help me out plZ!(and if possible---today?)

[xtreme_x99]

hi
i'm aman
i read the dedication ritual
i read a lot of stuff on site
nywyaZ
i wanted to ask is that am i ready?
OR
more appropriately that am i meant to be a satanist
help

THE INFO(if some is required)
from since i was a kid
i had liked the "dark side"(its what everyone calls it)
and had an affinity to demons, devils(not that i can see them or anything just a feeling for all the demons, devils and father satan too ---that i'm someway a part of this all)

and
maybe this will sound weird
i've always felt like i'm "possessed"(in luny words) rather
i'd actually felt that i myself is a devil(donno y or how?--)
i know i'm a human
but theirs a HUGE difference btw knowing and feeling something

alwayZ liked heavy/gohic muZic

since the day i started writing lyrics
its all like
"hell rizen"
"nightmare"
"god has fallen" ( the xian god)
nd more(some 11 lyrics--cause i've started around jus 6 months or so)

i know for a person my age(i might be in teens of satan group but my age is at the limit of this group 19)
all that i'm saying sounds weird

i am alwayz affinited to stuff like---supernatural powers, devils, hell(not the weird punishing place acc to xians---what i believe hell is--like a place where spirits of people live--spirits of those, who didn' walk on the "right" path and those who've lived life on their terms rather than someone else's without worrying about what people think)

ok
i guess i've written a lill too much

so
help me please!

 

[raziel8911]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtreme_x99" <xtreme_x99@... wrote:

hi
i'm aman
i read the dedication ritual
i read a lot of stuff on site
nywyaZ
i wanted to ask is that am i ready?
OR
more appropriately that am i meant to be a satanist
help

THE INFO(if some is required)
from since i was a kid
i had liked the "dark side"(its what everyone calls it)
and had an affinity to demons, devils(not that i can see them or anything just a feeling for all the demons, devils and father satan too ---that i'm someway a part of this all)

and
maybe this will sound weird
i've always felt like i'm "possessed"(in luny words) rather
i'd actually felt that i myself is a devil(donno y or how?--)
i know i'm a human
but theirs a HUGE difference btw knowing and feeling something

alwayZ liked heavy/gohic muZic

since the day i started writing lyrics
its all like
"hell rizen"
"nightmare"
"god has fallen" ( the xian god)
nd more(some 11 lyrics--cause i've started around jus 6 months or so)

i know for a person my age(i might be in teens of satan group but my age is at the limit of this group 19)
all that i'm saying sounds weird

i am alwayz affinited to stuff like---supernatural powers, devils, hell(not the weird punishing place acc to xians---what i believe hell is--like a place where spirits of people live--spirits of those, who didn' walk on the "right" path and those who've lived life on their terms rather than someone else's without worrying about what people think)

ok
i guess i've written a lill too much

so
help me please!

it is what your hearth desire
if you think you are prepare to take this step ,do it
if not study more and when you are truly convinced come and join us

 

[xtreme_x99]

thanX
i believe i'm ready!
but the only problem

wher can i perform it?
as parents alwayz at home when i am(as i'm only home in evenings)

rest no problemo?

 

[diioia13]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtreme_x99" <xtreme_x99@... wrote:

thanX
i believe i'm ready!
but the only problem

wher can i perform it?
as parents alwayz at home when i am(as i'm only home in evenings)

rest no problemo?
what u need to do is go to a friends house or to a park if none of these are avalible try doing it at night but if your parents r light sleepers then try tricking them into u got held after school and go to a area and do it just be back before they arive

 

[nightfoxx666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "xtreme_x99" <xtreme_x99@... wrote:

thanX
i believe i'm ready!
but the only problem

wher can i perform it?
as parents alwayz at home when i am(as i'm only home in evenings)

rest no problemo?

Do it in your astral temple