Help Much Needed + Questions

[sarah_dancer9]

I am relatively new to Satanism, and I have a few questions regarding ritual and the like. However, I find myself in an increasingly difficult situation every day. For now, I have just been following the guidlines from Hell's Army, and I have read through most everything on the Joy of Satan website.

I grew up in a Catholic household. I was sent to Catholic Preschool, Kindergarten, and Catholic Elementary School, just like my parents had been. Even though they have converted to be Episcopalians, they're still extremly strict. We are also financially strapped (then again, who isn't?). My college education had to be put off until January, when I shall finally be getting out of here and going far away.

I only have about half of the materials I need for ritual, and my stict household always demands to know what I buy and why I need it, so acquiring the rest of them is going to be tricky. Does anyone have any suggestions in how to get the rest of the materials in a way that will not be suspicious to my parents? (They will surely have my head if they found out I am Satanist).

Now, I also have a few questions regarding demons. I know for a fact that a demon has been trying to make contact with me for quite some time. I have been having dreams in which I am walking through a forest in autumn, with no leaves on the trees and I either find or end up following a black serpent or shadowy figure. One time during the dream, I was walking with a friend who is a strong Christian and the serpent came along and led me away from her. This dream is not going away. Can anyone help me try to make contact with this demon? They obviously want to make contact with me.

Thank you to anyone who helps and Hail Satan.

 

[gianni062991]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "sarah_dancer9" <sarah_dancer9@... wrote:

I am relatively new to Satanism, and I have a few questions regarding ritual and the like. However, I find myself in an increasingly difficult situation every day. For now, I have just been following the guidlines from Hell's Army, and I have read through most everything on the Joy of Satan website.

I grew up in a Catholic household. I was sent to Catholic Preschool, Kindergarten, and Catholic Elementary School, just like my parents had been. Even though they have converted to be Episcopalians, they're still extremly strict. We are also financially strapped (then again, who isn't?). My college education had to be put off until January, when I shall finally be getting out of here and going far away.

I only have about half of the materials I need for ritual, and my stict household always demands to know what I buy and why I need it, so acquiring the rest of them is going to be tricky. Does anyone have any suggestions in how to get the rest of the materials in a way that will not be suspicious to my parents? (They will surely have my head if they found out I am Satanist).

Now, I also have a few questions regarding demons. I know for a fact that a demon has been trying to make contact with me for quite some time. I have been having dreams in which I am walking through a forest in autumn, with no leaves on the trees and I either find or end up following a black serpent or shadowy figure. One time during the dream, I was walking with a friend who is a strong Christian and the serpent came along and led me away from her. This dream is not going away. Can anyone help me try to make contact with this demon? They obviously want to make contact with me.
i suppose the dream that you had about that serpent is satan because the serpent.goat.peacock.and dragon are sacred animals to satan satan is the serpent representing for the kundalini serpent the base of the energy.you read the website clearly. Thank you to anyone who helps and Hail Satan.