hellbound.helvete
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So I've been reading the JoS website and finding a lot of stuff that I like, a lot of stuff that explains doubts I've had for a long time, but this whole alien thing has been really hard for me to process...
I am, since my childhood, terrified of aliens. I wouldn't go to the bathroom at night, or to the kitchen for a glass of water, because I feared I could bump on a grey alien. So when I was 20, I started to overcome that fear, by avoiding any thoughts of aliens at all. I used to think that they probably were real, but they had no reason to come to Earth, and specially no reason to come to me. And it got better. I was able to sleep at night.
Now I've just read a post in here, someone said that if you meditate and start opening your chakras without doing the dedication, greys and angels will come for you. I haven't done the dedication ritual yet, but I do feel that I'm under the protection of Satan already. He helps me in my everyday life, and he protects me all the time. I think of doing the dedication ritual, to make things more "official", even though the feeling in my heart, the bond I have with Satan is real and strong, and doesn't require any shows... I like to put on a show, simple as that.
But now this whole alien thing got me really scared to get into Spiritual Satanism. I don't want trouble with any greys, it was really hard to find my peace of mind, I don't wanna mess with that. Last night I had a dream with aliens, not sure what kind of aliens they were, though, I just saw their ship and talked to them via telekinesis. I was in danger, and they said they'd heard my call and came to help me. Then I woke up with these very small bruises on my right thigh, I guess it was six or seven small purple dots, the size of watermelon seed. Is that supposed to mean anything? I'm really scared, and I'm starting to think that ignorance really is bliss.
I am, since my childhood, terrified of aliens. I wouldn't go to the bathroom at night, or to the kitchen for a glass of water, because I feared I could bump on a grey alien. So when I was 20, I started to overcome that fear, by avoiding any thoughts of aliens at all. I used to think that they probably were real, but they had no reason to come to Earth, and specially no reason to come to me. And it got better. I was able to sleep at night.
Now I've just read a post in here, someone said that if you meditate and start opening your chakras without doing the dedication, greys and angels will come for you. I haven't done the dedication ritual yet, but I do feel that I'm under the protection of Satan already. He helps me in my everyday life, and he protects me all the time. I think of doing the dedication ritual, to make things more "official", even though the feeling in my heart, the bond I have with Satan is real and strong, and doesn't require any shows... I like to put on a show, simple as that.
But now this whole alien thing got me really scared to get into Spiritual Satanism. I don't want trouble with any greys, it was really hard to find my peace of mind, I don't wanna mess with that. Last night I had a dream with aliens, not sure what kind of aliens they were, though, I just saw their ship and talked to them via telekinesis. I was in danger, and they said they'd heard my call and came to help me. Then I woke up with these very small bruises on my right thigh, I guess it was six or seven small purple dots, the size of watermelon seed. Is that supposed to mean anything? I'm really scared, and I'm starting to think that ignorance really is bliss.