the cat on here if i can.