hello

[lady_namaria]

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist since
2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m now on the
part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I was told) I
will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have a site in
croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people to joy of
satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending them
translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo much in my
life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to give him
my share....

hail Satan

 

[Joe Swift]

It's nice to hear from people looking to give something back, it's a
shame there aren't many willing to do it

Good Luck!!!
Hail Satan!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria"
<ivan.dundovic3@... wrote:

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist since
2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m now on the
part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I was told) I
will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have a site

in

croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people to joy of
satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending them
translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo much in my
life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to give him
my share....

hail Satan

 

[lady_namaria]

Yes,a thing that really makes me angry is people that claim to be
satanist and do nothing.I wasted A LOT of time on that kind of
people.I`m always busy and have a lot of things to do but I always
find time for meditations and rituals.After a while when I miss a
day in meditations I feel weak.When I started with satanism I was
14,and I had many people that joined me,but almost every one of them
is now xtain or atheist.Some of them refused satanism because of
boyfriends and girlfriends,some of them wanted to fitt in.From the
number of 10 we drasticaly went to 2.
Before some 10 days I`ve met this girl that was a satanist and her
life is fucked up completly.She is on drugs,she will never finish
her college,she looks as a disaster.At the end we argued and she
told me "not everyone is perfect as you".This really pissed me
off.You had a chance to be "perfect",you had a chance to became a
God.What has she done?She choosed some stupid drug addict instead of
Satan.This crossed over my mind and I left.I didnt want to talk
anymore.Why should I waste time?In the beginning I wasted a lot of
time on people that wanted to be satanist because of wrong
reasons.One day Ive dreamed my GD and he told me to stop doing it.He
told me to give everyone a chance but all of them will be tested and
strong will stay,weak will leave.So it was.We never know how strong
is someone.Ive met so much people that looked weak but in the end
they were stronger than most.
I hope that I will do at least half of what Father has done for
me.Before some 4-5 years I had a dream that I will become a
singer.This dream is now reality.For this,and many other things, I
thank him so much.

Hail Satan
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joe Swift"
<IH8WHIT@... wrote:

It's nice to hear from people looking to give something back, it's

a

shame there aren't many willing to do it

Good Luck!!!
Hail Satan!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria"
<ivan.dundovic3@ wrote:

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist since
2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m now

on the

part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I was

told) I

will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have a

site

in
croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people to

joy of

satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending them
translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo much

in my

life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to give

him

my share....

hail Satan

 

[Acantha-Tara]

I know exactly where you're coming from. Too many people make a half-hearted attempt
to latch on to Satanism because they think they can get something for nothing then when
they find out it's a total lifestyle change that demands work and study and
experimentation they fall by the wayside. That part is good; we don't need them. It's a
huge challenge to keep progressing and we don't need half-wits wasting our time. This is
not an easy ride and anyone who thinks it is will be disappointed and turn away.

As for giving something back, large gestures are not always available, at least right away.
But there is plenty of psychic work to do considering what we're surrounded with. Each can
do his or her own little bit and cumulatively it adds up. For those who can compose music,
paint, write, etc. they have even more avenues, but one may have to seek and await
guidance from the demons to assist in what form that will take, the timing, etc.

I also know what you mean when you say you feel weak when missing meditations. I feel
very off-center when that happens. And the thing is: it doesn't have to take a lot of time,
not even for ritual because if necessary you can tailor it to fit the timeframe. (The biggest
hurdle for ritual is security sufficient privacy and "alone time"). We're all busy. (I'd like to
say I have the monopoly on busy-ness -- LOL -- but I know I don't.) It's a mattere of self-
discipline and actually wanting to. (If I can do it, anyone can: I have ADD and even after all
these years, there are still far too many times that I have to discipline myself to keep my
mind on matters at hand (I have one or two "tricks" up my sleeve that help at such times.)

