Ok Brothers and Sisters, when I was new to Satanism I had some very blatant experiences.. One I will share with you..
When I first did my dedication ritual, it was with a friend and we performed it together in his basement in a huge Victorian home. After the ritual we right away we felt his presence, it was euphoric. Now, after that we went walking towards my house.. Upon getting to our destination, my friend added that he wanted a cigarette, me being a smoker myself to wanted one as well so we seen a guy and we asked him for a cigarette.. He then gave it to us, not thinking much of it we each smoked our smokes and continued walking to my house.. Upon getting to the intersection we were talking about how pizza, pop and cigars would be "awesome" right about now.. And low and behold we spotted our friend walking into a 7-11, we called out his name and he didnt hear us so we shouted it and no answer.. So we waited for the go-ahead green light to cross the street and entered the store.. We then called his name again and as he turned around he said, "HEY, what are you guys doing?? Want to come to my house for some pop and pizza?" and as he was saying that the clerk passed him a cigar (because thats what he was buying) and he said, "Hey guys you want one?" we nodded and started laughing hysterically.. I could not believe what just happened we both just Shouted in the store HAIL SATAN!!! because, honestly the coincidences that happened were clearly from Satan.
Now, to get to the point here.. That night I went to bed and as I was drifting off falling asleep still with the euphoric feeling I had after the ritual, I closed my eyes and I seen a small bright light that shined brighter and brighter and brighter until it was my total field of vision (with my eyes closed) and out of that light I seen Satans face and I could see that he was wearing a robe (but I could only see from his head to his shoulders but I could make it out as a robe) and he called out my name.. I could hear his voice from my ears and I could hear it threw my forehead (where the third eye is).
Now my brothers and sisters this is my question to you.. I've summoned a demon before and I have not gotten them to manifest or have really any results.. I tried summoning RAUM seeing as I've always felt a connection with him.. but nothing happened.. Why could that be?
Also I had a dream where I was being taught by Valefor who was trying to show me how to heal myself threw a ball of light that came out of my hand Chakras, If I summon him do you think there is a greater chance of me having success and asking him to be my teacher/friend?? If you know some answers PLEASE REPLY!!
Further more, why am I not getting any of these experiences anymore? I do read and study the site THOROUGHLY but there are times when I feel I am being ignored.. Is that normal or did I do something wrong that REALLY pissed them off? I've never slandered any of them before after I came to the realization and truth after my dedication and I did apologize. I was raised in a protestant household as a kid so I had no idea and my parents were strict. PLEASE REPLY IF YOU HAVE ANSWERS!!
When I first did my dedication ritual, it was with a friend and we performed it together in his basement in a huge Victorian home. After the ritual we right away we felt his presence, it was euphoric. Now, after that we went walking towards my house.. Upon getting to our destination, my friend added that he wanted a cigarette, me being a smoker myself to wanted one as well so we seen a guy and we asked him for a cigarette.. He then gave it to us, not thinking much of it we each smoked our smokes and continued walking to my house.. Upon getting to the intersection we were talking about how pizza, pop and cigars would be "awesome" right about now.. And low and behold we spotted our friend walking into a 7-11, we called out his name and he didnt hear us so we shouted it and no answer.. So we waited for the go-ahead green light to cross the street and entered the store.. We then called his name again and as he turned around he said, "HEY, what are you guys doing?? Want to come to my house for some pop and pizza?" and as he was saying that the clerk passed him a cigar (because thats what he was buying) and he said, "Hey guys you want one?" we nodded and started laughing hysterically.. I could not believe what just happened we both just Shouted in the store HAIL SATAN!!! because, honestly the coincidences that happened were clearly from Satan.
Now, to get to the point here.. That night I went to bed and as I was drifting off falling asleep still with the euphoric feeling I had after the ritual, I closed my eyes and I seen a small bright light that shined brighter and brighter and brighter until it was my total field of vision (with my eyes closed) and out of that light I seen Satans face and I could see that he was wearing a robe (but I could only see from his head to his shoulders but I could make it out as a robe) and he called out my name.. I could hear his voice from my ears and I could hear it threw my forehead (where the third eye is).
Now my brothers and sisters this is my question to you.. I've summoned a demon before and I have not gotten them to manifest or have really any results.. I tried summoning RAUM seeing as I've always felt a connection with him.. but nothing happened.. Why could that be?
Also I had a dream where I was being taught by Valefor who was trying to show me how to heal myself threw a ball of light that came out of my hand Chakras, If I summon him do you think there is a greater chance of me having success and asking him to be my teacher/friend?? If you know some answers PLEASE REPLY!!
Further more, why am I not getting any of these experiences anymore? I do read and study the site THOROUGHLY but there are times when I feel I am being ignored.. Is that normal or did I do something wrong that REALLY pissed them off? I've never slandered any of them before after I came to the realization and truth after my dedication and I did apologize. I was raised in a protestant household as a kid so I had no idea and my parents were strict. PLEASE REPLY IF YOU HAVE ANSWERS!!
