I am pretty sure i was born to do this.

[cain.black]

Hello my name is robert i am 18 yrs old. I have a long story but im going to short it. When i was a child i was forced to go to catholic church, and i hated it, i hated it so much. I could not go on the web since i did not have internet and i didn't know what i know now, but i was always attracted to Satan. Years passed by and i just went to church with my grandparents, i even attended a catholic nun school. I lived with my grandparents (fanatical catholics) for five years and they would alway get mad at me because on the last pages of my notebooks and books, i always drawed the inverted star (not the baphomet simbol, i was confused so i drawed a star like the star of david but with a circle around it.i was a child and did not have enough information) and also put 666 on everything, i even dreamed of being a Demon. Years later i became brainwashed and liked church. Some more years later it was being wierd and went to metaphisics. I used/have epilepsy that doesn't make me get convulsions and a severe case of O.C.D. (wich now is gone) and i took pills. i stoped taking them and heard voices, and as i read before someone with those kind of problems that doesnt take their medication can go to a worse state.Bottom line is that i started to hear a voice that was driving me crazy, one day that voice told me to gon on the web, i honestly cant remember how i got to the Satanism stuff but i got there. I became interested in LaVeyan ways but honestly did not convince me so well. I again felt an impulse to go on the web by making a pact with Satan and all of a sudden i stumbled in Joy of Satan page. I was looking around and found the Join Satan's army and something just clicked. All in all when i went to the LaVeyan stuff i felt it was for me but all of a sudden i came to this and just felt right, i felt this is the place i was supposed to take, now i just need a little advice from you guys. I really feel I was born to do this. I also would love advice from you guys. Thats all i hope i didn't bore you of what i typed on and on. Hail Satan!!!!!!!!!

 

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Welcome!

That's also similar to how I stumbled across JoS... I had been a Pagan for almost a decade, came across LaVeys Satanic Bible, didn't agree with the atheist ideas but something urged me to dedicate. I went online to see if there were other sites describing the dedication ritual, and found JoS. Right after I dedicated I found the Hell's Army link, and am not in the final month of the Training Program. I haven't looked back

As for advice... throw yourself into it, be careful, but be brave

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "cain.black" <cain.black@... wrote:

Hello my name is robert i am 18 yrs old. I have a long story but im going to short it. When i was a child i was forced to go to catholic church, and i hated it, i hated it so much. I could not go on the web since i did not have internet and i didn't know what i know now, but i was always attracted to Satan. Years passed by and i just went to church with my grandparents, i even attended a catholic nun school. I lived with my grandparents (fanatical catholics) for five years and they would alway get mad at me because on the last pages of my notebooks and books, i always drawed the inverted star (not the baphomet simbol, i was confused so i drawed a star like the star of david but with a circle around it.i was a child and did not have enough information) and also put 666 on everything, i even dreamed of being a Demon. Years later i became brainwashed and liked church. Some more years later it was being wierd and went to metaphisics. I used/have epilepsy that doesn't make me get convulsions and a severe case of O.C.D. (wich now is gone) and i took pills. i stoped taking them and heard voices, and as i read before someone with those kind of problems that doesnt take their medication can go to a worse state.Bottom line is that i started to hear a voice that was driving me crazy, one day that voice told me to gon on the web, i honestly cant remember how i got to the Satanism stuff but i got there. I became interested in LaVeyan ways but honestly did not convince me so well. I again felt an impulse to go on the web by making a pact with Satan and all of a sudden i stumbled in Joy of Satan page. I was looking around and found the Join Satan's army and something just clicked. All in all when i went to the LaVeyan stuff i felt it was for me but all of a sudden i came to this and just felt right, i felt this is the place i was supposed to take, now i just need a little advice from you guys. I really feel I was born to do this. I also would love advice from you guys. Thats all i hope i didn't bore you of what i typed on and on. Hail Satan!!!!!!!!!

 

[kamogelo sebitlwane]

i think i can relate to this

On Thu, Mar 3, 2011 at 9:40 PM, cain.black <cain.black@... wrote:

  Hello my name is robert i am 18 yrs old. I have a long story but im going to short it. When i was a child i was forced to go to catholic church, and i hated it, i hated it so much. I could not go on the web since i did not have internet and i didn't know what i know now, but i was always attracted to Satan. Years passed by and i just went to church with my grandparents, i even attended a catholic nun school. I lived with my grandparents (fanatical catholics) for five years and they would alway get mad at me because on the last pages of my notebooks and books, i always drawed the inverted star (not the baphomet simbol, i was confused so i drawed a star like the star of david but with a circle around it.i was a child and did not have enough information) and also put 666 on everything, i even dreamed of being a Demon. Years later i became brainwashed and liked church. Some more years later it was being wierd and went to metaphisics. I used/have epilepsy that doesn't make me get convulsions and a severe case of O.C.D. (wich now is gone) and i took pills. i stoped taking them and heard voices, and as i read before someone with those kind of problems that doesnt take their medication can go to a worse state.Bottom line is that i started to hear a voice that was driving me crazy, one day that voice told me to gon on the web, i honestly cant remember how i got to the Satanism stuff but i got there. I became interested in LaVeyan ways but honestly did not convince me so well. I again felt an impulse to go on the web by making a pact with Satan and all of a sudden i stumbled in Joy of Satan page. I was looking around and found the Join Satan's army and something just clicked. All in all when i went to the LaVeyan stuff i felt it was for me but all of a sudden i came to this and just felt right, i felt this is the place i was supposed to take, now i just need a little advice from you guys. I really feel I was born to do this. I also would love advice from you guys. Thats all i hope i didn't bore you of what i typed on and on. Hail Satan!!!!!!!!!