Acantha-Tara


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria" <ivan.dundovic3@...
wrote:

Yes,a thing that really makes me angry is people that claim to be
satanist and do nothing.I wasted A LOT of time on that kind of
people.I`m always busy and have a lot of things to do but I always
find time for meditations and rituals.After a while when I miss a
day in meditations I feel weak.When I started with satanism I was
14,and I had many people that joined me,but almost every one of them
is now xtain or atheist.Some of them refused satanism because of
boyfriends and girlfriends,some of them wanted to fitt in.From the
number of 10 we drasticaly went to 2.
Before some 10 days I`ve met this girl that was a satanist and her
life is fucked up completly.She is on drugs,she will never finish
her college,she looks as a disaster.At the end we argued and she
told me "not everyone is perfect as you".This really pissed me
off.You had a chance to be "perfect",you had a chance to became a
God.What has she done?She choosed some stupid drug addict instead of
Satan.This crossed over my mind and I left.I didnt want to talk
anymore.Why should I waste time?In the beginning I wasted a lot of
time on people that wanted to be satanist because of wrong
reasons.One day Ive dreamed my GD and he told me to stop doing it.He
told me to give everyone a chance but all of them will be tested and
strong will stay,weak will leave.So it was.We never know how strong
is someone.Ive met so much people that looked weak but in the end
they were stronger than most.
I hope that I will do at least half of what Father has done for
me.Before some 4-5 years I had a dream that I will become a
singer.This dream is now reality.For this,and many other things, I
thank him so much.

Hail Satan
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joe Swift"
<IH8WHIT@ wrote:

It's nice to hear from people looking to give something back, it's
a
shame there aren't many willing to do it

Good Luck!!!
Hail Satan!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria"
<ivan.dundovic3@ wrote:

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist since
2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m now
on the
part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I was
told) I
will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have a
site
in
croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people to
joy of
satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending them
translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo much
in my
life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to give
him
my share....

hail Satan

 

[Kevin Ikari]

It is a difficult road, but if you know how to walk it then it's a
damn fun road. I've lost a girl to my beliefs but then right after I
met a way better one that shares my interest and beliefs and we've
been together for over a year and a half now. As for those that
expect something out of Satanism, that's like expecting something out
of playing an instrument, you only gain if you put a lot of time,
energy and effort into it. The gain isn't even direct; it's the
subtle guidance and synchronicities that lead you to develop skills
that help you. I myself wouldn't be practicing magic to the point of
obsession and reaping the benefits if it weren't for that plunge into
Satanism a couple years back (JoS of course)and all the random leads
and guidance that's helped my grow in it. But it is a lot of work,
most people don't understand that when they pick up a book like Liber
Null and Psychonaut. Sigil magic can be as useless as milking a rock
if you don't have the energy to back it up or the technique to direct
it accordingly. For this training I'm forever endeavored to the work
that Maxiene put into her meditations page. As for giving back to the
community, I really wish I could be doing it as effective as you. I'm
in charge of a university Pagan organization but sadly enough I've yet
to meet another Satanist around where I live. Keep up the amazing work.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria"
<ivan.dundovic3@... wrote:

Yes,a thing that really makes me angry is people that claim to be
satanist and do nothing.I wasted A LOT of time on that kind of
people.I`m always busy and have a lot of things to do but I always
find time for meditations and rituals.After a while when I miss a
day in meditations I feel weak.When I started with satanism I was
14,and I had many people that joined me,but almost every one of them
is now xtain or atheist.Some of them refused satanism because of
boyfriends and girlfriends,some of them wanted to fitt in.From the
number of 10 we drasticaly went to 2.
Before some 10 days I`ve met this girl that was a satanist and her
life is fucked up completly.She is on drugs,she will never finish
her college,she looks as a disaster.At the end we argued and she
told me "not everyone is perfect as you".This really pissed me
off.You had a chance to be "perfect",you had a chance to became a
God.What has she done?She choosed some stupid drug addict instead of
Satan.This crossed over my mind and I left.I didnt want to talk
anymore.Why should I waste time?In the beginning I wasted a lot of
time on people that wanted to be satanist because of wrong
reasons.One day Ive dreamed my GD and he told me to stop doing it.He
told me to give everyone a chance but all of them will be tested and
strong will stay,weak will leave.So it was.We never know how strong
is someone.Ive met so much people that looked weak but in the end
they were stronger than most.
I hope that I will do at least half of what Father has done for
me.Before some 4-5 years I had a dream that I will become a
singer.This dream is now reality.For this,and many other things, I
thank him so much.

