Help with xian psychic harrasment

[mr.miloshovel]

Hi, Over the last several years of myself being a satanist, various demons have been giving me "clues" in order to lead me to a very powerful working. but due to myself being contantly harrased by, "prayer" I can't execute the working. I just can't summon the will power to do anything anymore. I would prefer to leave the details a secret, but it is a major gift and it was givin to me by Astaroth herself within the first month of becoming a satanist, I just didn't realize it. I just can't get my self to just do the working, or any magick for that matter. any suggestions? thanks in advance

Hail Satan!