 

[Cain Black]

Thanks i just need the stuff for the ritual and dedicate.  :3

From: "liddynavillus@..." <liddynavillus@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, March 4, 2011 10:37:55 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: I am pretty sure i was born to do this.

  Welcome!

That's also similar to how I stumbled across JoS... I had been a Pagan for almost a decade, came across LaVeys Satanic Bible, didn't agree with the atheist ideas but something urged me to dedicate. I went online to see if there were other sites describing the dedication ritual, and found JoS. Right after I dedicated I found the Hell's Army link, and am not in the final month of the Training Program. I haven't looked back

As for advice... throw yourself into it, be careful, but be brave

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "cain.black" <cain.black@... wrote:

Hello my name is robert i am 18 yrs old. I have a long story but im going to short it. When i was a child i was forced to go to catholic church, and i hated it, i hated it so much. I could not go on the web since i did not have internet and i didn't know what i know now, but i was always attracted to Satan. Years passed by and i just went to church with my grandparents, i even attended a catholic nun school. I lived with my grandparents (fanatical catholics) for five years and they would alway get mad at me because on the last pages of my notebooks and books, i always drawed the inverted star (not the baphomet simbol, i was confused so i drawed a star like the star of david but with a circle around it.i was a child and did not have enough information) and also put 666 on everything, i even dreamed of being a Demon. Years later i became brainwashed and liked church. Some more years later it was being wierd and went to metaphisics. I used/have epilepsy that doesn't make me get convulsions and a severe case of O.C.D. (wich now is gone) and i took pills. i stoped taking them and heard voices, and as i read before someone with those kind of problems that doesnt take their medication can go to a worse state.Bottom line is that i started to hear a voice that was driving me crazy, one day that voice told me to gon on the web, i honestly cant remember how i got to the Satanism stuff but i got there. I became interested in LaVeyan ways but honestly did not convince me so well. I again felt an impulse to go on the web by making a pact with Satan and all of a sudden i stumbled in Joy of Satan page. I was looking around and found the Join Satan's army and something just clicked. All in all when i went to the LaVeyan stuff i felt it was for me but all of a sudden i came to this and just felt right, i felt this is the place i was supposed to take, now i just need a little advice from you guys. I really feel I was born to do this. I also would love advice from you guys. Thats all i hope i didn't bore you of what i typed on and on. Hail Satan!!!!!!!!!

 

[saahirah_belladonna]

hi there and welcome!
you have had one hell of a journey (no pun intended)
so ill keep this short and sweet. any advice you are after please dont hesitate to ask! im fairly new to this group myself but ill help anyway i can i hope you enjoy your time here

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "cain.black" <cain.black@... wrote:

Hello my name is robert i am 18 yrs old. I have a long story but im going to short it. When i was a child i was forced to go to catholic church, and i hated it, i hated it so much. I could not go on the web since i did not have internet and i didn't know what i know now, but i was always attracted to Satan. Years passed by and i just went to church with my grandparents, i even attended a catholic nun school. I lived with my grandparents (fanatical catholics) for five years and they would alway get mad at me because on the last pages of my notebooks and books, i always drawed the inverted star (not the baphomet simbol, i was confused so i drawed a star like the star of david but with a circle around it.i was a child and did not have enough information) and also put 666 on everything, i even dreamed of being a Demon. Years later i became brainwashed and liked church. Some more years later it was being wierd and went to metaphisics. I used/have epilepsy that doesn't make me get convulsions and a severe case of O.C.D. (wich now is gone) and i took pills. i stoped taking them and heard voices, and as i read before someone with those kind of problems that doesnt take their medication can go to a worse state.Bottom line is that i started to hear a voice that was driving me crazy, one day that voice told me to gon on the web, i honestly cant remember how i got to the Satanism stuff but i got there. I became interested in LaVeyan ways but honestly did not convince me so well. I again felt an impulse to go on the web by making a pact with Satan and all of a sudden i stumbled in Joy of Satan page. I was looking around and found the Join Satan's army and something just clicked. All in all when i went to the LaVeyan stuff i felt it was for me but all of a sudden i came to this and just felt right, i felt this is the place i was supposed to take, now i just need a little advice from you guys. I really feel I was born to do this. I also would love advice from you guys. Thats all i hope i didn't bore you of what i typed on and on. Hail Satan!!!!!!!!!