Hail Satan
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joe Swift"
<IH8WHIT@ wrote:

It's nice to hear from people looking to give something back, it's
a
shame there aren't many willing to do it

Good Luck!!!
Hail Satan!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria"
<ivan.dundovic3@ wrote:

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist since
2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m now
on the
part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I was
told) I
will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have a
site
in
croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people to
joy of
satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending them
translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo much
in my
life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to give
him
my share....

hail Satan

 

[High Priest Keon Holliday]

Great idea!

lady_namaria <[email protected] wrote:

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist since
2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m now on the
part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I was told) I
will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have a site in
croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people to joy of
satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending them
translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo much in my
life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to give him
my share....

hail Satan

Do you Yahoo!?
Everyone is raving about the all-new Yahoo! Mail.

 

[lady_namaria]

You know what Maxine says:no pain,no gain.Everything that is worth
fighting for is hard.This is the way it has to be.Give the power to
the fool and he will waste it.That is the way I explain satanism-as
a group of elite people.There are so many things to do and so little
time.That time we have,we should not waste it!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Acantha-Tara"
<jaguarcat2002@... wrote:

I know exactly where you're coming from. Too many people make a

half-hearted attempt

to latch on to Satanism because they think they can get something

for nothing then when

they find out it's a total lifestyle change that demands work and

study and

experimentation they fall by the wayside. That part is good; we

don't need them. It's a

huge challenge to keep progressing and we don't need half-wits

wasting our time. This is

not an easy ride and anyone who thinks it is will be disappointed

and turn away.

As for giving something back, large gestures are not always

available, at least right away.

But there is plenty of psychic work to do considering what we're

surrounded with. Each can

do his or her own little bit and cumulatively it adds up. For

those who can compose music,

paint, write, etc. they have even more avenues, but one may have

to seek and await

guidance from the demons to assist in what form that will take,

the timing, etc.

I also know what you mean when you say you feel weak when missing

meditations. I feel

very off-center when that happens. And the thing is: it doesn't

have to take a lot of time,

not even for ritual because if necessary you can tailor it to fit

the timeframe. (The biggest

hurdle for ritual is security sufficient privacy and "alone

time"). We're all busy. (I'd like to

say I have the monopoly on busy-ness -- LOL -- but I know I

don't.) It's a mattere of self-

discipline and actually wanting to. (If I can do it, anyone can: I

have ADD and even after all

these years, there are still far too many times that I have to

discipline myself to keep my

mind on matters at hand (I have one or two "tricks" up my sleeve

that help at such times.)

Acantha-Tara


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria"

<ivan.dundovic3@

wrote:

Yes,a thing that really makes me angry is people that claim to

be

satanist and do nothing.I wasted A LOT of time on that kind of
people.I`m always busy and have a lot of things to do but I

always

find time for meditations and rituals.After a while when I miss

a

day in meditations I feel weak.When I started with satanism I

was

14,and I had many people that joined me,but almost every one of

them

is now xtain or atheist.Some of them refused satanism because of
boyfriends and girlfriends,some of them wanted to fitt in.From

the

number of 10 we drasticaly went to 2.
Before some 10 days I`ve met this girl that was a satanist and

her

life is fucked up completly.She is on drugs,she will never

finish

her college,she looks as a disaster.At the end we argued and she
told me "not everyone is perfect as you".This really pissed me
off.You had a chance to be "perfect",you had a chance to became

