Hello Brothers and Sisters!

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First of all, I want to thank all of you for taking your time in reading my previous message and those of you who are more advanced and willing to help me acquire a decent job in my hometown.

I just finished my ritual to our Lord, the thing is that I tried flame meditation afterwards, after I placed my hands over my eyes in a cupped position I felt some energy running through me, the thing is, as I had my eyes closed and my hands over them, I saw a vivid red flame, it went out, then it came back a few more times after it finally disappeared. When I finally opened my eyes, I felt them and still do, more open. I see things sharper than usual, as if someone was keeping my upper eye lids higher to make me see better. Is this some form of a sign? I'm still new as I told you before.

 

[Allison P]

Hi! So you already dedicated, I assume. But anyway, I would say that's
definitely a sign if anything is! You saw a flame; that's what you're
supposed to see. ^ Hail Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 12/20/12, ochoa_335@... <ochoa_335@... wrote:
First of all, I want to thank all of you for taking your time in reading my
previous message and those of you who are more advanced and willing to help
me acquire a decent job in my hometown.

I just finished my ritual to our Lord, the thing is that I tried flame
meditation afterwards, after I placed my hands over my eyes in a cupped
position I felt some energy running through me, the thing is, as I had my
eyes closed and my hands over them, I saw a vivid red flame, it went out,
then it came back a few more times after it finally disappeared. When I
finally opened my eyes, I felt them and still do, more open. I see things
sharper than usual, as if someone was keeping my upper eye lids higher to
make me see better. Is this some form of a sign? I'm still new as I told
you before.

 

[Adan Ochoa]

Thanks for your reply! I truly appreciate it.  Yes, I'm a dedicated Satanist, fairly new, but dedicated.  Before I dedicated my soul to our Lord Satan, I lived in constant anxiety since I was laid off from my job.  Creditors calling all the time, every time the phone rang I freaked out, now I don't ( I don't even care if it rings or not, it just doesn't bother me anymore)  I've had more peace with myself and confident that I will find a decent job soon or something good will happen to me.
  I haven't met or found any satanists in my hometown to seek guidance on how to start my meditations or where should I start, so everything I've been doing is through the help of the JoS website, which is awesome by the way.  Although I would like to empower myself more, so I could help others who are willing to see the thruth about our Lord Satan and expose the filth abouth the RHP religions.  A friend of mine, who's not a christian, nor jewish, nor muslim, wants to learn more about being a satanist, unluckily for him, he doesn't have access to internet (he leads a precarious life, very poor i mean). So know, I'm working more on my meditations and empowering myself more so I can help him and those who are willing to know the truth.
  have a nice day, and hope to hear from you soon.
                             Adam
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Mon, December 24, 2012 1:49:31 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Hello Brothers and Sisters!

  Hi! So you already dedicated, I assume. But anyway, I would say that's
definitely a sign if anything is! You saw a flame; that's what you're
supposed to see. ^ Hail Father Satan always! Hail Lord Andras!

On 12/20/12, ochoa_335@... <ochoa_335@... wrote:
First of all, I want to thank all of you for taking your time in reading my
previous message and those of you who are more advanced and willing to help
me acquire a decent job in my hometown.

I just finished my ritual to our Lord, the thing is that I tried flame
meditation afterwards, after I placed my hands over my eyes in a cupped
position I felt some energy running through me, the thing is, as I had my
eyes closed and my hands over them, I saw a vivid red flame, it went out,
then it came back a few more times after it finally disappeared. When I
finally opened my eyes, I felt them and still do, more open. I see things
sharper than usual, as if someone was keeping my upper eye lids higher to
make me see better. Is this some form of a sign? I'm still new as I told
you before.