a

God.What has she done?She choosed some stupid drug addict

instead of

Satan.This crossed over my mind and I left.I didnt want to talk
anymore.Why should I waste time?In the beginning I wasted a lot

of

time on people that wanted to be satanist because of wrong
reasons.One day Ive dreamed my GD and he told me to stop doing

it.He

told me to give everyone a chance but all of them will be tested

and

strong will stay,weak will leave.So it was.We never know how

strong

is someone.Ive met so much people that looked weak but in the

end

they were stronger than most.
I hope that I will do at least half of what Father has done for
me.Before some 4-5 years I had a dream that I will become a
singer.This dream is now reality.For this,and many other things,

I

thank him so much.

Hail Satan
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joe Swift"
<IH8WHIT@ wrote:

It's nice to hear from people looking to give something back,

it's

a
shame there aren't many willing to do it

Good Luck!!!
Hail Satan!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria"
<ivan.dundovic3@ wrote:

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist

since

2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m

now

on the
part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I

was

told) I
will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have

a

site
in
croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people

to

joy of
satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending

them

translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo

much

in my
life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to

give

him
my share....

hail Satan

 

[lady_namaria]

When I told my boyfriend that I was satanist,he laugh.This is where
I lost my love nad admiration for him.Now Im in relationship that
lasts for 2 and half years and Im happy.He is not satanist but he
has a great respect for what Im doing.He is an atheist.Perhaps with
time this will change.We have this healthy relationship that rare
people have.I have too few people to work with,I planed to make a
coven,but in the end I realised that everything as usual will be on
me and in about 2 years Im moving to Austria to study where Ill
hopefully get in their college for classical singers.Yes,this is a
damn fun road.So many things Ive learned about myself and the world
Ive never dreamed of.
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Kevin Ikari"
<kevin_ikari15@... wrote:

It is a difficult road, but if you know how to walk it then it's a
damn fun road. I've lost a girl to my beliefs but then right

after I

met a way better one that shares my interest and beliefs and we've
been together for over a year and a half now. As for those that
expect something out of Satanism, that's like expecting something

out

of playing an instrument, you only gain if you put a lot of time,
energy and effort into it. The gain isn't even direct; it's the
subtle guidance and synchronicities that lead you to develop skills
that help you. I myself wouldn't be practicing magic to the point

of

obsession and reaping the benefits if it weren't for that plunge

into

Satanism a couple years back (JoS of course)and all the random

leads

and guidance that's helped my grow in it. But it is a lot of work,
most people don't understand that when they pick up a book like

Liber

Null and Psychonaut. Sigil magic can be as useless as milking a

rock

if you don't have the energy to back it up or the technique to

direct

it accordingly. For this training I'm forever endeavored to the

work

that Maxiene put into her meditations page. As for giving back to

the

community, I really wish I could be doing it as effective as you.

I'm

in charge of a university Pagan organization but sadly enough I've

yet

to meet another Satanist around where I live. Keep up the amazing

work.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria"
<ivan.dundovic3@ wrote:

Yes,a thing that really makes me angry is people that claim to

be

satanist and do nothing.I wasted A LOT of time on that kind of
people.I`m always busy and have a lot of things to do but I

always

find time for meditations and rituals.After a while when I miss

a

day in meditations I feel weak.When I started with satanism I

was

14,and I had many people that joined me,but almost every one of

them

is now xtain or atheist.Some of them refused satanism because of
boyfriends and girlfriends,some of them wanted to fitt in.From

the

number of 10 we drasticaly went to 2.
Before some 10 days I`ve met this girl that was a satanist and

her

life is fucked up completly.She is on drugs,she will never

finish

her college,she looks as a disaster.At the end we argued and she
told me "not everyone is perfect as you".This really pissed me
off.You had a chance to be "perfect",you had a chance to became

a

God.What has she done?She choosed some stupid drug addict

instead of

Satan.This crossed over my mind and I left.I didnt want to talk
anymore.Why should I waste time?In the beginning I wasted a lot

of

time on people that wanted to be satanist because of wrong
reasons.One day Ive dreamed my GD and he told me to stop doing

it.He

told me to give everyone a chance but all of them will be tested

and

strong will stay,weak will leave.So it was.We never know how

strong

is someone.Ive met so much people that looked weak but in the

end

they were stronger than most.
I hope that I will do at least half of what Father has done for
me.Before some 4-5 years I had a dream that I will become a
singer.This dream is now reality.For this,and many other things,

I

thank him so much.

Hail Satan
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Joe Swift"
<IH8WHIT@ wrote:

It's nice to hear from people looking to give something back,

it's

a
shame there aren't many willing to do it

Good Luck!!!
Hail Satan!!!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lady_namaria"
<ivan.dundovic3@ wrote:

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist

since

2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m

now

on the
part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I

was

told) I
will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have

a

site
in
croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people

to

joy of
satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending

them

translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo

much

in my
life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to

give

him
my share....

hail Satan

 

[Jennifer Combs]

Indeed it sounds wonderful. I am sure he will appreciate it. Your help in changing languages is appreciated as well as not everyone speaks English, but everyone should be able to meditate. Thank you Ana Marija. From a personal and spiritual level. Your help is very appreciated. ^_^ I hope (and will meditate on) your band going well. Once your band is together, please let me know and I will do what I can to spread the word through my small cubby whole in the US. I'm sure there are many who would like to hear Satanist "Gospel" instead of xian. Thank you again for you hard work.


High Priest Keon Holliday <magekmaster@... wrote:

Great idea!

lady_namaria <ivan.dundovic3@ os.t-com. hr wrote:

Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist since
2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m now on the
part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I was told) I
will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have a site in
croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people to joy of
satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending them
translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo much in my
life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to give him
my share....

hail Satan

Do you Yahoo!?
Everyone is raving about the all-new Yahoo! Mail.

Talk is cheap. Use Yahoo! Messenger to make PC-to-Phone calls. Great rates starting at 1¢/min.

 

[lady_namaria]

Thank you for your help.Im still working on my voice very hard as I
always want to lead everything to perfection.Here in Croatia is
really hard to make anything different.But I wont give up!If I must
travel the world to get a chance,Ill do it.I speak
croatian,german,english and Im learning italian(this shouldnt be
hard as Ive learned latin).Thank you for your support!
HAIL SATAN!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Jennifer Combs
<empress_kailu_umivekiara@... wrote:

Indeed it sounds wonderful. I am sure he will appreciate it. Your

help in changing languages is appreciated as well as not everyone
speaks English, but everyone should be able to meditate. Thank you
Ana Marija. From a personal and spiritual level. Your help is very
appreciated. ^_^ I hope (and will meditate on) your band going well.
Once your band is together, please let me know and I will do what I
can to spread the word through my small cubby whole in the US. I'm
sure there are many who would like to hear Satanist "Gospel" instead
of xian. Thank you again for you hard work.

High Priest Keon Holliday <magekmaster@...

wrote: Great idea!

lady_namaria <ivan.dundovic3@... wrote:
Hi!My name is Ana Marija and Im from Croatia.Im satanist since
2001,but it tooked time to get to this level Im on now.I`m now on

the

part of working with elements.Im 20 years old.
Im classical singer and one day(that is yett to come,as I was

told) I

will make a band that will spread the word of Satan.I a have a

site in

croatian where I writte about satanism and I direct people to joy

of

satan.Those who dont speak english,I help them by sending them
translated meditations etc...
Im really devouted to Satan and satanism has helped me soo much in

my

life.Lucifer was always there for me.Now its time for me to give

him

my share....

hail Satan






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Everyone is raving about the all-new Yahoo! Mail.




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[Rex King]

i satanist i am eternity.....just call me agemo

 

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i satanist i am eternity.....just call me agemo

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